IF IT KILLS ME
[Hello , tell me you know , yeah , you've figured me out .
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now]
Usui sighed . Of course , it wouldn't happen .
[But baby , that's just a case of my wishful thinking ]
Usui called dialed her number , arranged a little 'date' . But of course , it wasn't a date .
['Cause you and I , why , we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend ]
Usui heard the yelling from the apartment next to his – Misaki , fighting with Tora , as usual . 10 minutes later , a teary Misaki knocked at his door , and as usual , he let her in . I guess , they were 'friends with benefits' . It usually wasn't a big deal to a [usually] drunk Misaki , but it was to Usui .
[Well , all I really wanna do is love you]
Misaki would laugh whenever Usui mentioned 'love' or said , 'I love you' , thinking that he was joking .
[A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through]
He wasn't joking .
[If I should be so bold , I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start I'd longed to be your man ]
The next morning , Misaki went back to the apartment , and soon he heard little chuckles and laughs .
[But , I never said a word , so I guess I lost my chance again]
Song : If It Kills Me , by Jason Mraz
Yea , it wasn't very nice of me to make Usui the 'loser' .. but I had to . :P
Actually , I had wanted to make Shintani as the main 'loser' , but it sounded better for me for the 'loser' to be Usui . I wanted to write a songfic for a while , but never had enough confidence . Hope you liked it .
Also , one reviewer told me that longer chapters would be better ? My answer is : Sorry , it's very hard for me to write long chapters . I always did like short chapters , anyway .
Review , please ! :D