A/N: yay another update. Kinda left it at a cliff hanger but ill probably start on the next chapter later today. Let me know what you think of the story! the feedback helps and encourages updates :) thanks in advance to all who do.

Disclaimer: FMA isnt my creation. shocking huh

I slightly woke when my warm pillow moved beneath me. A hand shook my shoulder slightly but I only nuzzled closer, this was probably going to be the best nights sleep I have ever had and I wasn't going to go and ruin it.

"Ed, wakeup." soft kisses were trailed down my cheek. I let out a groan of disapproval as I cracked an eye open.

"What, cant it wait till tomorrow?" I just wanted to stay like this forever, curled against his body stealing his heat for myself.

"Well I imagine it would be twice as hard waking you up at 6am when I go to work." he chuckled, pulling random items of clothes from the floor. "Besides, I don't want Al kicking down my door in a few hours thinking I murdered you."

I hesitantly lifted myself up, feeling the rush of alcohol still in my blood. I slipped my pants on and lazily buckled the belt, pulling my hair tie from my hair that was now a complete mess.

"You got a brush?"

"In the bathroom." he replied pointing at the door on the other side of the room. I slid to the edge of the bed and got on my feet, trying to hide the stumble as I did so. God I must really be a lightweight. Its just a straight line, you got this. I headed towards the bathroom hoping he didn't see me lazily bump into the doorframe with my shoulder. I fixed my hair and threw it back into a ponytail seeing Roy already dressed behind me. His hand ran up my shoulder sliding gently over my automail port as he kissed my neck. He handed me my shirt but sent mixed messages as he continued to rub my chest.

"You're lucky my uniforms have a high collar." he said as I glanced up at him seeing a large purple mark on his neck.

"How else was everyone supposed to know you are off the market?" I questioned with a grin. I didn't mean to leave a mark but I didn't care. I could already see a couple on my neck as well.

"Come on we gotta go." he finally spoke as I pulled my shirt over my head and grabbed my coat. I gripped the railing hard as I fumbled down the stairs.

"Are you still drunk?" I could hear the amusement in his voice as he spoke.

"shutup." his arm reached out to help me but I pushed it aside. I didn't need his pity, especially when the bastard was mocking me. The cold air felt great on my heated skin as we started down the sidewalk. Once again he offered his arm and I took the offer just so I could be close to him. I felt the smooth skin of his hand under mine, remembering how it felt to have that hand slide down my body. It amazed me how even after sex, in the middle of the night he still looked stunning. I wasn't one to throw around compliments but the whiskey had drowned out my internal filter.

"You know, If I wasn't so tired I would jump your bones right here." I mumbled, giving his hand a light squeeze.

"I don't think you could handle round two." was the chuckle that replied.

"Whatever, I have more stamina than you do old man." I replied with a grin.

"Really? Can I just remind you of who finished first earlier?" a smirk of his own plastered his face, knowing he had the upper hand in the conversation.

"That doesn't count." was my only defense. We stepped off the curb of the sidewalk to cross the street, approaching the apartment building me and Al shared. We walked up a small flight of stairs, stopping at door 3B. I reached for the handle, repeatedly turning it when I realized it was locked.

"What? Why did he lock the damn door?" I mumbled, jiggling the handle thinking that would make it magically unlock. Roy's hand gently knocked at the door, until we could hear the deadbolt being turned from inside and the door creaked open. Alphonse stood at the door, his hair slightly tousled, probably from sleep.

"Sorry if we woke you, your intelligent brother here didn't have a key." he explained giving me a playful nudge.

"Oh, its alright. I thought you weren't coming home so I locked the door." he spoke towards me but I didn't reply. The door opened wider letting us both in and Roy angled the door shut behind him.

"how have you been Al, its been a while." he asked, trying to start small talk.

"Im okay." was his simple reply, before an awkward silence stood in the room, me still clinging to Roy's arm.

"Well I guess I will let you two get to bed, sorry for waking you." he apologized again giving my back a gentle rub signaling he was going to go. I reached up letting out lips meet, personally not caring that Al was in the room but I could tell Roy was hesitant. Our kiss deepened slightly before pulling away, as he turned towards the door.

I went into the bedroom once again throwing off my layers and climbing in the already occupied space. I sank into the sheets, letting my eyes close in their haze, feeling blue eyes pressing at me in the dim light. I had almost drifted off when two slender fingers pressed gently on my neck.

"Doesn't that hurt?" he whispered in the quiet air as his fingers gently ran over what I knew was a large purple mark. I blushed at the awkward question but shrugged.

"No." I replied awkwardly before closing my eyes again as the fingers retreated. A few moments later those fingers traced my neck again but lower towards my collar bone. I simply ignored the act and tried to sleep. Ever since getting his body back Al had been a very touchy person but I couldn't blame him. After going so long without sensations Im sure its comforting to him.

Smooth lips ghosted over my neck, cautiously getting firmer. Was Roy trying to give me more hickeys? And he complained about one, what a bastard. I tiled my neck to give him more access to my skin and let out a gentle breath of approval. I could hear his breaths getting heavy as he continued gently kissing my neck and collarbone. Was he getting that worked up already? My eyes gently fluttered open for a moment taking in my surroundings. My breath hitched when I saw a familiar closet door that wasn't Roy's. I practically froze as gentle hands explored my chest lightly, I had no fucking idea what to do. Sure, I loved Al, who didn't, but this pushed the edge of brotherly love. I knew I should stop it, say something but what do I say? Al was sensitive, I couldn't just tell him to fuck off like I could any one else. I couldn't hurt him like I already had. His hand slid to my lower stomach and his lips getting experimentally harder.

"A-Al.." I whispered, I didn't know why he was doing this but I couldn't rid my stomach of the awkward turning. There was no reply and his tongue ghosted out to join his lips, a touch so much lighter than Roy's.

"What are you doing?" I asked lightly. His fingers traced at the rim of my boxers, gently dipping in to trace against blonde curls. My hands fisted at the sheets. I wanted to push him off of me but I couldn't. I would never purposely harm him even if It was a gentle shove.

"I want you to be happy brother." he mumbled between breaths. I could feel his hardness resting against my leg making me shiver but not in pleasure.

"What are you talking about, I am happy.." I offered. He thought he needed to do this to make me happy? Where the hell did he get that idea.

"Yea… with him." he replied, making it sound like a crime that I was with Roy.

"Im happy with you too idiot, its different and you know it." I tried to get my point across but my mind panicked when he began stroking me to life beneath the thin sheet.

"I want to make you happy brother. Isn't this the reason you go see him all the time?" he spoke, gesturing to my reluctantly growing length.

"You do Al, but I told you, its different." I couldn't help but gasp as he stroked me, every movement practically made me cringe. I finally worked up the courage to look him in the eye and the sight of him caused my stomach to drop. His features were so relaxed, hidden behind a lustful gaze as he panted in need. I could feel his length sliding against my leg. He looked absolutely beautiful, like he always did but it felt so wrong to see him like this. An intimate moment that should be only seen by his future wife, or girlfriend. Not by me. Not like this.

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