Characters belongs to Stephenie Meyer. This is just a fanmade story by me.
Okay, so atm I've got MAJOR muse for UA, which is very good news. Yay! Hehe. Anyways.. here yah go!
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Bella's POV
Awakening
It was still a bit dark outside when I woke up the next morning. And very cold. The chill I felt was alarming, as it reminded me only of one thing, well, person. The person that meant the most to me in the whole world; the person that I could not in a million years ever forget; the person I loved more than anyone.
With fear of waking up from my dream, and return to reality, I turned around, with eyes closed, and rested my head against his cool, marble chest.
Trembling, my lips kissed his neck, all the way up to his lips. He kissed me back passionately and it was as if nothing had happened between us. Nothing at all. My hands made their way up to his hair, and twisted themselves into the mess. We both started bething heavier, and after a few moments, he pulled back, breathing; "Bella..."
That woke me up. It wasn't Edward's velvet voice I'd just heard. It was Jasper's.
And as the realization hit me, the tears began flowing down my cheeks without mercy. They just kept coming.
"Bella?" Jasper asked, alarmed now, as I sat up.
"I..." I stuttered, sobbing. "I... I thought you were Edward."
His arms wrapped themselves around me, pulling me closer to him. "I'm sorry." he apologized. "I shouldn't have done that."
"It's okay," I said, leaning against his shoulder, letting him hold me in his arms. "It's not your fault."
Suddenly he became rigid, completely still, and I got alarmed. "Jasper?" I asked nervously. "What's wrong?"
"I have to go.." he said warily.
"Why?"
But before he could answer, the doorbell rang shrill from downstairs. "Wait here." I told him, before I got up from the bed, and made my way downstairs.
Charlie had already left for work, so it was only me and Jasper here, except for the visitor though.
Slowly I walked over to the frontdoor and yanked it open, and as I saw who it was, my heart stopped beating and I was no longer breathing. My angel stood there, his hair wet from the pounding rain outside, and he looked at me incredulously, looking as if he was searching for something.
I still wasn't breathing, and he seemed to notice that at the same time I did.
"Breathe, Bella.." he urged.
I kept staring at his perfect face, not saying a word, and still not breathing. My head started feeling light, so I took a deep breath, and looked away from him. "Edward," I murmured.
"We need to talk, Bella,"
"What about?"
"Come for a walk with me?"
That didn't sound good, that didn't sound good at all. Those were the exact words he'd told me before he broke up with me last year...
"Please.." I hopelessly pleaded, already knowing what he would say.
"It's over." The tone in his velvet voice was hard, icy, as he spoke. My heart began to crumble at the words.
"What?" No, please, no.
"It's over." He said again, his topaz-eyes were distanced, not the usual warm liquid. "I won't be in the way for you two anymore."
"Please, Edward.." Knowing him, I knew he wouldn't change his mind. Yet I still tried to change him. "I love you. Don't do this."
"Goodbye, Bella," he leaned in, kissed my forehead ever so gently, and then pulled back. One hand stroked my cheek softly, as he looked into my eyes. And slowly he closed them before he turned around, and walked back to his silver Volvo.
"Edward!" I cried, tears beginning to sting my eyes, running out from the house. But as I took the first few steps out from my sanctuary, the Volvo had already started, and disappeared around the bend.
I couldn't do this; I couldn't do this again. One's heart can only take as much, and now he had broken it once more. Twice my heart had been shattered; I couldn't breathe. He'd been my life, and now I was dead, as he'd left me, leaving nothing behind. He'd been my everything, and with his departure, I was empty.
A new moon was on the horizon once again.
Could I fight the darkness that was bound to enslave me now? Did I have the strength for that? Was it my destiny to live without love?
I fell onto the wet pavement, my hands covering my face, as the rain continued to pour down, drenching me. The raindrops that fell onto my face got mixed with the tears of salt that streamed down my pale cheeks.
I don't know how long I sat there, but after what seemed to be forever, I was lifted off the ground, and pulled into a cold, yet warm, embrace.
Jasper held onto me as I sobbed into his stone shoulder, stroking me on the back of my head, trying to soothe me. "Shh.." he murmured softly into my ear. "It'll be alright. Trust me."
His words were comforting, but I was in too much grief to take them seriously. All that I could think about was the fact that Edward had left me, again. I'd thought we'd be together forever after the whole Volturi ordeal, as he'd told me that my blood no longer held the same temptation that it once had. The idea of losing me had been unbearable, and so I'd never imagined the possibility of him leaving me because of reasons other than my safety. I had surely not expected this.
Who would've thought before that Jasper would ever be holding me like this? That was an easy question to answer. No one, that's who. No one had ever expected this to happen.
"Let's go back inside.." Jasper whispered into my ear, and I just nodded in response.
He led me inside, and into the livingroom, where he sat us down on the couch; his arms still around me. I held onto him as if he was my lifepreserver. I couldn't bear it if he left me now, too.
"Promise you'll never leave me.." I appealed to him, into his marble chest.
"I swear I will never leave you." I could feel something press lightly against the top of my head. His lips.
"Will you stay tonight, too?" I asked, looking up and into his eyes. His expression was tender as he looked back into mine.
"Of course," he told me.
I bent my head down, and rested it against his shoulder. "Thank you."
His arms tightened slightly around me, but it was in a comforting manner. And I felt safe.
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