I was a big coward.
The alarm clock read 9:00 at night. Ari and I had gotten to the safe house with a couple agents. Right now I was laying on the bed looking the cinder block wall thinking of how much of a coward I was for not wanting to tell Ari I loved him. The butterflies in my stomach were driving me nuts. When you were in love it was normal to not want to tell the person you loved because you were nervous, right? Right?
Ari for right now, was showering. After the agents left us alone I had decided to shower first and got into a tank top and some shorts that were left by NCIS agents along with some other clothes.
Apparently Gibbs "boss" Abby Sciuto had called and told them what kind of clothes to leave for Ari and I. I had gotten a kick out of that, Abby really hadn't changed much at all.
I sighed angrily. So what if I was in love with Ari? Were federal agents not suppose to fall in love with people like Ari? Growling in confusion I rolled over to were I could see the ceiling and closed my eyes, listing to the soft sound of water running. Suddenly it stopped and my heart skipped an extra beat when the bathroom door opened and Ari came out in nothing but boxer shorts.
He walked to the bed and climbed into it next to me. Pretending as if I was not a very confused conscious person I acted as if I was asleep. It didn't fool Ari.
"Caitlin..." He sighed. "Caitlin I know for a fact that you are not asleep." He said in a soft and comforting voice, which was a surprise. I expected it to be irritated. "Come here." He muttered. I opened my eyes to see he held him arms open.
Oh to hell with it he already knew I was awake. I moved closer to him and I felt him gently pull me closer until I was pressed up against his body.
Without thinking I blurted out four words that had been giving me grief all night. "I love you Ari." The words took him by surprise and he puled back and looked into my eyes. "I love you too Caitlin." He said right before his mouth came down hot and hungry on mine.
I kissed him back happily. He loved me too. I couldn't be happier.
He pressed his body firmly against mine as he kissed me with more force. Suddenly he lunched at me and pinned me down to the bed, he had pinned my two arms above my head. I saw longing in his eyes that I had never seen before. He rubbed the bluge in his boxers against me. God it was so hard.
I heard myself moan when he stopped kissing me to in-hale for air. I heard him mutter something along the lines of "too many clothes." So I assumed he was talking about me. The sad thing was he was right. He started kissing me again and I squirmed. I needed to get out of the tank top and shorts now. Not only that but I wanted him closer to me, if it were even possible.
Struggling and squirming wasn't helping me.
I freed my arms from Ari's strong grip and tangled my hands in his short cropped hair as he continued to kiss me. Yanking him closer to me made us both excited. He slipped his hands under my tank top and worked his hands over my breasts before taking them out to my disappointment. He stopped kissing me and moved his body against mine in a slow grinding way. Slowly he stopped before he began to take the tank top off.
God he was teasing me, I knew it by the way he smirked when I squirmed because he wasn't taking my top off quick enough which was all part of is little teasing game I'm sure.
When the tank top came off Ari looked at my chest happily before he stared kissing my neck. Slowly he dropped kisses down to my chest. Just as he was about to kiss my breasts he yanked away and I grunted.
"No teasing." I moaned. He chuckled. "I know you like it." He whispered as he started to kiss me on my neck again and rub his cock on me through the fabric of his boxers. I squeezed my eyes shut as he did this, because in my head I knew I did like it, I loved it.
"Do you like that Caitlin?" He asked me knowingly. I gulped messily and tried to speak. No words came out. Instead I nodded. I felt him smirk into my neck. "I thought so." He told me seductively. His tone in voice scared me. I knew if he wanted to he could have me in this bed painting all night out of need. I just hoped he wouldn't, not tonight anyway.
"Tell me something Ari." I said suddenly. "Tell me you love me."
He closed his eyes and stopped teasing me. "I love you. I love you so much, I always have. When I got back to Israel after I kidnapped you for the second time Ziva noticed a change in me. She saw right through me, she pulled files on my missions and found out about you." I froze. I wasn't expecting that.
"She did not have a clue about what you did to me, all she knew was how I felt for you. She said it was dangerous and to forget about you...
"But I could not. I tried so hard in the beginning, in the end I gave up. My Caitlin." He whispered. I smiled softly. "And what did she say a few hours ago?" I asked curiously. He chuckled.
"She promised me if I broke your heart she would punch me before telling Gibbs and letting him kill me." I grinned. "Look on the bright side at least she won't feed you to Mossad."
He winced and sighed. "My father will probably try and kill the both of us when he finds out were alive." I sighed. He was probably right from what I heard Eli David was an ass. "Is that why they moved us to the safe house?" I asked. "Yes." His answer is simple, but it scared me. Mossad was going to try and kill us.
He obviously wanted to stop talking about it because he began to kiss my neck again and work his way to my breasts, but something told me we had to talk latter about Eli David.
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