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Chapter 7: Don't let me get me.

Sam drank more often, the blood was now a bearable taste. The smell of sulfur was now as familiar as the soap he used. He hated that. That she became the only constant in his life now, but they were now connected by blood.

He guessed that human or demon didn't matter, but his hunters' instincts were deeply ingrained in him, and it warred with the heart thudding vengeance inside him. Ruby was being used, and that was it…right?

A piece of him was so happy to do this, and it was the dark parts of him that he could use to fill up the gaping hole inside of him. He needed to be cruel in order to kill Lilith; if sacrificing himself would stop it all, then he was more than willing to do it.

Ruby brought him more demons, and he exorcised them with more ease than before. He loved their choking, pain filled screams and he remembered the words John told his brother-

He allways grabbed Ruby and took a vital pull of her blood. He never looked in a mirror, in fact, he never stared at any of his reflections anymore. Sam didn't know what was happening to him, but he had to do something; his only crutch was a wicked demon named Ruby.

He reached for Ruby, and her delicious blood.

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TBC…