A/N: Happy Valentines Day. I haven't been able to spend time on the computer so this has come a bit later than I planned. Thank you all for reading and I hope you all had a good Valentines. As for me mine was spent getting chocolate out of the furniture.

Rin suddenly became aware to the sound of knocking on her door. She could hear the worried voice of her sister calling to her,

"Rin? Are you alright?" Kagome asked from behind the door. Rin looked at the door and tried find words to speak.

"I'm fine." she said just below speaking level into the crack of the closed door.

"I heard you screaming." Kagome said unconvinced.

"I watched something scary and had a nightmare." Rin lied, with her heavy breathing making it seem more believable.

"Ok." Kagome said. Rin listened to Kagome's footsteps carry her towards her own room. It was still dark outside, the moon shone clearly letting blue slivers of light worm into Rin's room. Rin sat back down on her bed. She stared at the bruises on her arms, they were so clearly finger marks from being held down. She felt tears well up in her eyes as the event flooded back into her mind.

It was like hitting instant replay and she was living it all over again in slow motion. Rin threw herself on her back with a small sigh. She didn't want to sleep, but she was exhausted. Rin hadn't notice morning come. Not until Kagome knocked on her door to let her know she was leaving. Rin was never the type to skip school but she decided not to go for two weeks in a row. 'To be carried away from all this...' Rin though she looked to where the mirror in her room stood. It was covered by a towel. She hadn't seen herself in days. She knew that if she were to look it would be instant reruns of her nightmare. She could tell that she had lost weight, how could she not she'd been surviving off the little snack bags in her book bag.

She could hear her sister enter through the front door of their house. Listening to how her heels dug into the floor with each step alerted Rin to her sister's temper. The school must have finally called her job. Rin sat there in her room knowing that she had betrayed Kagome's trust. She could feel her lungs tightening and a lump forming in her throat as she uncovered the mirror in her room. Kagome now took the stairs up to Rin's room and banged on the door violently. 'She's definitley pissed off.' Rin thought shaking her head. She resolved that she wouldn't open the door.

"Rin you open this goddamn door now!" Kagome yelled angrily.

"Leave me alone." Rin said through the crack. Kagome continued to bang on the door angrily.

"I can't believe you're just throwing your life away. You haven't been to school in two weeks? Open this door!" Kagome was fuming and Rin was getting a little bit scared, but she found herself unlocking and turning the knob. Kagome looked into Rin's eyes which were like pools of dull hazel filled with anguish. Kagome's own chocolate eyes softened to look at her.

"I don't know what's going on with you, but you need to pull your shit together." Kagome tried to stay calm looking at her sister.

"You don't know anything." Rin walking towards her bed.

"Did he leave you after he got what he wanted?" Kagome tried to be sensitive but found the spark of anger and misery in Rin's eyes told her a different story.

"I'll tell you what. Why don't you have your childhood taken from you and then be treated like the lowest piece of shit on the planet. Then listen to some high and mighty bitch tell you to pull yourself together after you were..." Rin stopped because the sobs tore into her words. Kagome looked at her with shock pulsing through her veins. The word was too much reality for her.

"Were what?" Kagome was almost positive of the answer.

"Just forget it." Rin whispered. Kagome grabbed her shoulders and stared into her eyes before wrapping her up in a tight tangle of her arms.

"We need to get you to a doctor. You have to be tested for pregnancy and diseases. Do you know who did this?" Kagome stiffened and nodded slightly.

"We have to file a police report." Kagome said as she stroked Rin's hair softly.

"I don't want to." Rin said.

"I won't make you do it, but...can't you tell me who did this?" Kagome asked.

"It doesn't matter, so please don't." Rin said trying to pull herself away from Kagome. Working in a hospital had it's advantages. It meant that Kagome could call in favors.

"I want you to get dressed, I'm taking you to the hospital." Kagome said.

"I don't want to go. I don't want to be pregnant." Rin shouted.

"Whether you go or not won't change that." Kagome said, she grabbed Rin and grabbed a pair of jeans and a shirt. She brushed back the currently unruly mass of hair. Now held in a ponytail she could see how gaunt her sister's face had become.

"I'll get you some real food tomorrow, so tonight you'll have to eat some instant ramen." Kagome said.

"Don't make me go." Rin begged. 'I don't want to be seen like this. I don't want to be seen at all.' Rin thought as tears dropped down her cheeks.

"You are going!" Kagome was getting frustrated as she led Rin out to the outdated sedan. It was their mother's old car.

"I don't want to go." Rin said as she grabbed the car door handle. When they arrived at the emergency room entrance. Kagome still dressed in her scrubs walked straight through the doors went and grabbed the first doctor she saw.

"Doctor Taisho, I need you to have a look at my sister." Kagome said. Rin looked up in horror. Her eyes were wide and her pupils dilated.

"Rin, dear. I haven't heard your name in a long while." she smiled that radiant smile of hers. Now Rin had only met the woman once but she was unforgettable. Even at work she was eccentric looking. Her crystal blue eyes and long black hair held back in a braid with ribbons twined within.

"Now, what kind of check up is this?" she asked.

"My sister was attacked sexually. I want the blood tests on everything. I obviously want you to see if there is any physical evidence." Kagome said. Immediately, the woman's face darkened. The check up was very uncomfortable for Rin. Dr. Taisho lifted Rin's shirt just underneath her bra. After about a half hour of being tested and looked at Rin was sitting in a chair awaiting the results with Kagome holding her hand very tightly.

"There are remnants of bruises left all around her, some of the vaginal tissues are torn. So yes there is evidence that suggests forced entry but it's very minimal the tissue already seems to have healed for the most part. I can say that this. These are all things that could also point to strenuous activity. I can tell that you run, so it's safe to say that you are an athlete. This isn't enough to even open a solid case. At the end it would all come to he said she said." Dr. Taisho said.

"What about the blood tests?" Kagome asked.

"Well, here's the good news you have not one STD. In most cases a congratulations would be in order but I don't know that this is one of them. Rin, I know that this may seem like a curse right now especially after what you've been through but you are pregnant." the doctor said.

Rin could feel her world shattering. She broke down in to sobs.

"I want this to be on record. Everything." Kagome said.

"You should also look into her seeing a psychiatrist. She needs someone who knows how to deal with a victim of sexual abuse." Dr. Taisho suggested.

"WE don't need that. She just needs to come home. I will help her." Kagome said. Rin was now staring at a wall blankly. 'A baby? Not only did he ruin my relationship, he has ruined my entire life. I can never love anything that is of him. He's turned everything into shit...' Rin thought with a hand cupping a non existent bump. 'I don't want this...I never asked for this...I only wanted you Sesshoumaru.' Rin thought more tears falling from her eyes.

"We are going to get through this Rin. I love you and I will fix everything for you." Kagome promised hugging her tightly.