I'm back! I did my best to do as fast as I could. This time it will be sadder! A song fic about Hiroto x Oc. The song is Apologize by Timberland ft one republinc. I utterly love this song and hope this chapter will be faithfull. Though it will be sad, i hope that you'll like it.

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin' what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

Slowly agononising, he could no longer hold completely the pain and had to sit down. The beautiful girl was still slowly speaking. HE was giving her his back knowing that if he dived into Hikaru's deep sparkling honey eyes, he would melt instantly. Three months ago, she had left her, and since these 88 days, he would endure the constant pain fo being away from her. Kiyama's kuckles went white as he clenched them with all his force.

" I'm sorry Kiyama" her voice was slowly trembling now. " I know what I've done was wrong...I need you now"

His blood boiled. After dumping him like an old toy she chewed, she dared to say sorry? Though he wanted to scream, he just faced her. The sadness in his eyes showed her how much he missed his Hika-chan.

That it's too late, to apologize,
it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

" Don't you think its too late now" he said with much gentleness but it was evident his smile was fake. Like a emotionless statue he grinned but that gesture did not ressemble the authentic smiles he once gave her. The memory of her own words were three moth ago were ringing in his head.

Flashback

"Hika-chan" he said gently while walking to her. Immediately, he pushed away the brown hair falling on her beautiful eyes. She seemed annoyed by the touch but maybe she was just in a bad mood. Handing her the flower he had specially bought for his girlfriend his face immediately lit up while seeing her lips curving into a crook smile.

" How was your day" he asked again a little surprise by the lack of communication which was flowling between them. He gently traced circles on her porcelaine-like cheek.

" Hioto Are you happy?" she blurted out of nowhere.

" Huh? Sure I am"

" I'm not Hiroto... I think we're going to fast"

The redhead remained slient trying to assimilate the fact that he was going through a breakup. She continued talking and talking about all the things wrong about them. He did not argue. He did not questioned her or asked for any reasons nor did he threatened her. If she was happy without him, who was he to complain? He always took more importance for Hikari's happiness than his so why not this time. Sure he knew the beautiful girl did not love him as much as he did but...it still hurt. He ignored the slow pat that she gave him on the back. That could never ever replace the long kisses. He simply nodded when she farewelled. Hiroto always hated good-byes.

I'd take another chance, take a fall,
take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new,
yeah yeah!

Though it was hard to admit, but Hiroto had still extremely deep feelings for her. Before, he was as precious as the air he breathed. Not a single day passed without him hinking about the brunette atleast once. Maybe his love was just one-sided and then he realised all the time he wasted on a girl whose eyes were probably wide open in search for someone better. That kind of thoughts left a bitter taste in his mouth. He exhaled and stared at the small puff of air emmitted from his mouth. The weather was as cold and depressive as he was currently.

" Whats his name?"

" huh?" hikari asked not comprehending.

" What's the name of the guy who dumped you?". The teal-eyes boy blinked a few times. Had his dear Hika-chan been in someone's else arms all this time.

" There weren't anyone" she whishpered.

" THEN WHY DID YOU GO?". She jumped slightly while hearing him his yell echoing in the field fully coated with a layer of white snow. He had always been so pleasant and a real pacifist. Always afraid of hurting anyone, Hirot would have never uppered his voice against anyone...never against the girl he loved but obviously, things were different now. How much more did he change thought the months the girl asked herself. How much did she changed him?

" I was proud at that time. I thought I didn't need you. PLease..."her voice was hoarse and although Kiyama did not want to see her cry, he thought that maybe she could have the taste of her own medecine.

I loved you with the fire red
Now it's turning blue,
and you say
"Sorry" like the angel, heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid

Winter's sun rays illuminated through the clouds her pretty face. Her pointed cheekbone, heart-face shape and her brown hair cascading on her shoulder were still appealing to him. But he was in a way proud to say that his feelings for her started to vanish little by little. A gistening teardrop fell and disappeared into the thick why snow and he took him all his self-control otherwise he would already have started rocking her in his arms like he did once.

It's too late, to apologize,
it's too late
I said it's too late, to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah
I'm holding on your rope,
got me ten feet off ...
the ground...

" Kiyama" she said one again her voice sightly breaking.

No response.

The lack of answer acted as an invitation for her to touch him. She rested her usually soothing hand on his back and even if his parka was thick, he still shivered. The redhead felt her head resting on his back. She whispered something barely audible again. DOing a heartbreaking gesture, he gently shove her away and go tup from the wooden bench.

" No Hikari, am definitely over you now" he lied.

While walking away, his mind was telling him to run faster but his heart was whishing that his ex-girlfriend would stop him. He sincerly wished that one day he could really forget her and get on with his life.

Was it good? I hope soo! well i know it might be sad but theres a "sequel" for this chapter...can you guess the song? please! ileft a lot of hints! now do a little brainwork! (it will be in hikari's POV) Please review ! No flames :D HAve sweet dreams/a nice day