It's not mine. Last chapter, even though it isn't finished, because I don't think I'll have another one ready by tomorrow. And after tomorrow, I'll be dead.
To leave a letter or not? It's not as though there would be anybody who cared to read it, and there was so much I couldn't say in case it fell into the hands of a muggle. I don't know what to put in it anyway. I mean, what was there to say? I had nobody to say 'goodbye' to, nobody that I loved to let them know it wasn't their fault.
I lifted a hand up and ran it through my dark hair. It was disgustingly oily. I would wash it, but...
Well, the dead don't need clean hair.
I decided to write a note.
To whoever finds me.
I'm sorry I put you through the trauma of finding a dead body. If I felt I had any other viable option I wouldn't do this. This is the only way out.
I tried to do it the cleanest way, so hopefully it isn't too messy.
I have no living family member, and no friends. I don't care what happens to my body.
Goodbye for the final time.
Lacaille Malfoy.
That would do, I guess.
I looked at my collection of pills and potions, all sequestered away for this very moment. Many of the potions I had stolen from my family, when I was still living with them. The pills had been purchased from various pharmacies over many years.
I wasn't afraid.
The phone rang. I ignored it.
I selected a potion, but then realised that muggle authorities might find that suspicious.
I placed all of my magical paraphernalia in a box which I threw into the incinerator chute (yes, amazingly, my apartment block did have one of those).
It would have to be pills.
I gave up trying to decide which ones and just how many and decided to just take them all.
The phone rang. Again.
I ignored it. Again.
It kept ringing. It was an unknown number.
I still ignored it.
I took the pills. One at a time.
The phone kept ringing.
The world started to spin, so I sat on the couch. Everything went blurry. I heard frantic knocking at the door, and my name being called frantically.
They couldn't get in easily, and by the time they did it would be too late.
I drifted off towards death.
Goodbye.
