(Amaya's POV)

"So she's a Kuran?" Yuki asked.

"Not quite..." Kaname answered her.

I was wondering how he was going to explain it to her when he completely changed the subject after that. He was now going on about some soiree, and how he was going to invite a bunch of prestigious Aristocratic and Pureblood families. Me being there is supposedly going to ease all their worries. I don't see how yet, but since I already said I'd help him I have to go.

The soiree was in three days. In the meantime, Kaname wanted me to go shopping for a dress with Ruka. On the drive into town she spoke up.

"I cannot believe that Kaname-sama choose her over every girl out there." I don't think she meant to say that out loud because she quickly turned red. "O-oh I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say..."

I cut her off. "It's fine. I was thinking the same thing actually."

Her eyes widened in surprise. Then realization hit her. "Oh, because you said that you were..." She trailed of once again feeling like she had said something out of line.

"No it's fine," I said. "Yeah I was his first fiancé a long time ago and then things happened and he changed on the surface, but he was the same on the inside. What I mean is he started putting up appearances and I have no clue why."

"So he wasn't always so cold?" Ruka asked with slight uncertainty.

"You know you don't have to be so timid when you ask me something. I won't bite your head off or anything."

"Oh..." Ruka turned red again and looked away.

"And no he didn't used to have a cold demeanor. I wasn't there when whatever happened, happened so I don't have a clue as to why he changed all of a sudden, but while I am here I plan on finding out."

Ruka looked like she didn't know what to say so she opted for staying silent while acknowledging she heard me. When we got to one of the dress shops she immediately started to throw dresses my way to go try them on.

After what seemed like hours we finally found one. It was full length and the bodice was slightly corseted and the skirt was flowing. The whole dress was black but there were purple accents like a bracelet here and necklace there and the shoes were delicate heels that were also purple. It all went together very well. When I had the entire thing on I stood in front of a mirror while Ruka was playing with my hair and the seamstress was adjusting here and there.

"You look beautiful Amaya-sama." Ruka commented.

"Thank you, Ruka." I smiled.

"You know, I may still not be completely over him but I would much rather see you Kaname-sama's arm then that twit Cross."

I was a little taken aback by this statement. She looked like she was about to apologize for her outburst but I cut her off before she could.

"I completely agree, but I think it's too late for me now, so I'm just going to grin and bear it, and when this whole charade is over with I am leaving and I am not going to see him ever again."

For what seemed like the millionth time, Ruka's eyes widened in surprise.

(3 days later)

It was the night of the ball and I was in the same room I was in the first night I was brought here. Ruka was doing something with my hair and the maids were getting my dress ready. After Ruka was done I pulled on my dress, my shoes and all the jewelry that went with it. I stood up and walked over to the full length mirror and looked at myself. Ruka pulled my hair back in a loose bun and some of strands of wavy hair were hanging loose. I had to admit I looked pretty tonight. It reminded me of a night long ago...

I made it back home after Kaname and I talked. I was still thinking about how mesmerizing Kaname looked when he smiled. It was an absolutely breathtaking sight. Is it weird for a Pureblood to get all giggly? Oh who cares I finally have the man of my dreams! I went to change into my nightgown. I couldn't wait until tomorrow so I could see him again.

(The next evening)

I met Kaname back at the pond. When I saw him I knew immediately that something was wrong. I didn't know what but I knew it. I walked up to him and he turned around. His face was a mask of control. Not the same person I saw yesterday. Yesterday he was carefree and today he looked like he took on the world in just a few short hours. I had no idea what was going on. When he finally spoke his voice was also masked of all emotion.

"Amaya, I do not think that we should be engaged let alone married."

I could not utter a sound. He cannot be serious can he? Oh no, he is. No, no, no no no no no no! When I found my voice all I could say was, "Why?"

"You wouldn't understand Amaya. There are things a kid like you wouldn't understand." He sounded so cold. It was painful.

"A kid? You are only 3 years older than me Kaname! So what is it that I would not understand?"

"If I thought you would understand then I would tell you. Why don't we leave it at this before you get hurt anymore."

He started to walk away. I could not let it go like this.

"Wait!"

"Amaya. Please stop. I am sorry, but we just cannot be together. If it was a different time then, maybe. I really am sorry." He said this without any emotion on his face. This made it worse. After I didn't say anything due to the shock and pain of what just happened, he turned to walk away.

I was once again brought out of my reverie when the door opened.

(Kaname's POV)

I walked down the hallway with Yuki to get Amaya. When we arrived at her room I opened the door and I was definitely not prepared for the site behind the door. There Amaya stood in the most beautiful gown I had ever seen. It was even more beautiful on her. Her hair was slightly pulled back and looked as beautiful as she. This was possibly, no this was the most beautiful sight I had ever seen. I could not believe how stupid I was all that time ago. How could I think leaving her would be better for everyone? I glanced down and noticed that she was still wearing the ring I gave her. I couldn't believe that either. How am I going to make it through the night without leaning over to her claiming her lips has mine?

"Well how do I look?" Her words snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Stunning as usual." I replied. Crap. Was that too obvious? I think so because she turned pink and looked down and away.

'She looked so cute when she did that. Stop it! I have no right to think any of these things of her. I broke the heart of the girl who meant the most to me, so I don't deserve to have these thoughts.'

"...Earth to Kaname." It was Yuki.

"Yes?" I replied.

"Shall we go? We have to be there before the guests arrive."

"Yes we should go. Amaya." I motioned for her to go first. Ruka followed after her.

'Hm. They've gotten cozy over the past few days.' I noted in my head.

We walked down the front steps and out to the car and rode to the location of the soiree. The car ride was awkward to say the least. When we got there we went into the building and into one of the back rooms to wait for guests to arrive. Aido and Ruka were outside with the servants. When everyone had arrived they would come back and tell us it's time to make our appearance.

We again sat in silence less awkward than the first when Yuki decided to pipe up.

"So why did Kaname break off his engagement with you Amaya?"

Amaya's head snapped up in the direction of Yuki.

'Oh crap. Why Yuki? Why now? This isn't going to end well.'

Well I think I just made Kaname scared ummmm... I hope this one holds up to the last ones. Feedback is very welcome! =) Hope you enjoyed! =))