(Amaya's POV)

"...it's not colossal, but big."

He started his explanation and I sat patiently waiting for the main points I want to hear.

"Well as you know I in a way helped start the Vampire Hunter race. While I was gone for that one night I... wasn't expecting to actually live after I did what I needed to do. So I figured if I broke it off with you then it'd make it easier to except what I was about to do, but after I did I found out that someone else had already did what I was going to. Then after she died and they devoured her I showed them how to make their weapons. Then I came back. I was going to get down on my knees and beg you to come back to me if I had to but you were gone. I didn't know where you had gone but I just knew you were nowhere to be found. And that's the end of it." He chuckles slightly. "That sounded so much better in my head, but the point is that I am going to get you back even if it does take the rest of eternity."

After he said all this all I could think of was how much I still loved him, but that didn't change anything. If he was serious he was going to have to prove that meant what he just said. I realized a second too late that I hadn't answered yet.

"Are you going to say anything?" He asked me.

"I don't hate you more, but it still doesn't change the fact that you still shattered me." I said trying not to show any emotion.

"I will do anything to make it up to you. Just tell me how." He looked desperate by now. He looked like a lost puppy, and that look was getting to me. I had to end this before I cave.

"I don't think there is anything you can do, Kaname." I got up and walked over to the door. I gave one quick glance back at him and whispered, "I'm sorry." And walked out.

Ok so this took FOREVER to put up but I totally got writer's block. I cannot think of how to start it again. I know where I want this to go but I got stuck. So I figured I'll put this up and my amazing readers could help me out a little. It would be greatly appreciated! =D