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RPOV:
In the morning I awoke to a pair of emerald green eyes. "Hey sexy! I said as Adrian lips found mine. "Hey my
angel", said Adrian when he came up from the kiss. "So how did I exactly end up in your room", I asked. "Well
since you fell a sleep in the movies I didn't want to wake you, so I carried you here back to my place. "Well am
hungry so what is for breakfast". "Well I could tell you a couple of things I wouldn't mind having", Adrian said as
he was hovering over me. "Well I want some pancakes so I guess your out of luck" I said as I flipped him over.
Getting up I walked into the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. Looking at my face in the mirror my
cheeks were red, and my eyes wide. I walked back into the room when Adrian hung up the phone as he smiled at
me. "Who was that"? I asked. "That my love would be breakfast". After we got our breakfast I ate my pancakes so
quick and was still hungry. "Adrian you know how you can prove your love to me, I said looking at him my voice
serious as I can make it. "How", he asked while grinning at me. "Well by letting me have some of your pancakes",
I said. "How about you let me feed you my pancakes", so I can show exactly how much you mean to me he said as
he picked up his fork and put a piece of fluffy white pancake in my mouth. After I finished my breakfast I went to
take a shower and then Adrian walked me to the gym so I could warm up before meeting Alberta for practice.
Adrian went to sit on the bench as I stretched. "So what are you going to do why I practice", I asked. "You didn't
think I wold make you warm up by yourself did you?, Adrian said while faking shock as one of his eye brows rose
up. So for the next hour as I waited on Alberta I began punching a punching bag and working on my staking, when
I glanced over and watch as Adrian lifted weights, man did he look hot. "See something you like little dmphair, he
asked smirking. Blushing I looked him up and down whit his messy hair looking even messier and his toned muscles
showing through his black v neck and said "No", I said smirking back. Then the door opened and in came Alberta.
"Bye little dmphair have fun Adrian said. "So Rose you ready to get started' Alberta asked. "Yea". Alberta wasn't so
bad I mean besides the crazy running I mean she was the same as Dimitri when it came to that. But training with her
was pretty cool she was nice and very helpful she even let me go a little early. After taking a shower and putting on
fresh clothes I meant up with Lissa to walk to first period with. "Hey Liss", I said. "Hey Rose so how was your
night?, she asked smiling. "Good I guess". "So Rose we have to go shopping graduation is only like three weeks
away, she said while smiling, she was so happy and excited I could feel through the bond. Oh my gosh graduation I
can't believe graduation is only three weeks away, what if I don't get with Lissa. What's going to happen to Adrian
and me I mean I really think I love him."Rose", Lissa was calling my name in waving her hand in front of my face.
Through the bond I could tell she was worried. "What happened you just froze up"? "Nothing I was just thinking", I
said reassuring her. As we continued to walk to class me and Lissa split up and as I was in class I had spaced out
when Stan decided to ask me a question. "So Miss Hathaway since you seemed to know everything will you
answer a question for us", he said while glaring at me. "What do you do if you have your charge with you
and nothing to fight with?", he asked with a smug smile on his face. "First off get your nasty breath out of
my face and second no. "What", he roared turning red. "Well you asked me and I said no I won't answer
the question". Get out of my class now and go to Kirova office", he said while face turning red. Grabbing my
books I got up angrily and as I was making my way out I said "you take your mori and run" and slammed the
door behind me. Walking to Kirova's office I was furious. "So Miss Hathaway what is it that you have done"?
"Well Sta", Stan I was about to say but remembered where I was and said "Guardian Alto asked me a question
and I refused to answer and he got mad", I explained. "Why did you refuse to answer"?She asked. "Well he
gave me a option and I thought that meant that it was a choice." "Rosemarie", she said using my full name.
"You are the best novince here and have the potential to be one of the best Guardians, but you need to start
acting like one". That was it I was so mad now why was everyone giving me talks about the way I act. "You
may leave now Miss Hathaway think about what has been said". With that I decided to skip the rest of my
morning classes and go for a run. While I ran I thought about everything that has happened since Lissa and I
have been brought back to the Academy. When I though of the ski trip I touched the back of my neck where I
had two monaj marks, tears streaming down my face as I began to think of Mason and how he won't be here to
graduate with the rest of us. Pushing myself harder I didn't even realize that it was lunch time when Lissa had come
found me.
LPOV: After my last class before lunch I went to meet Rose by her class, but she wasn't there so I asked Eddie
where she might have been, but he said she got kicked out of first period class and was sent to Kirnova's and he
hasn't seen her since then. Thanking him I went to look for Rose when I saw her running around the track with a
good speed. "She's been at that pace for a couple of hours", Alberta said with concern on her face as she continued to
watch Rose run. Making my way on to the track I called Rose and when she came around the last turn she ran over to
me. "Hey Liss", she said. I could tell she was said I may not be able to hear her thoughts like she can with me but I
know when something is bothering her. I could tell from her eyes she had been crying but I decided to let it go until
she was ready to talk about it. Placing my hand on hers I looked up and meant her eyes and told her "Am here when
ever your ready to talk. After she changed and freshened up a bit we made our way to the cafeteria where Christian and
Adrian already had our food. I could tell that Adrian had sensed the sadness in Rose's aura that I had by just looking at
her. "Hey Little Dmphair", Adrian said while giving her a hug and sitting next to her. Rose barley touched her food she
was just pushing it around. "Wow Rose you barely touched your food I mean you usually eat like a pig" Christian said
while laughing. Kicking him under the table I glared at him. "You know what guys am not feeling to well am just
going to go get my stuff for my next classes,"Rose said as she got up to leave. She told Adrian not to go with her that
she would see him later. "So does anyone know what is wrong with Rose am really worried about her. Before we came
here she was running on the track and she was going pretty fast and Alberta said she was out their for a while and she
barely even touched her lunch". Oh my gosh I couldn't believe what was happening but all of a sudden I screamed out
in pain as I cut my wrist, wait this isn't me. Oh my I just got sucked into Rose's head getting back into my own head I
got up so quick and sprinted as fast as ever to Roses dorm. Thank goodness her door was unlocked when I got their.
She was crying and I took her wrist and healed it. I felt so bad I could feel all of Rose emotions and I couldn't believe
she had kept something from me but we would talk about that later, right now I needed to be here for her. Holding her I
rocked her back and forth and told her everything was going to be okay . I couldn't believe how much pain she was in.
I had to put up a mental wall to get out of her head. When she finally fell asleep Adrian, Christian, and me went to talk
to Alberta. Eddie had decided that he would stay in case she wakes up.
RPOV: I just couldn't take the pain anymore and this seemed to work for Liss, I thought while I picked up the knife
and cut my wrist releasing the pain as I bleed and cried. I didn't realize how much pain I was in until I made that cut
and it seemed like all my pain was being released as the blood flowed out . As I lied on my bed I heard my door bang
against my wall, then Liss was at my side healing my arms I cried. When I woke up Eddie was sitting in a chair
looking at me. "Rose" he said in a whisper as if he was scared he would frighten me. "How are you feeling"? "Fine", I
lied. "Come on Rose I know that's not you so tell me what's wrong I noticed how much you have changed and our
hurting. I can see the pain in your eyes, I know you must have been upset when Dimitri left and I know you two were
more than just mentor and student. I can also see how much you love Adrian even if you don't admit it to yourself, so
tell me what's wrong." I didn't even notice I was crying until Eddie handed me a Kleenex to clean my face. "How do
you know so much about me?" I asked him trying to avoid his question. Coming over he set on the side of my bed
taking my hand in his and said because "Mason asked me to look after you and I think of you as a sister". "Now stop
avoiding my question". I could tell he was sad from speaking of Mason, Eddie and Mason had been like brothers and
every since what happened to us back at Spokane has changed Eddie. When I began talking to Eddie everything came
out. I told him how I think I loved Adrian, how I blame myself for Mason not being able to graduate, how much I was
scared of actually being at the day where we start our lives protecting someone else when am barely managing myself
right now, and how people keep telling me about my attitude. "Rose you have been keeping so much inside and I think
you need to first talk to Adrian and let him know how you feel, second you need to talk to Lissa so she knows what
page your on with her and for the people talking about your attitude forget about it because that is what makes you,
Rose Hathaway and a soon to be great Guardian. Listen to me Rose everyone has something to be scared about none of
us know's what we will have to face after this but if anyone can get through something it's you". I told her as Lissa,
Christian, and Adrian walked in.
APOV: I was so worried about Rose her aura was so over whelming with sadness and pain. I didn't know what was
wrong. At lunch she didn't speak to anyone it seemed like she wasn't even there. I mean she barley even touched her
food and I got her all of her favorites. Before I could ask her why she wasn't eating Christian had to open his mouth
and make a comment. But what surprised me the most was that Rose didn't go off on him like she usually did she just
stand and said she needed to go get something for her next classes from her room. I was about to go with her when she
said she could go alone . As we were talking about what was up with Rose Lissa let out a scream and stand right up and
ran out the dinning hall with us following right behind her. She ran all way to Rose room and threw the door open.
When we got there I saw rose lying on her bed and blood running out her wrist as she cried. Lissa took her wrist and
healed her and Rose continued to cry as Lissa rocked her until she fell asleep. I didn't know how I could help her and I
love her so much it hurts to see her go through this pain. We went to see Alberta and told her what happened and she
called Rose mom and told her everything. Janine Hathaway told her she would be their as soon as she talked to her
charge. After that we went back to check on Rose. When we got to her dorm she was awake and was talking to Eddie.
JPOV:(Janine's Point of view)
I couldn't believe what Alberta just told me. My daughter is going through so much pain and im not even there to help
her. I don't know what's happening to her we have gotten closer since what has happened since the Spokane incident
and in meeting her father. Oh my, I need to contact Abe and tell him.
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