When Sophie and Rosie got home Sophie was planning to talk to her, and ask her if she was ok with her and Sian being together. But when they got home Rosie already knew what she was planning to ask, so Rosie gave Sophie a speech.
"Ok, so I know I've acting strange and that but, it's only because I'm just a little freaked out by all this. You don't want anyone to know right?" Sophie nodded and waited for her sister to carry on talking. "Well, I won't tell anyone. And I will try to act normal around you guys, I just need to get used to it that's all." Rosie was now sitting across from Sophie in the living room.
"Hi" Sally said as she barged in the door with a lot of shopping bags.
Rosie and Sophie just sat there not acknowledging that their mother came in with heavy shopping in her hands. Instead they sat there in their own thoughts of what had just been said.
Later that day Sophie was doing her homework in her room when she hears a knock on her bedroom door. "Come in" Sophie said loudly closing her books.
Rosie appeared in the door and entered her room. She sat down on Sophie's bed. "So, I thought you'd want to talk about it" Rosie thought out loud.
Sophie looked at her sister and then started to tell her sister everything. "Ok so I started having feelings for her for ages and I could tell she felt the same, but I didn't want anything to happen and then, one day we was watching a film and we kind of held hands under a blanket. Then you know that day I was really upset, remember Sian stayed on the sofa that night. Well we got up really early and she like told me she had feelings for me and she told me to tell her how I felt." Sophie looked at her sister to see if she was still listening. "I was scared at first so I told her to leave but then I stopped her and we talked, and I kind a told her I loved her" Rosie looked at her sister knowing she wasn't finished. "Then I said we couldn't be together so we hugged and she whispered that she loved me too" Sophie carried on now crying a little. "And then I said to her 'why did you have to say it back' or something like that, then we kissed. But then I told her to go."
Rosie didn't understand how they got together if Sophie told Sian to leave. "But how are you two together?" Rosie asked
"Well, we had P.E and we were partners, but Sian wouldn't talk to me, and I said to her before that I knew that she wouldn't talk to me and that we'd break up as friends. Anyway we were playing this like throwing thing and we were throwing it to each other and she through it a little harder, so I through it a little harder and then she through it even harder and then I through it really hard and it hit her face." Rosie started laughing and Sophie slapped her on the arm playfully and started smiling. "Rosie, stop."
Rosie stopped laughing and wanted to know what happened next. "What happened next?"
"Well, after that I apologised and she snapped at me telling me to get lost so I ran to the bathroom and she followed me. We talked and made some jokes." Sophie smiled remembering the jokes that were said. "Then she started laughing and her face started to hurt so I went over to her on my knees and saw how she was, she was look..."
Sally barged in the room and interrupted. "Dinners ready."
Sophie went outside but was stopped by an eager Rosie. "What happened next?" Rosie asked.
Sophie laughed and replied "I'll tell you after."
Rosie was disappointed, when she was down stairs she kept thinking about her sister's true love and how she acted weird around them making them both feel uncomfortable. When she finished dinner she waited until Sophie finished hers, because she really wanted to hear the rest of the story.
"How's Sian, Soph?" Sally asked.
Sophie looked at Rosie as Rosie looked at her they stopped looking at each other and Sophie replied "She's fine."
"Haven't seen here around here lately, you guys had a fallen out?" Sally asked curious.
"You know she doesn't always have to be here the entire time mum" Rosie interrupted looking at Sophie who was looking at Rosie angrily.
"Yeah I know Rosie, but I just haven't seen much of her lately, that's all." Sally replied.
"No we haven't had a fight." Sophie answered her mother's previous question.
Later when they finished their dinner Rosie and Sophie went back to Sophie's room so Sophie could tell the rest of the story.
"Right so she started laughing... and" Rosie said
"Right so she started laughing" Sophie continued "And it hurt her face so I went over to her on my knees and checked her cheek by stroking it with my thumb and she was looking right into my eyes and I looked at her and we both lent forward and kissed."
"Awww" Rosie said comfortable leaning against the wall. "What next?"
Sophie was starting to realise how much she really loved Sian and how much she cared about her. Talking to Rosie really helped her realise that, she felt comfortable talking to her sister, and she would tell her the rest of the story because this was probably the only time Rosie would let her tell her a whole story without being interrupted by her.
Sophie told her how they broke up for a couple of minutes and how it was all her fault. Rosie couldn't believe what Sophie had done but understood why she did do it.
Rosie was now more comfortable with their relationship now that she understood how they felt and feel for each other.
When Sophie finished the whole story even going back a few times when she'd forgotten things it was 12am. "I don't have a problem with you being gay, Soph." Rosie said putting her hand on Sophie's shoulder.
"That's the thing, I don't know if I am... gay. I mean I know I love Sian more than anything but, I don't know if I'm gay." Sophie told her sister looking for some advice.
"Who cares if your gay or not. At least you found your love, whether it's a boy or a girl. Sophie I'm actually proud and a little jealous of you." Rosie replied smiling at her sister.
Sophie smiled back and they both hugged each other. When they pulled apart Sophie was crying. Rosie wiped her tears with her thumb and said "Don't be ashamed of who you are babes. I'll support you and Sian."
"Thanks" Was all Sophie could manage.