I'm totally hooked to this story! I can't stop wrting it LOL anyways sorry for the delay

S01E17-Woman on the Verge. I'd strongly recommend listeing to Shattered the MMT version while reading this. I didn't use the Lily/Rufus and Lily/bart crap becuas ei wanted to focus on Serena and Blair and Chuck

"She's right Serena. I mean, none of us are saints."

All is lost, hope remains and this war's not over

"It was the night of the Shephard wedding. I just got up and left and didn't take anything. I felt so bad for what just happened so I just hailed a cab and went to Georgina." Serena exclaimed after cooling down a bit. "Pete was there and I didn't know it that time but Georgina installed a camera. She wanted to make a sex-tape with me and Pete some sort of threesome."

"Sis, " Chuck started

"Anyways, I felt so guilty and I just couldn't do it. We drank something and then Pete took some drugs and started having some seizures" Serena stopped and started sobbing again

"Serena, look at me. It's me Blair, your best friend. We don't keep secrets. Honey, I need to know what happened in order to help you get over this." Blair said

"S, come on. It's Nate, the one person you can tell everything to" Nate said coming closer to her even though he was a bit hurt by her statement

Serena sighed and continued "I wanted to call 911 but Georgina said that they would blame us. There were drugs everywhere. In the end I ended up calling 911 but we left immediately after the call. Georgina said we should split up but I couldn't go anywhere. I stayed near the hotel and waited till the paramedics arrived to find out what really happened to him" Serena said with her voice cracking in the end of the sentence "He died"

She started sobbing uncontrollably and Nate took her in his arms rocking her back and forth. He started whispering "it's gonna be okay" trying to assure not only her but himself and Chuck and Blair too that everything was going to be okay

"I'm done with you, and them and this world"

And I've lost who I am and I can't understand why my heart is so broken.

"Eric" Jenny called after him

"What?" Eric said annoyed

"I'm sorry. I never thought this world could be so cruel." Jenny said. After noticing Eric's expression not changing she continued "I made a mistake. Trying to fit in somewhere I don't belong. I lost everything. Me, you, my family. And it's all my fault. I know that and I just thought that you should know that I understand."

"I could forgive you." Eric said and saw Jenny's eyes brighten up "ON one condition though"

"Everything" Jenny said

"You have to come with me to the Hamptons this year. It's summer" Eric said and laughed

"Of course" Jenny said and pulled Eric into a hug

"There's a light, there's a sun, taking all the shattered ones"

Sweetie, if I have learned anything in life it is that sometimes things get in your path and you have a choice. You can either smash right into them or you can adjust and move around. But you have to do one or the other in order to move forward.

"Lily" Blair said at the rehearsal dinner while everyone else was dancing

"Blair, you know it's not polite to interrupt conversations" Lily exclaimed

"Yes, and i don't really care right now. Serena has a problem, i tried to calm her down but it's too big for me" Blair said

"Honey, i'm gonna send her away" Lily said

"But... but you can't do that!" Blair said with her voice cracking. Chuck noticed that and made his way over to her

"Ms. Van der Woodsen, with all due respect to you, i'll have to agree with Blair. Serena is being blackmailed by Georgina. She needs your help" In everyone's eyes Chuck was playing the gentleman card but Blair could see that Chuck grew close to Serena and cared for her well-being. Weirdly, she didn;t feel jealous, she felt comforted by the fact that her best friend and love of the life were – wait! Did she just say love of the life? No, Chuck was just a friend to her. Nothing more. At least that's what she's trying to tell herself

"I'm going to talk to her. See what happened" Lily said convinced and went to find Serena

Blair and Chuck were left alone with their thought before Blair decided to break the ice.

"Thanks, for helping me" Blair said

"Anytime, Waldorf, anytime" Chuck said smirking at her. His phone beepd signaling a text.

He took it out and read the text. It was from Georgina

Tell S, i'll be expecting her at Butter tonight. 9 p.m sharp. Xoxo – G

He smirked.

"What would you do if i just told you i knew where Georgina was" Chuck said

"I'd say, let's get the bitch" Blair said and tooke her ourse while Chuck was calling Arthur to bring the limo in front of the building.

"And his love will conquer"

"What are you doing here?"

"Serena just called me. She said Georgina wasn't at Butter but Nate said that he saw someone like Georgina leave with Dan" Blair said

"I guess we need a scheme for tomorrow then" Chuck said

"Good" Blair said and they went up the elevator to Blair's penthouse.