Hey guys, sorry that I haven't updated for a while but I've been really busy with school a d stuff. Anyway here is the next chapter, please review it and tell me what you think.
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(Jasper's POV)
I watched her as we walked to the car and she seemed off with the fairies in thought. As I unlocked the door and opened the passenger door for Alice to get in she still seemed deep in thought. But who wouldn't be when you're told you have a 50% chance of living and a 50% chance of dying from cancer and you don't have long left, if Chemo doesn't work. I was struggling as it was but I couldn't imagine how my sweet, beloved Alice felt about it. She didn't want anyone to know which I thought was bizarre, wouldn't you want people to know you were sick and be around you and help you?
I quickly ran around the other side of the car and got in just as quick. I put the car in reverse and slowly pulled out of the hospital car park and away from a disaster that would always be with us.
I grabbed Alice's hand over the gear stick and squeezed it tightly. "Do you think we should tell people what is going on?" I asked her gently.
"No..." she said softly shaking her head, as a lone tear dripped down her soft, cream cheeks.
"Alice we have to tell someone soon" I told her truthfully
"I know... b-but I can't yet" she said even more softly like a dying man taking his last breath.
"Why Alice?" I asked pushing to get a real reason out of her. "Our families have to know so they can help"
"That's why I don't want to tell them" she said in a whisper which I almost didn't hear.
"You don't want our family or others to help you, us?" I asked her surprised
"No it's not that it's just..." she hesitated looking out the car window "I don't want their sympathy; I don't want them to look at me and treat me like I am different, when I'm still the same Alice I have always been" she whispered truthfully, another tear slipping down her cheeks.
"Alice..." I sighed "No one is going to think any different of you, believe me they will want to know" I told her truthfully, placing my hand on her knee.
"I know that they would really want to know because I would too" she whispered. "But..."
I cut her off "But nothing, they have a right to know Ali. There your, wait no our friends and family and they will want to help us".
"Okay fine then" she told me, turning to face me. "But can I tell them in my own way" she said picking my hand up from her knee and holding it.
"Yeah sure, but I want to be there" I told her, tightening my hold
"Sure"
(Alice's POV)
Jasper had called all my friends and family, or all the people that mattered most that had to know what was happing to me. My parents, oldest brother Emmett and older brother Edward were the first to arrive. Along with Emmett was his girlfriend/Jasper's sister and along with Edward was his girlfriend/my best friend Bella, last to arrive was Jasper parents who got stuck in traffic. Now that everyone was seated in our house, I had the sudden urge to run away and hide. If it hadn't been for Jasper holding me around the waist to make sure I didn't go anywhere, I would have run away.
"We have something to tell you all" Jasper started "Well Alice does" he told them.
'Oh great thanks for the added pressure' I thought to myself.
"What is it Alice sweetheart?" my mother asked me.
"Oh god I don't know if I can tell you all at once" I told them, not answering my mother's question.
"You got to tell them sometime Darling" Jasper told me "And isn't it better to tell them all at once"
"I guess" I told him.
I took a deep breath before I told them "Ihavecancer, Imdying" I told them quickly.
"What?" Jasper's father asked, making me repeat it slowly.
"I have leukaemia, I'm dying" I told them, a tear falling down my face.
Everyone was speechless and looking at me as Jasper wrapped me up in a giant hug.
"Alice I..." my brother Emmett started
"I'm going for a lie down" I told them getting up and leaving the room to go upstairs to my bed.
