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(Alice POV)

(3 days later)

Everyone was so worried about me and I really thought it was sweet but there was only so much I could take. Rose had run off after our fight and all I could think was good riddance. I did care that she had run off, I didn't care where she was as long as she was far… far… far away from me.

But I guess I spoke to soon because I heard the door open and everyone greet Rosalie and say how happy they were that she was back. Man could my day get any worse, she had been gone for about 3 weeks, I mean I wasn't keeping count or anything. Ok maybe I was, but I really didn't want her back here.

I just lay motionless on HIS bed when I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. I knew somebody was coming in to check on me, but I just lay there on my side facing away from the door, really hoping that no one would come. But my luck didn't exist without HIM; so of course, about four seconds later I heard a tiny knock on the bedroom door.

"Alice dear" I heard the voice of Esme say, behind the shut door. But I didn't answer; I couldn't answer not to her, not to anyone.

Unfortunately for me, I heard the door creak open and a flash of light entered the room then disappeared as the door closed.

"Alice dear" Esme called to me again as she sat down on the bed beside me. When I didn't answer her she continued in her talk. "You know it's not good for you to stay cooped up in this room all by yourself, you need to be around other people for a change" she told me.

"You're not people, you're a vampire, there's a differences" I mumbled to her, speaking for the first time since my argument with Rosalie.

Esme let out a gasp as I said this and moved off of the bed. "I see" she said, and I could definitely hear the sobs in her voice. Without another word she left the room and me to my misery.

(? POV)

I ran deeper and deeper into the forest, my legs never tiring as I ran faster and faster into it. As I ran, I never once admired the sunset or that the darkness was starting to overtake the sky. All I wanted to do was get away from this town, from everything I loved, No once loved and start over again.

(Rose POV)

I heard Esme walk down the stair, and I was surprised to hear she was sobbing. What had Alice done now? She definitely did something wrong because I have never seen Esme this sad in all the years I have been with her and Carlisle.

"Mum are you okay?" I asked her, she just sat down, looking out the window.

"I will be when Jasper comes back" She told me truthfully.

"That's just the thing, I found these" I told her, showing her the locket and the rings "I don't think he's coming back" I told her.

Esme let out a gasp and started sobbing again as I told her. I could tell she wanted him back, but I just didn't know how we would find him or if we would ever.

Just then I heard Jasper's bedroom door open again and a second later I could hear the sounds of Alice throwing up again.

"Mum how long has that been happening?" I asked her, motioning upstairs.

"Every morning since you and her had that fight. She won't let Carlisle look at her, I have been so worried about her but she keeps pushing everyone away" She told me sadly.

"Well she really needs to be looked at, tell her that if Carlisle does look at her you'll take her to the hospital. Cause something is defiantly wrong" I told her.

"I suppose… if she ever opens that bedroom door… we have to leave food outside the door and when she's hungry she gets what she wants" She told me.

"I see" I told her, but not really understanding. "Well how about I have a chat to her" I told my mother, looking her in the eyes.

"Rose… I don't think that's a really good idea… You know that she doesn't want to talk to you since the fight the two of you had" She told me. "

No I am going to go see her… She needs to know HE'S not coming back and I also have to give her them" I told her pointing to the locket and the rings on the bedside table that held a lamp. Without a word I picked up Jasper's belongings that he had left in his old house and slowly made my way upstairs to his room.

As I knocked on the door, I listened in to make sure that Alice could hear me. I could hear her shuffling around in there, then a loud thud. I knew that something was really wrong, so I quickly put Jasper's things in my pocket and turned the door knob. 'Dam' I thought as I wriggled it around only to notice it was locked. Without thinking I quickly slammed my 'dead' body lightly into the door and it opened. As I peeked into it, I could see Alice's lifeless body lying on the floor. 'Shit' I thought as I rushed over to her.

"Esme, Carlisle" I yelled to them, even though I didn't have to yell. Within a second they were at the door and they rushed in, when they saw me holding Alice. "I just came to talk to her, when I heard a thud and I found her like this" I told them.

"Rose… put her on the bed for me… Esme can you get me my bag" Carlisle told us and within a second everything was like he asked. He then shooed Esme and I from the room…We sat there waiting outside for what seemed like forever but in reality it wasn't even 10 minutes.

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