Shezaei neko's A/N: All the credit for this chapter goes to the amazing Leebot-sensei. I did nothing in this one, just checked the progress and gave some ideas, but that's all. So you better praise him with many reviews since he wrote a loooooong chapter for you this time. Enjoy!!
Leebot's A/N: Whew! I really pulled my fair share of the writing for this chapter. I think you all know what that (and the large chapter size) means. Read on to see…
Due to obvious reasons, the rating of the fic has changed; however, even if this chapter is M, the next ones will be T again. Of course we'll inform you which chapter will be rated M in the future.
With that said, on to the story!!
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Into the Another World - Chapter 4
Shizuru felt more than a bit dazed; her head felt as if it was spinning, and pain pounded through it. She closed her eyes to control the sensations and bring her senses back to normal. After some minutes passed, she felt a bit better. With the dazed feeling gone, she tentatively opened her eyes. It was dark all around her, and she barely could see anything. She could feel a soft and comfortable bed below her. For some reason it felt familiar… the blankets were very much just like the ones she had on her bed. That was when the realization struck her. She was back! She was back home, back in her dorm. Even if she couldn't make out much of it, she knew that this was her room and her bed!
- "How….how this can be?" – thought Shizuru in disbelief.
All the events she'd just been through started to pass through her mind.
- "Was it a dream?"
Was her first thought, but no! It couldn't have been a dream; everything had felt so real to her. The evergreen and medieval landscapes of Earl, the people, her meeting… her meeting with Natsuki….
- "Natsuki!!"
She immediately reached around on instinct, searching her bed with her hands for any sign of the girl. She couldn't see too much thanks to the lack of light, which forced her to rely on her hands. She crawled all along her bed, from left to right, back and forth but with no avail. When Shizuru felt no sign of Natsuki, she started to panic; she wondered if it was indeed, all just a dream.
- "No….that can't be!!" – screamed Shizuru in her mind while clenching her hands into fists – "I can remember everything perfectly. I can even still feel the warmth of your embrace when you rescued me, how safe I felt in your arms… the blush in your face… your soft lips upon mine… …Natsuki…"
Her body started to tremble as tears began to form in her eyes.
- "No… this is not fair… why…?"
She continued crying out mentally at how unfair it was; to give her so much of what she'd yearned for and then take it away as soon as she got it. Unable to control herself anymore, she buried her face in her hands and started to weep for her loss of Natsuki.
- "Ugh…"
Shizuru lifted her face upon hearing the moan coming from the floor near her bed.
- "Na…Natsuki?!"
After instantly recognizing the voice, she snapped out of her depression and her eyes started to search the room, trying to adjust to the darkness so she could seek out the raven-haired girl. She soon saw the silhouette of the girl sitting up, rubbing the back of her head as she groaned in pain.
- "For Shinso-sama…that hurt…" – Natsuki caught Shizuru's gaze and realized where she was sitting – "Uh? How is it you got to end up in a bed while I have to settle for the floor…?"
Natsuki started to say, however Shizuru was too relieved about Natsuki's appearance to pay any attention to that. She practically pounced on the girl as her emotions started to overwhelm her. She clung to Natsuki for dear life and started kissing her passionately, not even giving the girl a chance to resist. Natsuki was initially stunned by Shizuru's outpouring of passion and she only weakly returned the kiss. She fell into it before long though, and she started kissing Shizuru back with a tender passion that it was hard to believe a girl like her – who presented such a tough exterior – could possess.
After a couple of minutes they pulled away from each other reluctantly to get some air; that was when Natsuki noticed Shizuru's eyes. They were red, as if she had been crying, and they were still watery. And not only did her eyes show pain and sadness, her whole face held an expression of disbelief. It pained Natsuki deeply to see Shizuru like that. The chestnut-haired girl was about to lean in again for another kiss when Natsuki cupped her cheek and asked her in a tender voice.
- "Shizuru…what's wrong? Why were you crying?"
Shizuru was a bit stunned by the question; she never expected Natsuki to notice her features in the darkness but somehow the girl managed to do it. She thought about lying, but if she did so, she feared that Natsuki might disappear and that it would all turn out to indeed just have been a dream, her mind playing a horrid game with her. She wrapped her arms around Natsuki again and began to sob, burying her head in the girl's shoulder, and then she began to say.
- "I was afraid…"
- "Afraid? Of what?"
- "That Natsuki might have disappeared, that Natsuki was only an illusion; that she wouldn't be here with me…"
Natsuki smiled a comforting smile before releasing Shizuru and lifting her head with her hand that was cupping her chin, so that she could look directly at her. Once their eyes locked on each other, she took Shizuru's hand and placed it over her chest, right over her heart. Shizuru blushed a little at the action.
- "You can feel it right?" – asked Natsuki.
Shizuru gave a nod; she indeed could feel Natsuki's heart beating quickly inside her chest, maybe just as fast as hers was beating now. Not being able to hold herself back at such a lovable image in front of her, Natsuki leaned forward and captured Shizuru's lips, applying more pressure to the kiss this time. Shizuru immediately closed her eyes to feel the softness of those pink and luscious lips that were claiming her own right now.
They spent a few tender minutes enjoying each other's taste before Natsuki pulled away. Shizuru opened her eyes and stared directly at those emerald green eyes that held such a tender and loving gaze. She smiled weakly and then wrapped her arms around Natsuki and hugged her as if her life depended on it. Natsuki noticed the desperation in her embrace and was about to say something when Shizuru said in a low voice.
- "Don't leave me…"
It sounded more like a plea than anything. Natsuki hugged the older girl back and said right into her ear.
- "I'm right here."
Shizuru pulled back just a little so that she could see Natsuki's eyes – those eyes that hypnotized her since she first saw them, which now shone brightly even through the darkness in the room – she could see determination and sincerity, strong emotions that not even the prefect illusion or trick of her mind could generate for her. Her whole being was at ease, and quickly all the fear and doubt vanished, replaced with pure love and joy.
Shizuru wrapped her arms around Natsuki's neck and pulled her in to give her another kiss, but this time, now that her emotions had changed, it was much more passionate. Natsuki was initially stunned by Shizuru's outpouring of passion, but soon she reciprocated the kiss. She could feel herself weaken as she thought of Shizuru and how much the girl cared for her, with a sweet warmth flooding through her chest, and she thought of how much Shizuru might want to give… maybe she was willing to give as much as Natsuki was…
The kiss turned even more passionate as Shizuru began to lick Natsuki's lips, begging for entrance, which was promptly granted and very much welcomed by the raven-haired girl. During the kiss, Shizuru pulled the two of them back to her bed and lay down on her back, allowing Natsuki to lie on top of her. They pulled out of the kiss making a soft 'smack' sound; Shizuru gazed up hungrily, and a moment of hesitance hit her. Natsuki's eyes were filled with pure love and adoration… but were hers filled simply with lust? She felt ashamed for a second for not being able to hold herself back; perhaps Natsuki wasn't prepared for this and she was pushing the girl. Shizuru averted her gaze and said.
- "Natsuki... I want you so much... I... I just... I don't know if I'll be able to hold myself back if this goes any further... Please... stop me if…you don't, if you feel that I'm pushing you to…"
Shizuru was cut off as Natsuki suddenly reached her head down to press their lips together yet again. The girl only moved them slowly, but, oh… so sweetly. As soon as Shizuru gave up on talking, though, Natsuki pulled back.
- "I want this too…" - Natsuki said, though her eyes now showed some slight signs of nervousness and perhaps a hint of fear even, despite her words. The realization of what they might actually be about to do had just hit her; she couldn't help but be a bit afraid, however much she wanted it. – "If it's you… …I…" – a blush formed in Natsuki's cheeks as she said this, and it was now her turn to avert her gaze to avoid Shizuru's eyes.
- "Natsuki…"
Whispered Shizuru while cupping that perfectly shaped face with her hands to kiss once again the girl that was about to give herself completely to her; just like she was willing to give herself to Natsuki.
Their lips met, this time in a more loving way; the kiss was strong and full of need yet soft and full of care. Both girls could feel shivers running through their bodies with every nibble and added pressure in the kiss. With her eyes closed, Shizuru began to move her hands to the front of Natsuki's clothes, stopping when they reached the buttons of her coat. Meanwhile Natsuki was busy herself moving her hands to untie the obi of Shizuru's attire. Natsuki pulled away from the kiss and moved her head to the side, all the way giving small kisses to all the skin her lips could reach: cheek, jaw line, earlobes, neck. The pleasure gradually built up, and when she kissed a certain spot on Shizuru's neck, the girl let out a deep moan. Natsuki didn't know exactly why, but she wanted to continue hearing Shizuru making those lovable sounds so she kept kissing and sometimes sucking, even licking that point… that was, until she heard Shizuru say her name between moans.
- "Na...tsuki…"
Natsuki smiled and moved her lips to Shizuru's ears and whispered.
- "I love you…"
Shizuru felt her entire body weaken at those words. She wanted to respond, but she was distracted by the realization that Natsuki's hands had now removed her obi completely, the process having gone completely unnoticed by the chestnut-haired girl thanks to Natsuki's very skilled ministrations. And now, the raven haired girl had discarded the piece and was opening Shizuru's robe, doing it in a painfully slow motion – from Shizuru's perspective, that was. Natsuki was quite enjoying prolonging this moment as much as possible. Her hands touched Shizuru's skin carefully, as if it were a delicate flower that was about to blossom but would wither if not taken care of it properly.
Natsuki could feel her heart pounding fiercely in her chest as more and more of Shizuru's flesh came into view. She'd never thought of anything remotely sexual until this girl came along, and she was surprising herself with how much simply seeing more of her meant. Shizuru's skin was so beautiful, so pure. And simply the fact that she was allowed to see it made her think of how intimate it was, stoking a fire that had started burning deep within her.
As she finally laid the robe to rest on either side of Shizuru and helped the girl's arms out of it, she took a moment to inspect Shizuru's bra as she allowed her hands to roam over the girl's exposed chest and stomach, keeping the girl in a state of dazed bliss so she couldn't interrupt. It wasn't a style she'd ever seen being sold anywhere in Earl, though there wasn't too much of a difference in what the two worlds had developed. This particular piece was a deep purple color, with a somewhat frilly seam and intricate stitching. It was absolutely beautiful, all the more so given the girl it was currently adorning.
Natsuki's moment of stun in gazing at her bra gave Shizuru a needed moment to recover her senses. She opened her eyes and saw all the love glistening in Natsuki's eyes as she stared at Shizuru's chest, a profuse blush spreading across her face, making it all the cuter. Fortunately, Shizuru hadn't been wasting any time herself when it came to her companion; she had succeeded in opening Natsuki's trench coat before she'd gotten distracted, and she now slid it over the girl's shoulders to be tossed off onto the floor. She brought her hands up to Natsuki's shoulders and slid them down along her arms to the girl's wrists; she could feel the well-built and toned muscles under that soft skin. For a moment she thought that Natsuki was the sweetest living contradiction - under her rough exterior there was a caring and lovely girl; on the other hand, under that skin that was prettier than the most astonishing flower, was the well-shaped body of a warrior, and not even a warrior; the body of an angel, and to her eyes, Natsuki was her guardian angel.
Shizuru's gaze then fell on Natsuki's tank top; it didn't matter how many times she saw Natsuki without the coat, it never ceased to amaze her how beautiful, classy and sexy this girl could be wearing only a plain tank top.
- "And I bet she would still look gorgeous without it, or perhaps even more so…"
Shizuru felt her cheeks redden at the thought. Her heart pounded even more at realizing that she would be able to lay her eyes upon such sight. Slowly but determinedly, she moved her hands to place them over Natsuki's waist. Anticipation balled up in her throat, catching her breath as she looked up at Natsuki's face so that she could watch the girl's adorable reaction as she removed her shirt.
As Natsuki realized Shizuru's intentions, she was finally distracted away from her appraisal of the other girl's chest. A bout of nervousness suddenly struck her as she thought of exposing herself to Shizuru, but it was soon overwhelmed with desire. Shizuru – her love – wanted to see all of her, and so Natsuki wanted to let her. The prospect of exposing herself to Shizuru became quite appealing when she looked at it like this, though the nervousness didn't go away completely. She pressed through it though, and she tried to cover it up by bringing her hands down to cover Shizuru's and pull her shirt up along with her.
Shizuru certainly didn't miss out on noticing Natsuki's nervousness. In fact, as she pulled the girl's shirt off, she spent almost all the time watching her reactions. Her path from nervousness to shy eagerness was so adorable that Shizuru almost let out an unconscious squeak of adoration. Natsuki's smile slowly grew as her shirt came up, until it left Shizuru's view behind the fabric. At this point she gave up on removing it slowly and pulled it quickly off and threw it aside to gaze at the new wealth of exposed flesh…
Only there wasn't any. At least, there wasn't nearly as much as Shizuru had hoped for. Natsuki was wearing a large bra underneath her shirt which reminded Shizuru of a sports bra from Earth. It covered almost all of the same flesh that her tank top had – at least in the front; Shizuru didn't care much about the back right now – only giving Shizuru the benefit of seeing the girl's form a bit better. Of course, it was indeed quite a pleasant form, but Shizuru had no intention of stopping there now that she'd come this far.
Before Natsuki had a chance to react, Shizuru brought her hands down to the lower seam of her lover's bra and slipped them both up and inside. Natsuki let out a sharp gasp as she suddenly felt Shizuru's hands against the flesh of her stomach. She was put off by it for only a brief moment though, and that was only from the surprise. An aching soon formed farther up her chest, focusing in her breasts, and she started to wish that Shizuru would tend to it. She looked down at her lover's face, shyly asking for more with her expression. She brought her hands up to Shizuru's shoulders to support herself, as she had no idea what Shizuru's touch might do to her control over her body.
Shizuru had been quite content with the feel she was getting of Natsuki's abdomen, but of course she still wanted more. She'd been planning to feel up the girl for just a few more moments before pulling her bra off, but then she saw the look in Natsuki's face. The shy pleading there was just irresistible, and Shizuru felt her hands drifting up to Natsuki's breasts before she knew it. Her wrists pushed the fabric of the girl's bra up to reveal more of her tight stomach, but Shizuru was focused on her sense of touch at this moment. Her fingers met the bottoms of Natsuki's breasts, and she pulled them out to slowly cup the orbs in her hands, reveling in the feeling of that cool, silky smooth flesh.
Natsuki's breath hitched in her throat as Shizuru's hands molded themselves to the shape of her breasts beneath her bra. She wasn't sure how she was supposed to feel, but her feelings soon sorted themselves out on their own. A wave of happiness and pure joy flooded through her, and she couldn't help but let a huge smile cross her face. She didn't even want to hide herself at this point.
- "Yes…" – Natsuki thought. – "This is right. I'm in love, and we should be together…" – She looked down at Shizuru, focusing on her beautiful face smiling lovingly back at her. – "I want to do this."
- "I want to make love to you, Shizuru." – Natsuki said softly. Still smiling gleefully, she sat back a bit and brought her hands down to grip the fabric of her bra and pull it up and over her head. She felt an odd phantom itch in her wings, but she disregarded it as she didn't have them out right then and she had more important things on her mind.
With this task done, Natsuki went forward with one of those things, and she leaned forward so that she could once more catch Shizuru's lips in a kiss. The extra pressure from Shizuru's hands on her breasts as she did so was heavenly, and she wanted to prod Shizuru to do even more for her. And when Shizuru was done, she'd have her chance to repay every sweet touch with one of her own. However, she barely had a chance to give Shizuru a quick peck before she was pushed back to a sitting position. She didn't complain though, as it involved even more of that lovely feeling in her breasts, though she did quirk an eyebrow at Shizuru inquisitively.
- "I just want to look at you for a minute, Natsuki." – Shizuru said. She knew that the girl wanted more now – specifically, more of her touch – but the sight was just too beautiful to be real. When her hands had cupped Natsuki's breasts, she'd seen the girl slowly being flooded with joy, and this was then followed with quite an amazing sight: From the girl's back, a pair of phantom wings had spread out. They matched the shape of the real wings she'd seen before, only they were a translucent blue instead of solid white. They glowed and sparkled, illuminating the two of them so that Shizuru could finally get a good view of her love.
Looking down at Shizuru, Natsuki noticed that the girl had dropped her hands from her breasts and was now taking in the full picture of Natsuki's bare upper body on top of her – though she didn't realize just how bare, with even her wings' spirits exposed. She smiled down at Shizuru, gleeful about being so intimate with this girl. But she wasn't nearly done yet. She wanted to expose herself completely to her love, and to see all of Shizuru in turn.
- "I want to look at you too, Shizuru." – Natsuki said. She leaned forward a bit so she could whisper the next part. – "All of you. And I want you to see all of me."
Amazingly, a blush spread across Shizuru's face at this. The sight made Natsuki instantly understand why Shizuru always tried to make her blush. It not only made the girl beautiful; it made her sexy. With this added appeal, she couldn't hold herself back any longer. She had to see all of Shizuru. Natsuki brought her hands down to Shizuru's bra. After gently massaging Shizuru's breasts through it for a moment, until her nipples were both erect and Shizuru was aching with need for her, Natsuki slipped her hands in under the bra and pushed it upwards.
Shizuru could feel her face flooding with a blush as Natsuki pushed her bra out of the way. She briefly wondered why the girl didn't go for the clasp to undo it, but then she realized that Natsuki might not have known about it. A bra like Natsuki's couldn't have had any clasp, and maybe that was how most bras in Earl were. But that was something they could talk about later. For now, Shizuru brought her hands back from where they were resting on Natsuki's sides and helped pull her bra off over her head while Natsuki's hands started tentatively exploring her flesh.
Natsuki was certainly enjoying herself with Shizuru's breasts. She'd never thought before of just how enjoyable it would be to feel someone else's breasts like this. Shizuru's breasts were so smooth and soft, and every motion of her hands on them brought the girl pleasure. Natsuki smiled happily and she explored, taking careful note of what seemed to make Shizuru react best. She soon figured out that Shizuru particularly seemed to like it when she squeezed down, applying a fair bit of force, but only when she came at it gently and slowly. With this in mind, Natsuki worked at massaging Shizuru's breasts, pressing her way in and out, eliciting a chorus of moans from the girl.
Eventually, Shizuru wasn't able to hold herself back anymore. The feelings in her breasts were starting to overwhelm her, and she needed Natsuki. She pulled her arms up to wrap around the girl and pull her down, meeting Natsuki's lips with her own and pressing their breasts together. She pulled Natsuki in tightly, and she tentatively brought her tongue out to slip into the girl's mouth. It was soon met by its companion, and the two soon started playing happily together, exploring the depths of each other's mouth.
Shizuru started moving her hands along Natsuki's back, though she noticed that she could barely feel the wings that had formed there. For some reason, her hands simply passed through them with minimal resistance. However, Natsuki seemed to tremble whenever she did so. One time she even let out a bit of a sob and utter Shizuru's name into their kiss. Natsuki had no clue as to what was causing this, thinking it was all just the emotions running rampant within her, but Shizuru soon figured out the more direct cause. For some reason, her moving her hands through the wings was forcing feelings of love into Natsuki, and this led Shizuru to come up with an idea. However, before she went that far, the two of them still had clothes to get rid of.
Wrapping her arms around Natsuki, Shizuru braced herself and then rolled the two of them over to her right, so that she was lying down beside Natsuki. Natsuki let out a sharp gasp and tears formed in her eyes as her left wing was plunged down through the mattress, causing a torrent of love to rush through her mind – which she once more just chalked up to her emotions going haywire under Shizuru's influence. However, she was still quite able to focus on the situation, and so she noticed that Shizuru's hands were now working on her pants, pulling them downwards. With her smile turning mischievous, she brought her own hands down to work on returning the favor to Shizuru, opening up the lower part of her robe and pulling down the girl's panties just as she felt Shizuru doing the same to her, taking her pants and underwear down in one motion.
Soon enough, the two of them were completely naked, with all of their clothes tossed to the side. They spent a few minutes simply lying there, gazing over each other. Shizuru was a bit surprised to see just how much care Natsuki had taken with tending to her pubic hair. She certainly didn't seem like the type who would give something like that a second thought, and yet she'd kept it neatly styled. It was grown a bit long, but was trimmed to perfection.
- "You certainly are full of surprises…" – Shizuru thought.
Meanwhile, Natsuki was equally enthralled by the sight of how Shizuru kept her hair down there. She'd trimmed it down to be only about half an inch or so long, and it looked just as soft as the hair on her head, if not even more so. Unable to help herself, Natsuki brought her hand in to feel it, finding that it was indeed incredible soft and sweet, though sweeter still was the light moan mixed with a giggle from Shizuru, who then brought her own hand in to rest on Natsuki's. Natsuki looked up to Shizuru's face and caught her amused gaze.
- "Does Natsuki like what she feels?" – Shizuru asked.
- "Do I ever." – Natsuki replied with a smile.
- "That's good." – Shizuru said. – "But now it's Natsuki's turn to receive my touch."
Before Natsuki had a chance to process this through her mind, Shizuru snatched her hand away and quickly turned the girl over onto her back and climbed on top of her. Suddenly, a shock of emotions overwhelmed Natsuki, and she was at a loss as to what had caused it. Her mind was alight with love, and it was all she could do to keep from openly crying. Her body started to burn with need for Shizuru. Every inch of her skin felt like it was on fire, but her breasts and crotch particularly ached.
Fortunately, Shizuru didn't keep her in need for long. She knew just what had caused Natsuki's need, in fact had planned for it. Forcing both of the girl's wings into the bed had caused the same reaction as before, only at a much higher intensity, causing the girl to be flooded with feelings of love.
Pleased that her plan had worked so perfectly, Shizuru decided to continue on now and take Natsuki all the way. She brought her right hand up to gently fondle Natsuki's left breast, and she brought her mouth down to meet the right one. While her hand started feeling the firm orb, massaging the ache out of it, her mouth kissed its way around the other one. Shizuru mixed in a few licks with her kisses, circling Natsuki's nipple and forcing all the ache to pile up there. Soon enough, the need in it was almost painful, and Natsuki let out a deep moan.
This was just what Shizuru was waiting for, and she immediately took the nipple into her mouth and sucked down on it. The sudden disappearance of all the aching and the replacement of it with sweet pleasure caused Natsuki's body to tighten up in a little moment of ecstasy. She tried to release all the tension with a moan, but it came out as more of just a squeak. She didn't have any chance to lower the pitch down to something more palatable to her pride, though, as Shizuru kept up the ministrations of both her hand and mouth, forcing more pleasure through Natsuki with every motion and causing her to let out a series of further squeaks.
Shizuru had Natsuki completely at her mercy, and she was enjoying every minute of it. It was like taking her teasing to another level. Natsuki even had an adorable blush on her face now, which Shizuru confirmed when she paused a moment to glance up. Her face was also contorted into a grimace of pleasure, and she made so many cute noises which begged Shizuru to go further. Of course, she couldn't help but comply with such a sweet request.
Natsuki let out a moan of protest as she felt Shizuru's hand and mouth loosen up from her breasts a bit. It was barely keeping her satisfied there as it was, and her need was growing stronger still down lower. She wrapped her arms around Shizuru's shoulders and tried to pull her in to get her to continue her work, but Shizuru had another plan. She raised her mouth off of Natsuki's breast and kissed her way up to the girl's neck. Natsuki squirmed beneath Shizuru as her impulses warred within her. What Shizuru was doing felt so good, and yet she was moving in the wrong direction.
…Except her hand wasn't. Natsuki had lost track of Shizuru's hands as she was focused on the girl's mouth. She now found that Shizuru's left hand had reached under her and across her back, which for some reason made her feel incredibly loved and supported, and Shizuru's right hand was now resting on her lower stomach, drifting downwards. Her breath hitched and her body tensed up in eager anticipation. Her world focused in on the hand. She needed its touch; she couldn't wait for it.
Shizuru didn't disappoint her. With all the teasing that had gone on before, Natsuki had been expecting her to stop just before she got to the good parts, but Shizuru did no such thing. Perhaps she was just as eager as Natsuki was, as her hand slid right in, immediately peeling open Natsuki's lower lips and causing a delightful flood of warmth to spread throughout her body. Natsuki instinctively spread her legs to help open herself up more for Shizuru's access to her most intimate regions.
Shizuru's fingers started to explore around inside Natsuki, sending what felt like sparks of pleasure through her body as they hit certain points. Shizuru was new to all of this, and she didn't have much of an idea of what was best to do, so she tried to use Natsuki's reactions as a guide. It was a bit hard to judge though, as Natsuki seemed to be finding almost everything pleasurable at this moment, so aroused was she. Soon though, Shizuru figured out that a certain nub near the top of Natsuki's slit caused her to react more strongly than other places, and so she started to focus on this. Sure enough, all of Natsuki's squirming and jerking beneath Shizuru became stronger, and her squeaks of pleasure became even louder.
Natsuki's vision went black as all of her senses focused on Shizuru's fingers. They'd found a spot within her which caused an electric reaction within her body. She wasn't able to control any of the motions she was making, save only to make her arms squeeze down tighter on Shizuru. But things only got more pleasurable from there, as Natsuki could feel her clit poking its way out of its hood at Shizuru's prodding of it. When Shizuru realized this as well and gently pinched down on it, Natsuki's pleasure started rocketing upwards.
- "Sh-Shizuru!" – Natsuki cried out the name of the girl who was making her feel so wonderful. She didn't know how much longer she could take this – it felt like she was going to explode soon – but she wanted to say the name of her lover, to connect with her, as much as she could on her way to the end.
- "Na-tsu-ki…" Shizuru cooed out slowly, raising her head from the girl's neck so she could watch her face as this moment hit for her. She knew that Natsuki was getting close, but she wanted to be able to push her over in just the perfect way. She wanted their union to be as complete as possible. While Shizuru's hand moved around within Natsuki, bringing her thumb in to gently rub over the girl's clit, Shizuru moved her mouth up to her ear.
Something was building within Natsuki, and it was threatening to burst. Everything felt so good right now that she didn't want it to end, and yet she wanted to feel the even greater pleasure she knew was coming. She wanted to be one with Shizuru… to give her her virginity and to consolidate their love. She started to call out the girl's name rapidly as her peak approached.
- "I love you, Natsuki."
Natsuki had barely noticed how Shizuru's hand had shifted inside of her, but now she realized that some fingers were poking in at her a bit lower. They were only there for a second before, all at once, Shizuru's thumb squeezed in on her clit while two of her fingers simultaneously plunged inside Natsuki, tearing through her virginity and causing the bubble within her to finally burst, showering her with such amazing pleasure that she couldn't even feel any pain from her broken hymen.
Natsuki jerked and writhed under Shizuru, the last utterance of the girl's name having turned into a shriek. Shizuru held her right hand steady inside the girl while she supported her as best as she could with her left. A bright light rose up from underneath Natsuki, and Shizuru could see her wings pushing her up off of the mattress. The pale blue light from before now glowed brilliantly, and just as Natsuki tensed up on Shizuru's fingers, the wings appeared to burst into a cascade of colors. The sight was so beautiful that Shizuru nearly fell in love with the girl all over again. She wanted to provoke that reaction as much as possible, to have her Natsuki screaming in pleasure like that every night.
Natsuki fell back to the bed as her wings disappeared from under her, so wrapped up in pleasure that she still had no clue what was happening. The explosion within her had passed, leaving with it what felt like a beautiful glow. Everything within her felt wonderful, but most of all was Shizuru's hand, still locked inside of her. Some soreness was starting to make itself heard, thanks to her lost virginity, but Natsuki loved even that. It was proof of her bond with Shizuru. She was Shizuru's, now and forever.
As she let out a contented sigh, Natsuki allowed her eyes to drift open. They fell upon the beautiful face of her beloved, watching over her with love in her eyes. Shizuru's right hand came up to gently caress her cheek, still wet from Natsuki's juices, but neither of them minded. Natsuki simply rubbed her face into it and smiled up at Shizuru. She was feeling quite worn out by her orgasm, and Shizuru seemed to be trying to lull her to sleep, but there was just no way she was going to let this night pass without returning the favor. She had to make Shizuru hers.
However, she currently faced the problem of her position relative to Shizuru. Shizuru had allowed her body to come to rest on top of Natsuki's, and Natsuki simply didn't have the energy to dislodge her at this moment. That just left her the option of convincing Shizuru that it was in her best interests to let Natsuki repay her. It shouldn't be too hard, but Natsuki wasn't good at phrasing matters like this at her most clear-headed, and she was far from that now.
Natsuki gazed up into Shizuru's eyes, hoping the girl might recognize her intentions, and she allowed her hands to drift off of Shizuru's back and onto her sides.
-"I want you, Shizuru," – she said.
Shizuru quirked an eyebrow at this.
-"Ara? Natsuki already has me, does she not?"
-"No." – Natsuki shook her head. She tried to wedge her right hand in between herself and Shizuru, using the gap just below their breasts. As she brought it up to feel her love's breast once more, she repeated, "I want you."
Shizuru chuckled and nuzzled her face into Natsuki's neck for a minute, failing at her goal of distracting the girl. She'd been hoping that the girl would have been worn out enough to simply fall off to sleep now, but perhaps letting her return the favor wasn't exactly a bad idea…
-"Alright, Natsuki, you can have me, if you just do one thing." – Shizuru said after she brought her head back up to look at Natsuki, who was currently adorably amused by Shizuru's attempts to distract her. She rolled off to the side of Natsuki so that the girl had a clearing to climb on top. – "I want to see all of you. I want to see your wings again."
-"My… wings?" – Natsuki asked, stunned. She paused in her motions to roll Shizuru over onto her back as she consider this. "Er… why do you want to see them?"
Shizuru brought a hand around Natsuki's side and lightly trailed it down her back, around where she thought the girl's wings sprouted from.
-"Because they're so beautiful… and I want to see all of Natsuki. Does Natsuki not want to be completely exposed for her love?" – Shizuru said, giving Natsuki her best puppy eyes. She knew that she'd already seen a form of them during their previous experience, but she wanted to see their regular form too, and she also wanted to be able to touch them and see what they felt like.
Natsuki melted at these words from Shizuru. Of course it would be alright with her. Even if it weren't, there was no way she could deny Shizuru something she wanted this much, especially when it was as sweet and loving as this. Smiling at her love as she proceeded to roll her onto her back and sit on top, she said:
-"Alright, Shizuru. If you want it that much, it'll be my pleasure."
Shizuru grinned giddily at this. She took a second to roll over to the side to turn on her reading light so that she'd be able to get a good look at Natsuki. She hadn't even noticed how much light Natsuki's phantom wings were providing, but now that it was gone, she needed some other way to admire her lover.
Pushing all of her worries asides with thoughts of Shizuru, Natsuki took a calming breath and manifested her wings behind her, all for Shizuru's pleasure. And quite pleased she indeed was. Shizuru watched this spectacle in awe. The sight of Natsuki's wings growing from her back was magical and absolutely beautiful.
One might have thought that something like this would have seemed unnatural, but the wings seemed perfectly in place with Natsuki. They were a part of her, just as beautiful as the rest, and it didn't seem at all strange to Shizuru to see them growing out of her lover. In fact, at this moment, as she gazed up at her nude lover, wings spread in display, she decided that Natsuki looked so much better and more complete with them out.
The only thing that could compare was the set of phantom wings she'd seen earlier, while pleasuring the girl. It was hard to say which was better. Perhaps it was like making love, in that. It was extraordinarily fun pleasuring Natsuki, but it would of course also be enjoyable to receive pleasure in turn. Shizuru had yet to experience just how enjoyable it would be to receive Natsuki's touch, but she doubted that it could compare to the feelings she felt upon giving such pleasure to Natsuki.
Natsuki's wings flapped gently as Shizuru watched them. Natsuki's face had looked a bit nervous at first, but she relaxed into a contented smile as Shizuru appreciated her wings. When she thought that Shizuru had had a good enough look, she curled them forwards and leaned down, so that her wings rested along the mattress on either side of Shizuru, enveloping her.
A blush made its way to Shizuru's face at this sweet gesture from Natsuki. Even in the shadows provided by her wings, this didn't go unnoticed by the other girl. Her hand came up, and she gently stroked the back of her finger down Shizuru's cheek, causing the blush to deepen further. Shizuru was starting to feel all sorts of giddy feelings rushing through her body at this tender treatment from Natsuki.
Shizuru blinked back tears that were forming in her eyes. It was hard to believe that this was all really happening. She'd dreamed about Natsuki for so long, she was in love for so long, and yet she'd never thought of a moment like this actually happening for her. Her fantasies had never gotten this far, and yet she'd brought the two of them here tonight on a surge of emotion. She didn't know if she was really ready for this, if it was even possible to truly be ready, but she wanted it. She wanted to give herself completely to Natsuki, as the girl had just done for her.
"You can touch them if you want, you know…" – Natsuki said, nervousness tingeing her voice. She'd never been this intimate with anyone before, but Shizuru was going to be her first for everything. If she wanted to touch Natsuki's wings, then she of course could.
Shizuru's blush turned an even deeper shade of red at this further sweet gesture from the girl. Excitement welled in her chest as she brought her right hand up to meet the top of Natsuki's wing. She stroked it down along the inside, feeling the unbelievably soft texture of the feathers, and the power muscles resting just underneath. Natsuki shivered almost undetectably from the touch, and her wings instinctively pulled inwards, pressing in against Shizuru's sides and holding her sweetly in place.
Natsuki's presence was starting to overwhelm Shizuru. She could feel herself getting more and more aroused by the girl and falling under her control, and Natsuki hadn't even started touching her yet, beyond the wings at her sides and the finger to her cheek a bit earlier. But maybe that wasn't really the point after all, at least now. Shizuru looked up into Natsuki's eyes, and she focused on the love she saw there. That was the point of all this. They were making love, in every sense of the phrase Shizuru could imagine.
Shizuru's mask finally, irrevocably shattered as this thought crossed her mind, and her body completely surrendered itself to Natsuki. The blush that had been pushing at her cheeks spread through all of her face, and tears broke from her eyes. Her chest swelled with need for Natsuki, and her arms shot up to wrap the girl, trying to fulfill her need before she started sobbing openly.
But fortunately, her lover was blessed with a moment of clarity now, and she'd already started descending towards Shizuru as she saw her lover's emotional breakdown. Natsuki's lips pressed gently against Shizuru's just as the other girl's arms wrapped around her back. She planted a series of kisses on her vulnerable lover's lips, and she pulled her wings in tightly to hold Shizuru securely in place.
Shizuru could feel herself weakening as Natsuki's kisses continued. The girl's hands drifted down from where they were resting by her face, coming to a rest on her shoulders. The touch seemed to send a wave of love through Shizuru, and she had to struggle to return the kisses, even though with how gently Natsuki was being, she didn't have to work too hard.
Somewhat surprisingly, Natsuki seemed to sense Shizuru's weakness now. She moved off to the side from the girl's lips, kissing her way along Shizuru's cheek. The motions here caused Shizuru to reflexively turn her head to the side a bit more with every peck, until Natsuki's lips landed just over Shizuru's ear and she whispered:
-"It's alright Shizuru. Just leave everything to me."
Shizuru let out a whimper in response to this. She wanted to say more, but it was all she could manage now. However, Natsuki seemed intent on breaking her down even more. She followed up the whispers with gently blowing into Shizuru's ear, sending a wave of shivers through her. Shizuru hadn't thought it was possible, but she weakened even further. She didn't know how much further she could go, but Natsuki seemed intent on pushing her all the way, as she followed up the blowing by flicking her tongue out to lick around inside Shizuru's ear. The image of Natsuki doing this that formed in Shizuru's mind was too adorable for words, and it caused a wave of sweet warmth to flood through her body.
Natsuki kept the warmth alive as her mouth moved down from Shizuru's ear to start kissing at her neck. Her love seemed to stoke the fire within Shizuru, and her body started to feel alive and tingling with need for her lover's touch. Her breaths turned into soft moans, and she tried to push a message of encouragement into them so that Natsuki could satisfy the need within her.
Natsuki certainly got the message, or at least she was planning to do so anyways. As she gently sucked on Shizuru's neck with her mouth, her hands drifted downwards from Shizuru's shoulders and started exploring her body. They stopped briefly at her breasts to give them a gentle massage, using the tricks Natsuki had figured out earlier to best pleasure them and make Shizuru moan a bit harder, but then they continued with the rest of her body.
Natsuki seemed intent on feeling as much of Shizuru as she could reach without abandoning her mouth's spot on the girl's neck. Her hands drifted down Shizuru's stomach, and then they came back up along her sides. The tingling that Shizuru had felt growing on her skin was calmed when Natsuki's hands passed over it. She imagined that this was Natsuki's way of possessing every bit of her; she was covering every bit of Shizuru's skin with her hands while her mouth sucked down hard on Shizuru's neck. It was probably hard enough to leave a mark there, but it felt far to good for Shizuru to be able to ask her to stop, even if she wanted her to. But as she thought about it, the thought of being marked as Natsuki's aroused her even further.
Apparently Natsuki felt like she'd done enough to mark Shizuru now, and her lips gently loosened their grip on the girl's neck. An ache spread from the spot they abandoned, but it was a sweet pain, and Shizuru welcomed it. Natsuki took care of that spot though, and she gave it a few sweet kisses and licks as she tended to it, making sure her mark showed up properly. Shizuru couldn't help but feel a little flattered by the attention, and the warmth within her further welled up, now threatening to spill out.
Despite the calm, confident exterior she was putting up for the sake of her lover, Natsuki was nervous as hell inside. She was constantly worrying about whether Shizuru would enjoy what she was doing, if she'd be mad later about receiving a love bite, if Natsuki was taking to long with the foreplay, if she'd prefer more physical foreplay to the emotional work, and so on. She wanted to just ask if she was doing alright, but that would certainly ruin the mood. And so she had to guess. She was guessing right now that Shizuru would prefer more emotional foreplay, and it was starting to feel like she'd brought her as far as she could with this tactic. It was time to bring her the rest of the way.
With this decision, Natsuki sat back up and took a second to gaze down at Shizuru. She moved her hands gently down the girl's sides until Shizuru's curiosity led her to turn her head and gaze up at Natsuki. This was just what Natsuki was waiting for, and she took this moment to pull her wings back from where they were near Shizuru and to extend them outwards, flapping gently as she posed for her lover with her most open smile on her face. If Shizuru liked looking at her so much, then she was going to get quite the view now.
It didn't take long for Shizuru to realize Natsuki's intentions and smile back. The girl could be so adorable and sweet at times. As nervous as she was about showing her wings earlier, she was now proudly displaying their beauty for Shizuru. After admiring them for a few moments, Shizuru gazed back into her lover's eyes to thank her.
Shizuru found something else there, however. Hidden behind Natsuki's love was nervousness. Was Natsuki afraid of taking the next step? She seemed to be doing everything she could to prepare Shizuru for it, but she was pausing nervously before proceeding. It was so cute, and Shizuru wanted to do whatever she could to help her love push through with this and claim her as her own.
Natsuki was stunned when Shizuru grabbed her left hand, and even more stunned when it was led to the girl's breast. But she quickly recovered though, realizing that Shizuru was telling her just what she needed now. She needed Natsuki's touch, and so she was going to get it. Smiling back at her girlfriend, Natsuki started gently massaging the breast with her hand, pleased as the girl below her let out a soft moan of pleasure. She decided then that she was going to work to nurture that sound, and bring out many more like it.
That first moan was followed by many more as Natsuki kept up her work on Shizuru's breast, using all the tricks she'd figured out earlier. However, she only worked on the one this time, as she had another plan in mind for her other hand. As Shizuru was distracted by her ministrations with her left hand, her right came down to once more feel the soft hair of Shizuru's mound. When her hand landed there, Shizuru's gentle moans were interrupted by a small gasp, and her body seemed to tense with anticipation.
Although Natsuki wanted to leave her hand there for a while longer, getting back at the girl for all the teasing she'd been put through, she just couldn't do it this time. This was Shizuru's first time, and Natsuki wanted to make it as sweet as possible for her. There'd be time enough to take her revenge and keep Shizuru on edge and at her mercy for as long as she deserved their next time together. For now, it was time to simply make love to her.
Closing her eyes so she could savor the moment, Natsuki let her hand slip downwards, until she was cupping Shizuru's slit, feeling the warmth radiating out from it. She didn't spend too much time taunting Shizuru with this position, though, and she soon curled her index finger in to poke at the top of her love's slit. She found it to be incredibly wet, even on the outside. Shizuru must have been quite aroused.
Shizuru let out a sharp gasp as she felt Natsuki's finger start to probe at her slit. The feeling was electric. Was this what she made Natsuki feel not long ago? It was amazing, and they weren't nearly finished yet, even, as Natsuki proceeded to slowly drag the finger down her slit. Operating on instinct, Shizuru spread her legs out to open herself for Natsuki, forcing the girl to move her own legs out of the way briefly. Shizuru then curled her legs in to wrap around Natsuki; she needed to hold on some way, and the drawback to being able to view Natsuki like this above her was that she was out of reach of Shizuru's arms.
Natsuki gasped as Shizuru opened herself up for her. The gesture was so sweet and intimate, so… cute. Natsuki felt love welling up in her chest as she thought of this. She found herself exploring Shizuru's insides with both her eyes and her finger. She'd never seen quite this view before, and she was inwardly amazed with all the lust it brought up within her. Of course, she shouldn't have been to surprised after all the feelings Shizuru had already invoked in her, but this just sealed the deal with her attraction to the girl. She was in love, in lust, the whole deal.
Natsuki was so enthralled with the sight and her explorations that she didn't even notice the effect she was having on Shizuru. The girl had started to writhe beneath her from the tentative movements of her finger. Somehow the random motions of it were driving Shizuru even crazier than steady motions would have. Not knowing where she'd be touched next was maddening, but she loved every minute of it. Her head flew from side to side as she let out moans from every touch.
Eventually, though, Shizuru's moans became loud enough that Natsuki was pulled out of her thoughts and she realized what she was doing to the girl. Chuckling lightly, she figured that it was about time she worked at bringing Shizuru to her conclusion. Remembering how it was Shizuru's ministrations of the nub near the top of her slit that really pushed her over the edge, Natsuki searched out the same nub within Shizuru. Her previous explorations had roused it from its hood, and so she was now free to start gently stroking it with her fingers.
Shizuru gave a sharp gasp and her eyes immediately moistened up as Natsuki started stroking her clit. The feeling was incredible. It was as if Natsuki had lit a fire in her from that spot, and every stroke of her fingers caused the tendrils of pleasure to flick around within Shizuru's body. She couldn't help but jerk in tune with Natsuki's movements, at least until they became too rapid for her muscles to keep up.
However, it became apparent to Shizuru soon that something just wasn't quite right. A need was building within her that wasn't being satisfied. Her fingers clenched down on the blanket beneath her and she started to chew on her lips as she tried to grasp something that was just out of her reach. She needed Natsuki, to hold her close, but the girl's body was just too far away. Shizuru struggled to form words through her moans:
-"Naaa… Na-tsuki… need…"
It wasn't much, but Natsuki was clear-minded enough to be able to put this together with Shizuru's hands gripping the mattress. Deciding instantly that her lover's needs were more important than her view, she shifted her legs underneath Shizuru so she was able to lean forward. She used her free hand to pry Shizuru's right hand loose from the sheets. When the girl realized what Natsuki was doing, her arms were around the girl in an instant, one just above and one just below the girl's wings.
Natsuki's fingers were forced to find their place again inside Shizuru as the girl repositioned herself, but this was much to Shizuru's benefit. Just as Natsuki was slipping her index and middle fingers back in to work on Shizuru, they slipped straight inside of her instead. Shizuru gasped at the sudden pleasure and tears started leaking from her eyes as she felt Natsuki inside of her. Her muscles clenched in on the girl's fingers, trying to hold her inside in case she got any ideas about leaving to get back to working on her clit – not that that would be such a bad thing, though.
Natsuki was initially paralyzed as she realized that she'd accidentally plunged two of her fingers straight into Shizuru, and she thought about pulling back, but she quickly dismissed this thought. She was doing this to forge a connection with Shizuru, and there was no better way to connect than this, especially with how Shizuru was squeezing down on her to hold her inside. Smiling to herself, Natsuki started sliding her fingers around within Shizuru, feeling out the depths of her lover as she brought her waves of pleasure.
Shizuru's mind started to slip from her as she descended into a world of simple pleasure. An image of Natsuki scored itself into her mind's eye in place of her vision. The girl was her angel, and she was bringing Shizuru to heaven with her touch. Shizuru didn't know how much longer the trip would take, but she couldn't decide whether it would be better to get to her peak quickly or to prolong the pleasurable journey.
But the decision was in Natsuki's hands, not hers, and Natsuki seemed to have decided that now was the time to push Shizuru to her peak. Natsuki's fingers plunged their way in and out of Shizuru rapidly, and then she pushed them in as deeply as she could and wiggled them around inside, touching such sweetly sensitive spots. Shizuru could feel her body screaming for release as Natsuki rubbed viciously inside her. She writhed under Natsuki and squeezed herself against the girl, attaching her mouth to the girl's neck in a cross between a kiss and a scream. She was so close now, right on the edge, she just needed something… one last thing to push her over it, but she had no idea what it was she needed.
Natsuki was starting to realize this too, and she was trying to figure out just what it was Shizuru needed now. As pleasurable as she was sure this moment was for her lover, she knew that it would be torture to keep her there if she wasn't able to bring her all the way, so she needed to do something. She flashed back on how Shizuru had pushed her over the edge, and she knew just the thing. She twisted her fingers around inside the girl and squeezed in, pressing her palm into the girl's clit just as she said:
-"I love you too, Shizuru."
Shizuru finally exploded at this, screaming with raw pleasure into Natsuki's neck. Emotions poured through her body and made their way out of her through a mixture of tears, sobs that broke through the screaming, and spasms throughout her body, particularly her arms, which squeezed down on the source of her pleasure. Shizuru's mind froze itself in this moment, concentrating on the immense pleasure and the love that she shared with Natsuki.
-"Na… tsuki…" – Shizuru managed to get out through her sobs.
Shizuru clutched at her love. The moment of pure pleasure was leaving her, and she was starting to fall back to earth. But she knew that she could never truly fall with this angel here for her, to keep her flying. She held onto her angel as her body tried to bring her back down. She wasn't going without a fight, and she held onto every wave of pleasure that passed through her, riding it for dear life.
Natsuki could feel Shizuru breaking down in her arms. Her orgasm had overwhelmed the girl, even more so than Natsuki's had. Shizuru even seemed intent on riding the aftershocks for all they were worth, grinding herself into Natsuki's hand to draw out even more pleasure and break herself down even further. Soon enough, the girl had broken herself down into a sweet pile of nothing but love, crying out "Natsuki" repeatedly.
Natsuki pulled Shizuru apart from her just long enough to observe the tears streaming down the girl's face before Shizuru pulled back in, burying her head in Natsuki's chest. Afraid that the pressure of her body on top of the other girl's might cause her to suffocate with how much her breathing was already struggling, Natsuki rolled the two of them over onto the side. She moved her hands out to wrap around Shizuru and hold her soothingly, stroking the girl's back.
There was just no way Shizuru was going to recover from this tonight, Natsuki realized. She was headed for sleep now, and all she could do was to make it as comfortable as possible for her. She briefly considered pulling the sheets out from beneath the two of them, but a much better and more intimate idea struck her. Smiling with love, Natsuki propped herself and Shizuru up with her elbow for a moment as she pulled her left wing in under the two of them. She then allowed herself and Shizuru to rest on it as her right wing closed over the two girls. Wrapped securely in the wings of her lover, Shizuru finally drifted off sleep.
TBC…
Shezaei neko's note: I hope you liked this chapter. I don't know when we'll have the next one so please be patient. Thanks for your support.
Leebot's Note: I have to say, this one took quite a lot out of me. It was a lot longer than the other chapters in this fic, and even pushing the long end of chapters I usually write. On top of that, the sex scene here covers both of them getting theirs in much detail, where I usually only do one per chapter (or both at once in one case). I was also worried a bit about having Natsuki's more magical experience come first, that this might make Shizuru's seem like a bit of a let-down, so I tried as well as I could to spruce it up in its own way. You'll all have to let me know whether you think it worked. Hope you enjoyed it.