GODDESSES DO FALL

CHAPTER 4: BELLA

So this chapter isn't going to be long…

But I assure you I would update again later…

This chapter shows Bella the way she feels while trapped inside her body seeing the deeds her alter ego does…

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Bella.

That's who I am right? Right?

But why does it feel like I'm not here.

I'm trapped in my body as it does deeds I would have never done.

My living hell is my body. How pathetic.

But while in it the only salvation, only thought I can hold and the only thing that keeps me intact.

Is love.

My love.

My love for Edward.

I never believed not even in my wildest dreams that could love someone the way I love Edward.

For years I thought that I would never to love.

I was a seductress, well Isabella is.

I'm just a common goddess with a dominant alter ego.

I wish the fates would just take me.

I was in immeasurable pain.

I was crying, sobbing, grieving and mourning for someone to come and pick up my broken pieces and put them back together but no one could do that. No one not even my own true love can't.

I am a wreck.

A foolish girl who fell for the son of the most favorite acquaintance of my alter ego.

Isabella had always been seducing men and women to do as she pleases she led the king of Spain to his death by seduction. You see, Poseidon is possessive, very. He would kill anything, everyone, for Isabella. For her he was his saving grace-

At that last thought something clicked.

He knew, he knew all along that Edward and I would fall in love he had purposely impregnated Edward's mother for this motive.

I was devastated.

When all I could think about was that I loved him why is it that I can't move.

Then all of a sudden I was being pulled.

Ah at last I am in control again. My eyes are yet again golden.

I slapped Poseidon "Leave. Get out. I am not here for your foolishness."

I was never forced to give respect to my Uncle. I am his equal not unlike some gods I am more powerful than them I was born with the mark that had caused awe and fear. I bear the mark which means I shall either be a their end or a great ruler. I really hoped that it was the later I couldn't bear to become a beast.

I bear the mark of a titan and my powers do show that. "Living tears" as they were called. They come in different colors but I had only used four. The golden tears, the way me and my other self switch. The red tears, they give me empathic and telepathic powers. The clear tears, makes everyone lose their thoughts, emotions and control over their actions. And the dark tears which are also called death for it kills. It's killings depend on how long the tears flow.

I am not innocent all throughout.

Anger had brought me that faith and I am willing to take the consequences.

But now I had to face Edward.

I need to explain this to him.

I would offer him immortality and if he chooses to refuse then I will not force him.

I love him so much I'm willing to let him go.

Oh so there not a super cliffy but kept short the following chapter won't be a monologue I promise

Ok…

ME!