hey guys, sorry I'm just getting around to updating again. i'm going to try to get a few more chaps up for you guys by the end of this week, don't hate me if i don't though, i think i might be getting sick which is really bad for me cause it takes a long for me to recover, so no flames please.
enjoy. it's kinda short, but it kind of tells how Bella is feeling. next chap up soon i hope. please review!
"I can't stand being awake, the pain is too much."
Deathly Slumber
I drift through sleep; such painless and pleasant sleep it is. Nothing can go amiss in this endless ocean of warmth and light. Such dreams I have; vivid, colorful, free from the agony that accompanies my waking hours.
Hours pass, maybe just minutes. Time has no mark here, in this sanctuary, it is like the tides; ebbing, flowing, but never ending. Nothing worries me here, no pain, no suffering, free. I could stay here forever, just floating in this endless sea of contentment.
The only thing that is missing is my angel. Where is he? Where's Jacob? I hate to think of them in pain, especially Edward. Oh god, what have I done? How much are they suffering on my behalf? Please God, spare them. Save them from this endless pain I feel. Take me and leave them to float in this bliss of ease.
Please, take me instead.
Please, God.
please review. and keep reading, please. it'll get somewhere soon, i promise.
-isabellthelooser