Chapter 7 waking up
Lexi's P.O.V
I was in a different world. It wasn't Heaven but it was pretty close. I laid on the grass and watched the clouds go by. I didn't realize that there was an apple tree in the horizon. I got up and started to walk towards it. The tree reminded me of the one I had in my backyard in Minnesota. As I made my way closer to the tree I could hear an older woman calling my name. When I reached the tree there sitting underneath it was my Grandma. Grandma I shouted as I ran towards her and gave her a huge hug. "Hello my sweetheart you have grown so much since the last time I saw you ", she said. What is this place I asked her? "This dear Lexi is your world. You created a place to keep you safe she explained. But if I created this world than where are my friends I asked feeling scared. Then she explained to me that I was in a coma. Suddenly I could hear James's voice. "Lexi if you can hear me give me a sign ", he said. My grandma put her arm around me and whispered in my ear "give his hand a squeeze". I looked down at my hand and squeezed it. I then heard him say to the others I think I just felt her squeeze my hand. Then I heard Carlos's voice. Lexi if you can hear me squeeze my hand. I squeezed my hand. Carlos started to cheer than Logan asked me to squeeze his hand and I did so and he cheered along with Carlos. I finally squeezed Kendall's hand and he joined in the cheering as well. I could hear them all cheering in my heaven like world. Logan had stopped cheering and went to get my doctor to tell him what had just happened. I was happy to hear my friends celebrating. Then Grandma told me it was time for me to leave this heaven like world to return to my friends and boyfriend. I felt tears rolling down my face and my Grandma told me to always remember that she was with me. I opened my eyes and was blinded by the bright lights. I opened my eyes again and I saw my friends. Kendall and Carlos were too busy to celebrating to realize that I was awake. James who had been watching them looked over to me and saw that I was awake. He had tears in his eyes. Those perfectly hazel brown eyes I loved looking into. "Hey sleepy head he said as he kissed my hand. "Hi James I said gazing into his eyes again. Kendall and Carlos turned around and made a bee line straight to my bed. Carlos threw his arms around me and pulled me into a huge hug. I missed his crazy bear hugs. Tears were in his eyes as he pulled away. Kendall also pulled me into a hug and started sobbing. "I'm sorry I wasn't a good friend to you he said as he continued to sob. "Don't cry Kendall you have been an awesome friend to me all these years I whispered into his ear. "We really missed you he said when he stopped hugging me and whipped his eyes with his sleeve. I started to cry when Logan walked in with the doctor. "You're late to the party Logie "; I said whipping my eyes as he came over and gave me a hug. "It's really good to see you", he said. Then Doctor Johnson ushered the boys out of the room to do some tests on me. Then an hour later James came back alone and he looked sadder than ever. "What's wrong James", I asked? He was silent for a moment and looked down at his shoes awkwardly. "I'm so sorry about everything he said still glancing at the floor refusing to look at me. "James you do realize that this isn't your fault I said trying to make him look at me. "Yes it is because if I hadn't asked you to meet me in the lobby then you wouldn't have fallen into Tasha's trap and you wouldn't have been in a coma", he said as tears started to fall. "James this isn't your fault you didn't know that Tasha was going to put me in a coma and that doesn't matter now because she's in Minnesota and is going to be put away for a very long time and the only thing that matters is that I'm ok and you have been by my side since I've been here and I know that you are a great boyfriend who needs a second chance", I said trying my hardest to comfort him. Suddenly he popped his head up and tears were still falling to the ground. "You're giving me a second chance he said smiling. "Yes I am I said. James and I smiled at each other and started to lean towards each other until Camille and Jo walked. They both started to cough awkwardly .James got up awkwardly and left so my friends and I could have girl time. "Well looks like everything is back to normal said Jo giggling. "It's going to be a while before things return to normal ", I said sadly. Then they told me how he had been blaming himself while I was in my coma. Then my mom came into the room with Katie and Mrs. Knight. Katy ran to my bed and gave me a giant hug. "I missed you side kick", I said to her. Then my mom gave me a hug and told me I was her miracle child. Then she told me how she had been talking to our lawyer and decided to put a restraining order on Tasha so she would come near me again. Then she handed me a document and I saw that James's name was signed above where my name was going to be. Then she explained to me that it was James's idea to put the restraining order on her because of all the drama she had caused and how she had been stalking the both of us for months. I was a little surprised because James never held a grudged more than an hour. So with that I signed my name as well. I never wanted to see that awful girl again. Because of her I lost three weeks of my life and I almost lost James. Soon visiting hours were up and I fell asleep. That night I had an awful night mare. In my night mare I was running from Tasha who had a pair of scissors in her hand and was trying to kill me and she had already killed James and all of my friends. I woke up screaming and crying and my mom held me in her arms trying to clam me down. The next morning I couldn't get the night mare out of my head. The guys came an hour later and realized something was wrong with me because I refused to look at them and I wasn't smiling like I had been the day before. My mom asked them to come out into the hall with her so she could tell them what happened. "So that's why she isn't looking at us said Logan sadly. "Is there anything we can do to help her asked Kendall? " I'm sure you guys will figure out some way to help her but for right now the best thing you guys can do for her is sitting with her said my mom. Kendall and Logan returned soon after but Carlos and James weren't with them. "Where's Carlos and James I asked. "They went to the car to get a surprise for you said Kendall. Then the two party kings returned with a small boom box and a case of CDs. They started to play one of the CDs and I could hear my voice. I smiled as Big time rush started to sing along. I had the best friends in the world. But I had to work on my relationship with James. If there still was a relationship. At this point I wasn't so sure. I wanted everything to go back to the way things were before all of this happened but unfortunately I didn't have a time machine. Since when did my life become a soap opera? I wished James cold stop blaming him. When I went to sleep I dreamt I was in my heaven liked world. I was alone until my grandma joined me and told me everything would be ok and James would stop blaming himself. When I woke up the next morning I hoped my grandma had been right.