Chapter 13- forgiveness

Disclaimer- I don't own big time rush I'm just a fan who loves their music.

Kendall's P.O.V

It's been very quiet since Carlos and Logan were in Minnesota visiting Lexi. I wasn't surprised that they had left because apparently Lexi needed them. She had been asked to become a godmother to her youngest cousin. I'm actually glad she isn't here because she had no right to lie to James and everyone. James was pretending he wasn't hurt by her leaving but I knew deep down he missed her a lot. Logan texted me last night and asked me if me and James wanted to go to the baptism to support Lexi. I told him I highly doubt it because James and Lexi weren't talking and being in the same room with his ex-girlfriend would drive James nuts. That night James and I were in the fourth floor game room and I decided to tell him about the text Logan sent me. "So Logan texted me last night and wanted to know if you and I wanted to go to the baptism I said without looking at James. "What did you tell him ", asked James. I told him I want sure if we were going because I didn't know if you wanted to go because of the whole Lexi drama", I said. "I'm not sure if she wants us there", James said quietly as he got out his phone and started Texting someone.

Text conversation

(James Diamond): Lexi?

(Lexi Dupree): what?

(James Diamond): Do you want me to come to the Baptism?

(Lexi Dupree): if you want to come than come if not I don't care what you and Kendall do. Do whatever you want.

(James Diamond): you're still mad at me huh.

(Lexi Dupree): yes and No. I'm more mad at myself I can't believe I lied to you. I wish I could take it back and go back in time and tell you the night you told me about you and Camille. I hate myself. You probably never want to see me again. I guess I deserve it.

(James Diamond): I'm not mad anymore. Logan put the situation into a scenario for me. He told me that if roles were reversed and we brought you instead of Logan to LA he would have felt the same way. I just hope we can work things out. I miss you every day since you've been gone.

(Lexi Dupree): I agree we should work things out because I don't want to lose you as a friend. What I did is in the past and I want to see what the future holds for us. I miss you too.

(James Diamond): Agreed but I do want to see you again. Everyone deserves a second chance. You gave me one. I forgive you Lex. Just remember that ok.

End text conversation

Back to Kendall's P.O.V

When James shut his phone off and looked up at me with a smile on his face. There hadn't been a smile on his face like that since the fight he had with his Ex-Girlfriend. "Pack your Bags were going to Minnesota", he said suddenly. I looked at him like he had gone nuts. "What the drama queen actually wants us there well I guess I'll go but only to support you if you think that girl is worth a second chance I said. I'm not happy with Lexi but if James thinks she is somehow worth a second chance then I guess I can't stand in the way of his happiness. So when we got home James went on the LAX airport website to see when the next flight out to Minnesota was going to be. Then we found out that one of the flights was scheduled for tonight at ten thirty. I looked at my phone it was barely 8 o'clock so we had some time to pack our things. Jo came by to see me. "Is he nuts! He wants take back a girl who almost broke his heart and didn't have the common nerve to tell him the truth" she shouted! "I know exactly that's why I'm going with him to see if she hurts him. If she does she will defiantly be kicked out of the band no matter how Logan and Carlos beg and whine that she has known us since she was four I said as Katie walked in the room. "Good Luck Big Brother. Maybe you two are over reacting a tiny bit. You make Lexi sound like she is the worst person in the world. Okay she made a mistake she's still human and I think James can handle this he may not be the smartest guy in the world but when it comes to Lexi he's pretty smart", said Katie. I was surprised how mature she sounded when she said that. For an 11 year old she defiantly acted older and wiser. Since when did she get so mature? "I hope your right baby sister I replied as I kissed her head. I walked to the door with Jo. I kissed her goodbye and waited for James to finish packing. I got out my phone and texted Carlos.

(Kendall knight to Carlos Garcia): Hey Carlos James and I are going to the airport to catch our flight to Minnesota. Tell Logan to save two extra seats at the baptism and don't tell Lexi were coming because James apparently wants to surprise her. See you soon – Kendall. Soon James and I were on a flight to Minnesota. I felt bad that I was angry at Lexi but she did have it coming. I broke the promise I had made to her when she was in a coma a few months back that I was going to be a better friend to her. Guess my plan didn't work out quite well. James was fast asleep and I then began to get tired so I feel asleep as well. Tomorrow we would be in our old home town. I hope that James is making the right decision.

The next day in Minnesota

Carlos P.O.V

Today was the big day. I had received a text from Kendall and he told me not to tell Lex that he and James were going to be at the baptism. Logan came over and soon my mom was driving us to the Minnesota State Park where the baptism was going to be held. When we got closer to the site where the baptism was being set up I saw Lexi. From what I could see she looked a lot better than she had been because of her allergies. She also didn't look one bit tired. She was helping her uncle Mark set up chairs when Logan and I finally reached the spot. She looked up and smiled. Well don't you two look handsome she said with a laugh. "And don't you look pretty said Logan. She walked over to us and gave us both a hug. "Thanks for coming you guys it means a lot to me and my family she whispered. I really wanted to tell her that the guys were coming but I didn't want to ruin the surprise so I kept my mouth shut. Soon the ceremony started. Logan save the two seats for our surprise quests like Kendall told us to. Half way through the ceremony they finally showed up. Logan and I teased them by pointing at our watches which meant they were a little late. The mouthed sorry and we all sat quietly and watched our dear friend become a godmother and standing next to Lexi was her aunt Jamie's nephew Jake who was Skylar's godfather . After the ceremony there was a cake in Skylar's honor. We waited to talk to Lexi because she was busy talking to her relatives. Soon lexi walked over to us. She defiantly looked surprised to see Kendall and James. "Thank you both for coming she said to Kendall and James. Then she went and sat with Nora and her other cousin Monica. About an hour later the party was starting to die down and the clean up began.

James P.O.V

Lexi was avoiding me while we were cleaning. But then I heard her humming OH YEAH so I started to sing along and soon enough she joined in with me. When we were done her aunt and uncle started cheering. Then there was the two and a half second awkward moment until Lexi left the park with her family. I wanted to work things out with her because I've never been happier than I was when Lexi and I had started dating. I needed to talk with her face to face so I got out my cell phone and texted her. I was going to try my best not to get my hopes up that she would agree to meet with me.