This is a new chapter! Wohoa! Oh yeah.. this chapter will not be the promise next chapter in first chapter of my chaptered story! So many chapter in a sentence will kill you! Hehhehehe my computer broke and I don't have a back up for it so.. I'm very sorry!
DISCLAIMER:ME NO OWNY. ME POOR. ME CRAZY.
I had always hurt you.. always been ignorant of your feelings and I had always been the one who is putting you down. And that knowledge hurts me the most knowing I'm the cost of your pain.. pain which never cease to squeeze my heart 'til I had nothing to breathe anymore. My heart bleed just thinking… you can never heal anymore.
I cried… I cry my tears day and night.. but they don't know..
They say I'm so cruel for not crying for you….. They say that even if I'm the king.. I should cry for you.. oh yes, I'm hurt. My heart bleed for you.. My soul longed for your smile… for your evergreen eyes.. for your voice that says.. I love you.
I misses you more than anyone. I had gone crazy because of you. Because you can never shout at me or promise me that you'll fall with me…. You don't understand any of this feelings anymore. You're so numb. You're dead and that is why you cannot feel anymore.
I had done enough damage for you and you had left me before I can say sorry or I love you too. I had always picture us as something more than accidentally fiancée secretly. I know the things I had done to you. I had shove you from me because I had been so afraid that you'll wake up from your delusion and said that you love me for mistake. I was such a coward and I knew it, I'm sorry for being such a wimp…
I had always brace myself from the goodbye but you took me by surprise and be my side for how long…. But you had left me now, didn't you? It's okay..really.. you just hurt me and stab my heart.. you just made me realize.. I cannot live a life without a certain you in it….. and that simply…. Hurt. So I'm so sorry….. can you come back for me… because you know.. I love you… and that…. A life without you is like a life without rain.
Sooooooooooooo DID YOU LIKE IT? HOPE YOU DID…. REALLY.. BECAUSE I … WAS TOUCH….. BY THE WORDS.. –LAUGH NERVOUSLY- SOOO PLEASE REVIEW AND REVIEW! READ AND REVIEW! PUSH THAT BUTTON! PUSH IT! I KNOW YOU WANT IT! PUSH IT! HAHAHHA XD…