OKAY..SO I'M AFRAID TO BE KILLED BY WOLFRAMS FANS BECAUSE APPARENTLY THEY HAD NOTICE THE SUFFERING OF WOLF..DON'T WORRY YOUR BUTTS THEIR! I'M NOW MOVE ON TO DEPRESSING STAGE SO I WANT A HAPPY ENDING BUT FIRST! YUURI MUST KNOW HOW LOSING A LOVE ONE FEELS AND HOW YOU MUST KNOW HOW TO REGRET IT! ^^ HERE IT GOES!

REGRETS:YUURI'S POV

Once upon a time he was mine. Once upon a time he's the one who follows me and not the other way around. Once upon a time he's the one who was hurting because of me but now… once upon a time turned to once upon a regret and misery…. He was suppose to be mine. He was suppose to be the being whom will always love me, he was suppose to be by my side. But life is really different.. it is so cruel and it hurts… but why me? Why does it hate me that the only person I learn to love was gone…..no he's not dead nor he was at the brink of dying..no he has move on when I realize I love him more than anything.. but why did he refuse….why? Is this how people say you'll only notice it when its gone? Is it? Of course it is.. stupidity and shame and regret I had been feelings since the day he refuses and pain and misery I had to go through that day too…. Will I ever see him smile to the way he did before?... will I?... oh here he comes. He would glance, wave weakly and pass by…that's our routine for the pass 2 years but I wouldn't let him…because I had enough.

" Wolfram can I talk to you for just a moment?" I said, I would be happy if he didn't notice the desperate tone my voice is but he did.

" you're talking already Your Majesty" says he.

" Wolf! Please.. don't be like that… please…give me a reason for ignoring me and my feelings for you… please" I pleaded despair in my eyes could be seen

" a reason? Just one? But I can give you hundreds of it if I may…..but the most is…..you know what?" he glares at me with anger…

"what? Wolf tell me." I seek for he's assurance but there are none.

" when I finally had the courage to let go you had to tell me about lies" he says with hate and painful tone

" but I didn't tell lies…..please.. believe me" I cannot do but watch the different emotion that take place at his eyes and I'm afraid….. I'm afraid that the most emotion is anger and doubt.

" no! Yuuri, listen here! I know that it is a lie! I know it's a lie because you said once when I had told you over and over again that I love you but what would you tell me? That you can't love me because we're both guys! You ignorant wimp! You never consider my feelings! You never called me first! You never love me first? I'm only one of those people you had accidentally cared! You are selfish! You are so greedy! You are a cold and cruel person! You know why? It's because you put your innocence in front of people even though you are doubting to help them! You fooled them on but not me you stupid wimp! No! not me!" he shouted, tears sliding on his cheeks from his pretty, pretty olive green eyes…

What have I done? Is it how he feels when I have said that all? And now I'm feeling it? I had stood there like a rock, astounded by his words. And it hurts.

" it hurts Yuuri. It really hurt. I had been like a doll and I'm feeling lost now I don't want to be lost forever so I had move on….so please stop this charade…. Please…. Stop" he said, his voice much softer and much pained tone…. He walks away again. Away from me and I let him again without even doing a thing. He would look back and glance even for a second but I notice it and it is all that matter that he would look back even if it pained him. And I would glance at his eyes too knowing that he would never look at me with love in it.

So I hung my head and cried silently.

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