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"I think I should go," she said as she pulled away from Damon, her breathing erratic. She left his place, running to her house as fast as she could, locking herself in her room the minute she entered the house.

She changed in to her pajamas and collapsed on her bed, exhausted. That night, all she did was dream about Damon. Honestly, she wasn't really sure how she felt about that.

As soon as she got to school the next day, she did her best to avoid Elena. She hated having to lie to her best friend. She also knew that Elena would never approve of what she's doing and she wanted to be spared of the 'Damon is dangerous' lecture. She found it ironic that Elena would lecture her on the risks of getting close to a vampire – especially Damon – when Elena herself was dating one. At least Damon could control himself when he drank human blood; Stefan went into a complete frenzy.

Since when was she against Stefan? She thought.

"Bonnie," she heard somebody call her name from behind. She turned around to find Caroline. Relieved at knowing that it wasn't Elena that had called her, she smiled.

"Hey, I tried calling you last night but you didn't pick up," she said, tone concerned.

I didn't know. Sorry," she apologized, knowing that Caroline would believe that. She wasn't technically lying; she didn't know that Caroline had called her. Caroline didn't need to know the reason why she didn't receive her call. She didn't want to tell Caroline that she kissed Damon, fully aware of the history between the two; but she knew that Caroline wouldn't judge her.

"What did Damon want?" she asked, disgusted.

"Nothing. He just needed help with something." She smiled despite herself, remembering the events of last night.

"I know that smile. I used to have that smile. Bonnie, please tell me that you do not have feelings for Damon?" she asked.

"What? No, I would never –" she stopped herself before she could say she didn't have feelings for Damon. "I don't know how I feel okay. Yesterday I was really happy and I haven't felt that way since Grams died." She waited for Caroline to lecture her on the bad habits of Damon, but surprisingly, she didn't. Instead, she said,

"If that is how you feel, then I'm okay with it. I don't understand why, him since there are so many guys that would be lucky to have you, but be careful. Make sure he's changed, before you fall too hard, I don't want you getting hurt."

As soon she finished, Bonnie hugged her. She was relieved that least one her friends knew about her feelings.

School passed fast enough. Fortunately, Elena wasn't at school today. She guessed that she was with Stefan.

When she got home that day, she tried to think of what to do with whole Damon situation as she did her after school routine. She just wished her Grams were here; she would be able to tell her what to do. Since she was a little girl, her Grams had practically raised her. Her mom died when she was a little girl so it was her grandma that took care of her, teaching her about life and everything else. She didn't know what to do without her, she knew she had her dad, Caroline and Elena, but it just wasn't the same. Her bond with her grandma was different and she missed it.

She had resolved to call Damon to discuss the current situation, she couldn't go on like this, contemplating the 'what if's'. She dialed his number reluctantly and said, "Hey Damon. I was wondering if you could come over today. My dad's at work and we really need to talk." She paused, waiting for his reply. "Okay, I'll see you in ten minutes."

She wasn't sure about this, but she knew it had to be done.

The doorbell rang and she quickly opened it. "Hey." He smirked.

"Hi. I'm glad you came." She waited for Damon to enter before suddenly remembering that he needed to be invited in.

"Oh, come in," she said as he entered. "About yesterday, we need to talk," she said bluntly.

"I know. You go first," he said, looking at her. Bonnie realized that she was no longer scared of him like she used to be.

"About the kiss….I really enjoyed it." She stopped abruptly. "But my grandma just died and I don't think I could handle anything else right now. Everything is just messed up, my feelings, my life." She stopped, searching for the right words. "I think we should be friends and see where that leads us," she concluded.

"Okay, if that is what you want…then friends." He smiled.

Okay so bonnie and Damon are friends , next chapter is how Damon feels out everything that happened .

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