Chapter 9

Can't Trust You Anymore

My POV

We had just finished getting the boys dressed. Macey had warned them about stretching out our clothes with their big butts when they got in them. Let's just say they didn't look too good in the clothes (A/N: in other words; I'm too lazy to describe so just imagine!)

My long sleeved arms hugged my body as I watched all my friends laughing and having fun and laughing. Dylan noticed and sat by me.

"Hey Cutie, why aren't you hanging out with your friends?" Dylan asked me and I just gave him a blank stare and he laughed "Don't give me that look; it's not going to work on me you know?" I couldn't help but crack a smile

"Why can't I just be left alone for once?" I asked him a little too harsh, he flinched and put his hands up in surrender and I just happened to notice that his wrists didn't have that COC mark that I do and this confused me

"Fine I give up!" he laughed. Dylan finally noticed the confusion on my face "Hey you okay?" he asked me looking concerned

"Why don't you have COC burned into your wrists?" I asked and it looked as if his breath had gotten caught in his throat

"Those are for the very special and already approved COC members. How would you know about them if you don't know anything- well almost anything about them?" Dylan's voice had come out cracked and worried and I just realized the whole room had gone quiet

"No reason…" I told him looking away and putting my hands up in surrender like he had not too long ago, but my sleeves decided to fall right then and everyone, except Felix, gasped at the burned in mark on my left wrist that had COC

"Crap." I muttered lifting my sleeves back up and sat on my hands

"Cammie…what was that?" Dylan had gone completely pale

"What was what?" I asked playing dumb and cussed myself out mentally when my voice cracked

"Don't play stupid with me Cameron Morgan, what's on your wrists?" Dylan practically growled at me through gritted teeth

"I don't know what you're talking abo-!" I was cut off when Bex tackled me the floor and I screamed in pain when my right ankle went into a weird angle. She grabbed my left wrist and yanked down the sleeve.

"CAMERON ANN MORGAN! WHAT IN BLOODY HELLS NAME IS THIS? YOU'RE A COC AGENT AND YOU DIDN'T EVEN TELL US!"Bex screeched at me while digging her long sharp nails into my left wrist

"Please stop! I'm not like them! I was only 12 when they did this, and I was dying! She-they-I-can't-you." The words wouldn't form right and I gave up and just went limp under her weight finally giving up.

Bex got off of me and growled at me as everyone else starred at me in complete disgust well except Felix because he already knew but he still didn't stick up for me and that hurt me really badly.

"Why didn't you tell us?" Liz's poor small voice asked but she wouldn't look at me she just looked at the floor

"Because I knew this would happen. I'm not like them!" I said not moving from my place once I had stood up and put weight on my left foot because my right foot wouldn't let me stand straight.

"Cammie-" I cut Macey off

"No! You guys you know me!" I was begging and tears flooded my eyes

"Cammie you've been marked!" Liz cried out finally looking at me as tears rolled down her small pale face

"But I swear I'm not like them you've got to believe me!" more tears fell down my cheeks

"I want to but I can't…" Liz looked away from me and ran into the bathroom with Bex and Macey following behind me but not before shooting me a glare. My vision got blurry with tears and I looked at the others that were staring at me.

"Dylan?" he couldn't even look at me "Grant?" he sat on Bex's bed looking out the window "Jonas?" even he wouldn't look at me and he's the nice one! "Nick?" Nick ran into the bathroom without looking at me "Felix?" my voice cracked but he shook his head and looked away "Zach?" he was looking at me

"Yes?" his voice was barely above a whisper and he walked to me "Why didn't you tell me Gallagher Girl? Can't you just trust me already?" Zach snapped

"Yes! Of course but…I didn't want you to hate me…" I trailed off as more tears ran down my face as he looked at me with no emotion except anger

"Excuse me? What you think I couldn't handle this!" he looked pissed…

"No! Obviously you can't because this is what I didn't want to happen!" I snapped back practically yelling at him and I saw his face soften but I wasn't going to be nice now

"Cammie I'm sorry I didn't mean to snap like that." Says Zach as he reaches out towards me but I jerk back

"Don't touch me or I'll break your fingers like a twig!" I snapped at Zach

"Cammie, I'm sorry!" Zach begged but I wasn't going for it so I walk/ limped out of the room and into the hallway with Zach right behind me. I stopped and turned around facing Zach.

"Forget it good bye Zach." I turned around and walked down the hall while crying. I turned a corner and froze.

"Hey Cammie long time no see huh?" the boy with his electric blue eyes and bleach blonde hair that kept getting in his eyes smirked at me

"CHASE!" I screamed but the tears started to come more and I collapsed on the marble floor onto my knees and started to bawl my eyes out as I heard Chase rushing over to me

"Cammie! What's wrong? Are you okay?" I shook my head furiously and looked at him through my tears, I pulled up my left sleeve and showed him the COC mark and his eyes got wide as he stumbled back away from me

"I've been marked since I was 12 but…I was never in it I swear!" more tears flew out of my face but Chase kept stepping back away from me while shaking his head no

"I'm so sorry Cammie." He turned and ran down the hall leaving me alone and bawling my eyes out as I curled up into a tight ball on the cold marble floor.

"Cammie!" I heard Bex's voice yell, I quickly got to my feet and ran into my secret and almost impossible to find passage way. Once I was there I collapsed on the bed my bed next to the window. I this room last year when I was hiding from Joe Solomon.

It had on the far right side of the room with a window overlooking the trees, Gallagher's garden and lake, the forest, and the beautiful starry sky. There was a walk in closet that had the most gorgeous clothes in the world that I never wore but knew fit me. A flat screen T.V. on the wall in front of my bed (the beds king sized with golden silk sheets.)

The floor's a fluffy blue along with the curtains on the one window in the room. The walls are sound proof so when I turned on my surround system no one hears my music or T.V. and then there are three purple bean bags on the left side wall surrounded by books. And then there's a bathroom next to the book shelves with a huge bath tub, huge mirror, ocean styled toilet that's really cool along the walls (in the bathroom) were pictures of the ocean and sea shells.

In the room the walls are blue and purple strips covered in pictures of Bex, Macey, Liz, and I along with posters of different and random things.

I looked out the window and saw everyone including Chase outside yelling my name and looking for me. The window is hidden so only I can see out of it and nobody even notices me unless I open the window.

Tears slid own my cheeks as I got on the PJ's that I never wear (blue tank top with gray and white shorts) and laid in the king sized bed and drifted off to sleep. This could possibly be the worst day of my entire life is you take out all the being killed…

~Sneek Peak~

"But Mr. Solomon what about my ankle?" i asked him as we started heading out through the gates he smiled at me "Don't worry Cammie, just try not to kill yourself okay?" i nodded and pulled up my hoodie and avoiding everyone i could