Im So Sorry Everyone Ive been so stressed with school! but Finally heres the Chapter 5! Enjoy!
For the first time that someone had left her Rachel didn't feel like crying, she just felt empty like she would never be happy again. All her happiness was drained in a few weeks.
Rachel went on the rest of the weekend like if nothing had happened she felt alone but she had to go on.
In glee club Rachel had to perform for Prom, she decided to go to the auditorium to practice Rolling in the Deep by Adele. She sat down in the piano bench and asked the stage crew to tell her when she finished if she was outstanding or just amazing.
Rachel: There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, and it's bringing me out the dark,
When she heard a voice start singing and she stopped. She turned and it was Jesse St. James her ex- boyfriend, he betrayed her; she glared at him as he came closer.
Jesse: Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your shit bare
See how I'll leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch
And it's bringing me out the dark
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
Rachel and Jesse: We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
And you played it to the beat
Rachel: Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you
And It's gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there
As mine sure won't be shared
Jesse: The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
Rachel and Jesse: We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
And you played it to the beat
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
And you played it
Jesse: with a beating
Throw your soul through every open door
Rachel: Count your blessings to find what you look for
Jesse: Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
Rachel:Pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow
Rachel and Jesse:
We could have had it all
We could have had it all
It all, it all, it all
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
And you played it to the beat
You could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
and you played
and you played
and you played
You played it to the beat.
Sam was still dating Quinn. He felt like he couldn't break up with her because she was helping him so much with his financial trouble. She took care of his brother and sister. Plus he sort of even started to like her again. When he saw Rachel walk down the hall with Puck, Jesse or Finn he felt a pang of jealousy. He couldn't help it; she wasn't talking to him ever since he sang the song to her and ditched her on the auditorium, he wondered if she cried his heart ached every time he thought of her, she couldn't kiss Quinn without wishing it was Rachel he was kissing and that it was her body his arms were around. He just loved Rachel so much he realized he needed her more than anything in the world. It was 12:00 in the morning he couldn't go to sleep and it was a school night so he stood up put on clothes, pulled on his shoes grabbed his jacket and walked out of the hotel room, they had moved to a new place it had 2 bedrooms so he had a room by himself. He walked with no destination, just walked and walked. The next thing he knew he was in the street Rachel lived on. He walked to her house and stopped in front of there he remembered hearing that her dads were leaving for a 5 day vacation so she was home alone. He climbed up to her window and knocked. She opened the window as soon as she saw who it was. "Sam!" she exclaimed. "What are you doing here!"
"I'm sorry!" Sam screamed.
(Rachel/Sam)
W- What?
I'm so sorry, I stayed with Quinn; I should've kissed you back on Saturday! I'm just so confused. Rachel you broke up with me. He took her face in his hands. Why?
Rachel was looking into Sam's eyes. I – I thought you cheated on me. The earring Sam, who's is it?
I'm. Not. Sure. It wasn't my mom's and Amy's ears aren't pierced yet. Quinn never entered my room.
Someone wanted us to break up, Sam, we need to find out whose earring it is.
He kissed her without warning, when their lips crashed together they saw fireworks.
Sam. Please. No Rachel said stepping away from him I – I'm with someone else. She ran a hand through her hair looking distressed and you're still with Quinn. He nodded I know, who are you with? Rachel looked at Sam then at the ground Jesse came back, and we sang together and well Lauren transferred and I was feeling horrible because Jesse came back, Puck and I got together.
You guys are best friends though, how will that work out?
I don't know Sam it just does we're happy together.
It's too late. I was too late; I should've taken you while I had the chance.
Sam it's never too late, we don't know what will happen in the future. Rachel kissed him in the cheek lightly. It's late you should get home.
Yes. I should. Rachel I really hope you're happy and find love.
She caressed his cheek,I already did.
They were both with the wrong people they loved each other and they knew it. Sam left home. Rachel lied in her bed thinking about Sam. How he was so sweet to her and how he held her body so gently and he wasn't so rough. How his kisses were soft and slow and not urgent. She missed him so much. But she couldn't hurt Puck she couldn't loose him.
The next day Puck and Rachel were at her house. They were talking in her bed and just holding hands. Puck would steal kisses from her now and then while she was talking. When she started talking about how guys were sexist he grabbed her tiny waist and pulled her towards him and kissed her. They were making out in her bed their arms around each other he was on top of her. He took off her shirt and then he took off his own shirt. Then slowly his hands were running on the brim of her skirt slowly taking it off. She was in her underwear now; he pulled of his jeans and threw them on the floor. "Puck" she breathed, "I can't do it." He kept kissing her neck running his hands on her back starting to take off her bra. "Come on, babe" he pleaded kissing her again on her lips. He had taken off her bra. His hands ran over her bare breasts. "Please, Puck don't make me do this." She covered her body with the blanket on her bed. He kissed her once more on her lips, "Alright, we'll stop."
"You're mad." She stated.
"No, baby, just kind of hoped you were ready by now."
She got her bra from the floor and put it on she got off from the bed and put on her pajamas that were on her counter. She sat next to Puck who was only in his boxers, she grabbed his hand "I'm sorry."
He kissed her "You have nothing to be sorry about, you're not ready. I understand."
He grabbed her hands and put them on his chest "I love you Rachel, more than anything I'm willing to wait forever." He leaned towards her and kissed her on the forehead. "Thank You, Puck" was all she could say.
"Sam. Sam. Sam?" Quinn said waving her hand in front of her boyfriend. "Huh?" he asked, looking at her. "I was saying that I think we should sing a duet for Glee Club! You know, to make us dating more official." He felt uneasy, "Quinn, I'm not sure, I just don't think it's a good idea." She grimaced "Why not?" He looked at the floor "I just don't want to sing, a duet, I – I rather sing by myself" He lied; he didn't want to sign with her he wanted to sing with Rachel. There was no one else he'd rather sing with, and he couldn't sing with Quinn because he no longer felt the same way about her like before. "Sam we have to sing a duet!" Quinn insisted, "we're the best couple in there! I mean Puckleberry is a joke! How could they be the best couple! Oh, and so since I'm running for Prom Queen; you have to run for prom king!" She leaned in and kissed him. Sam stood up. "I don't want to run for prom king! And they are the best couple they never fight and they always agree on everything! She doesn't make him do things he doesn't want to and he doesn't make her do things she doesn't want to! God Quinn do whatever you want but don't drag me into it!" Sam screamed at Quinn furiously. Quinn's eyes started watering "Im sorry Sam, if – if you don't want to do it I'll just be prom queen by myself, I just thought it would be nice, I mean we haven't done a lot of things together, you seem distant." He sat back down next to her and grabbed her hand. "I'm sorry." Quinn nodded "I love you." Sam couldn't reply.
Jesse had come back, all he could think of, was Rachel rejecting him that day when they sang 'Rolling in the Deep' then he saw Rachel and Puck every day at school. He got kicked out of UCLA, and now he worked with Mr. Schuester as co-director of New Directions. No one trusted him though, everyone thought he wanted Vocal Adrenaline to win he didn't, he just wanted to win Rachel back, and that's exactly what he was planning to do.
Finn sat in his room, thinking about Rachel how he broke up with her without a reason, she was with Puck now though. He let her go for the third and last time. She let him know that very well he flashbacked to the break up:
Rachel was sitting beside him in the couch; they were watching 'Rent' the movie.
He had his arms around her and she was sitting in his lap her legs on the couch on top of his.
He nuzzled her neck and kissed her on the lips
. The movie was finishing. Rachel turned it off and turned to face Finn so that her knees were on his lap and her arms were around her neck and she leaned down to kiss him. His hand were on her hips and she was kissing him, passionately, urgently like she had something to forget and she did she wanted to forget Sam, because he was with Quinn. Finn thought of the Mailman as she kept kissing him, "Rach stop, we need to stop," he said stopping.
"Oh." She replied her cheeks turning a bright red, "Right, sorry, I get so caught up." He smiled at her, kissing her again but gentler one hand in on her waist and the other on her cheek she kissed him back slowly this time, he ended the kiss and put his forehead on hers he was looking into her eyes, "Rach I'm in love with you."
She looked at him not sure what to say , she was confused, she wasn't sure who she loved, she liked Finn, but she wasn't in love with him, she had to face it, but she couldn't tell him so she just nodded.
"Don't you love me too?" He asked her. She looked at the time breaking the eye contact, "It's late, Finn, I should go."She stated quickly standing up and grabbing her coat from the other couch.
"Rachel I asked you a question!" he said indignantly. "I just don't know." She said looking at the floor. "Rachel, I thought you did! If you don't, just leave me. I don't want to be with someone who doesn't reciprocate the same feelings!" She looked at him sadly, "I'm sorry, I'll leave now, but this is the last time you'll ever break up with me." She stated shortly and left him.
Finn regretted breaking up with her, she probably was just confused at the moment and needed time to restore her feelings back into place and love him again. He only knew one thing now it was never too late; he needed one last chance to show her he really cared.
Rachel was standing in front of her locker when Puck came up behind Rachel and put his arms around her waist and nuzzled her neck. She laughed as she turned around and kissed him. She closed her locker and they walked hand in hand down the hall. Rachel leaning slightly towards Puck and Puck grinning ahead of him, somehow he felt like the luckiest guy in the world, he didn't know why, but that's how he felt with Rachel by his side.
Sam saw Puck and Rachel walk down the hall together hand in hand laughing. He was alone Quinn wasn't at school today. Rachel looked at him and smiled then let go of Pucks hand and told him "See you later." Puck walked off and Rachel walked towards Sam and hugged him, Sam didn't want to let go of her he loved the smell of her hair. Rachel dug her face in Sam's neck never wanting to leave his arms, but she was with Puck and he was with Quinn. So they let go of each other and talked.
(Rachel/Sam)
Hello.
Hey, Rach, oh sorry Rachel (Only her boyfriend was allowed to call her that.)
It's okay, really. So how have you been? She really only wanted to know about him and Quinn.
Could be better I guess. Quinn and I have been getting in a lot of fights. It's not cool. And you?
I'm really well; actually Puck and I are really happy right now. I mean I don't think I could ever love him as much as I did other guys but he's nice and I like him.
Oh, that's good. I really don't know if I can last any longer with Quinn. I just hope that we can make it through this. I want to love her. I just can't.
What do you mean? Are – are you in love with someone else? It slipped out of her mouth she didn't think Oh I'm sorry! Its none of my business.
Yes. I am. Every time I'm with Quinn I wish it was her. But she's just not interested.
Oh I'm sorry. I shouldn't have asked.
It's okay. I don't mind. Rachel I need to tell you something. We have to be alone.
Sam I don't know if it's a good idea.
He stopped walking. Please?
She nodded and looked around and pulled him into an empty classroom.
Not here Rachel! Can I come over today maybe at midnight?
What! I mean of course, sure just, don't knock on the door; through the window my dads are here.
He nodded and kissed her on the cheek See you he left the classroom. She sat down in a chair and thought: Why do I have to love him so damn much?
Midnight:
Sam knocked on Rachel's window. Rachel opened the window and stepped back so he could come in. "Hey." He smiled at her.
"Hi." She said slowly. They sat down on her bed. "So what did you want to talk about?" she asked him.
He stood up and locked her bedroom door. "Rachel the reason why I haven't been with Quinn its because we broke up, it was neutral, we weren't good for each other, I was in love with someone else with you."
He leaned in and kissed her, she kissed him back; right now it was only Sam and Rachel. No one else existed; it was them in their perfect bubble. Their clothes slowly came off his kisses slow and gentle traveling through out her body. They felt so right, so safe with each other. Their bodies tangled on her bed, his hands on her back pressing their bodies closer to each other feeling each others body heat. Rachel's fingers digging into Sam's back. Rachel gave herself to Sam. They were in each others arms when Sam whispered "Im in love with you." Now Rachel knew exactly what to say "Im in love with you, too." That night they slept in each others arms feeling all the love they once tried to hide.
WOOO SAMCHEL! right?
Nope. Here comes more drama!
It might be a little time for the 6th chapter! Just stick with me!
No later than Saturday!
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