A/N: Hey everyone sorry for the delay. Hope anyone isn't angry. Well here's chapter 4. Chapter 5 might take a while since I'm trying to get the idea for that chapter and place it all together.

Disclaimer: I don't own glee

Edit: I fixed a few spelling mistakes and nothing that will change the story or the chapter. Warnings are there are some swearing and abuse. Also thankyou to the person who beta'ed this: redrosegal

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I was shaking, mostly from fear. Why did I just do that? Why did I just tell Paul to get out? I should of let him stay, but I know what would have happened. Now it might be worse though. The consequence though, I don't want that. I don't want Blaine to get hurt, I know I can handle it. Him though? I'm not sure. Yes he's a tough hobbit but he doesn't know Paul like I do. Paul won't stop once he starts. Paul is a nightmare, and a person who enjoys playing with his prey.

Sighing I turned towards Blaine hoping he wouldn't question me. He was pacing back and forth and kept glancing at the door in anger. That hope is a lost cause though, that anger is another one. He looked towards me with a mix of anger, and confusion. Anger at Paul, anger at what I gone though? I wouldn't know.

"Kurt I think you need to explain something."

"I don't need to explain anything to you." What was there to explain? Even though his glaze is so full of questions, how much could I answer? How much would I answer? I didn't want to explain because that would mean admitting all of this. All of what is happeneing inside my head.

"Just explain Paul. I want to know Kurt, I want to..." Blaine trailed off. Protect you.(1)

"Paul is Paul. He use to be nice, now he isn't. That's all you need to know." Some things are better off unsaid.(2)

"Kurt I want to protect you." His brown eyes looked into mine and I gulped. I looked away fast before I did something I shouldn't.

"I don't need to be protected. I don't need you to protect me." Turning back to face him I glared slightly. "I'm no girl or a Disney princess who needs protecting. Even though some of the princesses can protect themselves. Otherwise though. You get the point."

"I don't think I do Kurt!" He turned and ran a hair though his un-gelled hair. His natural curls were lose and on the wild. At times when they use to be un-gelled I would run my fingers though them, now though I won't. That was the past. Now is the present. He turned back to me with an unreadable expression. "I want to protect you Kurt. I know your not fragile but... you wouldn't understand."

"Then explain to me!" He told me to explain when he needs to explain things himself. This was all becoming too stressful. So confusing, things are being left unsaid when they should just be out there.

"I can't!" He shouted. I was caught off guard by the yell.

"Just face it Blaine we don't know eachother that well anymore!" I was turning the subject completely around. Into a fight? Who knows but right now I'm angry, I'm in fear. It's overwhelming. I sat up more in the hospital bed about to get off of the bed if I had to. My legs were stung over already. Atleast I was telling the truth. We didn't know eachother. He is so foregon to me.

"Kurt I want to get to know you again! I missed you!" He was closer to me now, taking large steps closer and closer to the bed. "Don't get up, please let me explain." Gasping I pushed away from him, towards the other side of the bed. My eyes were huge and blanked out as I remembered what happened, similar to this.

It was happening faster. He was coming closer. Paul was taking steps towards me, large steps. Closer to me, who was on the bed. Closer with his hand raised high, and higher it went until the smacked down onto my face. Ouch. The pain was spreading up my cheek and till it covered my arms and legs from the punches he was giving me.

I closed my eyes in pain, just some more time. A couple hours at most then it will be over. That was my hope. I would survive till the hours past, till he finally finished what he wanted. Till he finally thought he owned me.

"Don't Get up you bitch."

"Kurt!" I felt somebody shaking me. Blinking I jumped slightly pushing Blaine's hands off my shoulders.

"Go away!" I was still shaking. I wanted him gone, when he wasn't here. I felt less better but I didn't have to deal with all of this now. I could put it off till later, but when Blaine is here. I have to face everything. When alone I could blank out and forget who I was, even if it was for alittle while. Right now I was confused and it frustrates me.

Blaine sighed. He was hesitating. "I need some time to think." I explained to him.

"Alright, just know Kurt that I'm here for you. I always will be. Can I ask you something though?" He asked me smiling slightly. I nodded my head indicating he could. "Can I drive you home tormmow? Maybe go for coffee once we get out of here. I know hospital food isn't that great."

I grinned slightly. Maybe he still knew me more then I though. "Sure."

"Well bye Kurt." He slowly stepped over and hugged me. Letting go sooner then I wanted him to he smiled and left.

I fell back on the bed. These feelings reminded me of when I was 17. It was just like then, but at the same time totally different.

"Dad I'm fine!" I argued with the man in front of me, who was very angry.

"You don't look fine! No son of mine...!" He wandered off into a fit of mumbled swears and cursing Paul's name. My dad was the only one I had to keep in contact in, but even with the brief conversations I kept things to a minimum saying I was busy with work. He was pacing the room which reminded me of earlier today.

Carole decided right then to interfer. "Burt, Kurt must have had his reasons to not tell us." She made a sideways glance at me. Crap... Both of them turned their heads towards me for answers, and I though she was on my side. Traitor.

"Carole, dad. It is nothing to worry about. I'm sorry for making you guys cancel most of your second honeymoon." I felt even worse now. I ruined their honeymoon again. First when I wanted to go to Dalton, and now because of this. I can't do anything right now can I?

He walked over to my bed and sat down next to me. "Son." He stared at me. "Don't feel guilty about this. We don't mind leaving the honeymoon to come see you. Just so you know. We are going back later on in the week. Alright?"

Sighing I nodded. "Yes Dad." Feeling slightly better but not enough to face the truth.

"I'm always here for you. I hope you know that Kurt." He sighed and looked at me with all the care in love in the world, and it was for me.

It was for me.

A/N: I decided to leave it off here. I was going to also post the day he got out but I didn't have it finished yet so it got cut. I hope you like it so reveiw! ^^ The Burt, Kurt, and Carole scene was very hard for me to write. Like I'm not that dependent on my dad and I don't really open up to him. So sorry if that part sucked.

(1): I hope this doesn't confuse people but I thought I should add what Blaine was going to add when he trailed off.

(2): This is what Kurt is thinking, yet won't say.

Hayleighreid: Thankyou so much for reveiwing and I'm glad you loved it ^^ Yes Kurt is relizing things, and Blaine is protecting him. I got some ideas I want to write out and maybe post for a chapter. Depends if it all works out.

JuliaBell: Yes I love heroic Blaine too. I also like heroic Kurt too. :)

Well that's it. Thankyou all for reading. Chapter 5 will be out somewhat soon.

~Tori Sohma