A/N: IM SOOO SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT IVE BEEN EXTREMELY BUSY WITH COLLEGE ITS A HASSEL BUT I AM NOT ABANDONING THIS STORY NO WORRIES THERE I KNOW I PROMISED THREE CHAPTERS AND THEY ARE IN THE PROGRESS OF BEING TYPED, I JUST THOUGHT YOU GUYS WOULD WANT THIS CHAPTER AFTER BEING FINISHED. THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS AND IM GLAD YOU GUYS ARE ENJOYING IT SO FAR. PLEASE KAURE

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BPOV

Ben and I helped Jasper to his room while Angela stayed back and talked with the green eyed guy and the short pixie girl. "C'mon Jasper" I said while helping him down the stairs. "B, why don't you just leave me here, I don't want to go back to my room." He said. I rolled my eyes and kept myself from crying, I couldn't believe that I almost lost my best friend, my brother.

When we got back to his room with a lot of whining from Jasper, I was pissed to see Randall there pacing back and forth. "What the fuck are you doing here?" I screamed at him. He stopped pacing and turned to look at us, but before he could say anything a fist connected with his face, I looked to see livid Jasper. I was shocked in place I couldn't move and by the looks of it neither could Ben. He didn't stop there he walked over to Randall, picked him up and started punching him with everything he had.

"You fucker! How could you, after everything I did for you, you go and pull this shit!"

He punched him in the gut Randall fell to the ground.

"Jazz, man stop please." Randall gasped out.

"Stop? You fucking want me to stop! What about you, huh, nothing could stop you from fucking Maria huh? You asshole."

I knew I had to stop Jasper before he hurt Randall even more. Even if I didn't like Randall, I rushed forward to try and pry Jasper off of Randall. "Jasper stop!" he wouldn't listen "Jasper! C'mon Jasper stop!" I looked back at Ben "Ben don't just stand there, do something." He rushed over to try and help Randall when all of a sudden he was punched in the gut by Randall.

Great.

I didn't know what else to do so I rushed out in hopes of finding some help and ran straight into a hard chest or wall more like it. "Whoa are you ok?" when I looked up I was met with the green eyes, I had forgotten he had asked me a question. "Huh, oh yea I am but please help I've tried everything and nothing works." I said. He looked at me with a confused look until we heard a loud crash.

We ran back to the room and found Randall laying on the now broken coffee table, with jasper standing above him, fists clenched and breathing heavily.

"Jasper!" I screamed.

The green eyed guy ran over to check on Randall "He's still breathing." He said. Randall made a groaning sound and tried to get up; Jasper saw and made a move towards him. I rushed over and started pushing Japer in the other direction. "Stop Jasper! Calmate!" I screamed at him, we had learned Spanish not only from spending our freshman vacation in Mexico, but Felix my chef was Mexican, Jasper looked down at me.

"No mas, no more Jasper." I said

He looked at Randall "Get a new fucking room Randall, you're dead to me." With that he walked out of the room, I looked over at Ben apologetically and ran after Jasper. "Jasper espera, wait up." I caught his arm, "No me escuchaste? I said stop." He looked at me with guilty eyes. "Perdoname B. I'm sorry it's just he pissed me off." His eyes got glassy. "Hey." I whispered "That asshole deserved it." He cracked a smile and his tear slipped "Yea he did." We sat down on the stairs leading up to the rooms.

I saw Angela walking towards us with the pixie like girl from earlier. "Hey B. whoa Jazz what happened to your hands?"

"Jazz here thought it would be a good idea to go all ape shit on Randall, I must admit it was pretty funny. Oh and he kicked him out." Angela's eyes went wide

"Oh shit seriously?"

"Yea and that asshole punched Ben in the gut when he was only trying to help." Whoops bad idea, Angela looked about to kill somebody, but before she could say anything, Ben spoke up from the top of the staircase "I'm fine Ang really." Angela rushed to him. If there was one person I didn't have to worry about it was Angela, Ben loved her to death. We turned to give them their privacy.

I looked at the pixie girl standing in front of us. "I wanted to thank you, if you hadn't have screamed we would have never seen Jasper." I said extending my hand towards her. "No problem, really like my friend said I was in the right place at the right time." She said while shaking my hand "I'm Bella, Bella Swan, and this is Jasper Whitlock." I said pointing at Jasper who wasn't really paying attention, I nudged him. "Huh? Oh hello." He said.

"I'm Alice Brandon, your roommate." She said. "Oh, that's cool." We were quite for a while until Ben and Angela decided to join us. "Hey Ben what happened to Randall did that guy help him?" I asked. "Yea Randall was pretty fucked up, and that guy um Edwin-" he was cut off by Alice. "Edward." "Yea Edward helped him to the hospital wing." "Um and where is the hospital wing I should really go look for Edward." Alice asked. I told her how to get there and she left, I turned to look at Jasper and he was staring after Alice with a confused look.

"Hey Jasper you want to leave these two love birds and go get a bite to eat? I'm sure mom will make us he delicious chicken sandwiches' she knows we love so much." I said and he smiled. "Come on then let's go- wait isn't it a little too late though?"

"Has that ever stopped us before and besides it what like seven?" we stood up and I turned to see Angela and Ben "We'll see you guys later." I said and headed towards the cafeteria, and just how I knew mom was there.

"Mom." I said, she looked up with a smile on her face that wavered a little when she saw Jasper. "Belly, Jazzy, what a pleasant surprise." Mom also known as Maggie was the sweetest old lady you could have ever met and was the only one who got away with calling us those ridiculous nicknames. "Hey mom." we said "Let me guess, chicken sandwiches?" she asked. We nodded. "So mom how have you been?" I asked, "I've been good sweetie what about you?" before I could answer her she interrupted me. "Jasper Whitlock what on earth happened to your hands?" mom screamed.

Oh boy. Jasper pulled his hands back and stared at me with wide eyes, I just stared back. What else was I supposed to do? "Answer me young man, what happened to your hands?" mom looked really, I don't think I had ever seen mom mad before.

"I…uh…" he stuttered

"Jasper."

He hung his head, mom was one of the people that Jasper respected and had a really close relationship with. She helped him just like we did when he was a shell of himself. He had so much respect for her it was crazy. I knew for sure jasper hated himself now more than ever knowing the way mom was talking to him, he hated the fact that he had disappointed her, it was written all over his face when he looked up to look at her in the face.

"I got in a fight." He whispered

"With who?"

"Randall."

Mom sighed. I decided to leave them and took my sandwich and drink and went over to sit by the pool. I dipped my feet in the pool, the water was warm and the sky was clear of clouds but was full of stars. I couldn't stop thinking about the green eyed guy, the godlike creature from this morning and this afternoon, and this night. I was in deep thought that I didn't notice when someone sat down next to me until they spoke up.

"Hey" his voice startled me so much I literally jumped and fell in the pool with a loud splash. When I surfaced, I saw a lighter looking Jasper. I narrowed my eyes at him

"Oh Jazz you are so dead." I could tell he was trying to hold in his laughter. "B you should have seen your face." He said, he started laughing so hard that I had to crack a smile; it was good seeing him be so carefree after everything that happened.

"Shut up Jasper and help me up." He reached down still laughing; I decided to get some revenge. I jumped up and pulled him in; he landed with a loud splash. Now it was my turn to laugh.

When he surfaced I stopped laughing once I saw the look on his face. I knew that look, I hated that look, it was a look that said 'you're dead.' Oh boy this couldn't end well. My thoughts were confirmed when all he said was one word.

"Run."

I squealed and started swimming as fast as I could away from him. I felt him getting closer. I felt a hand on my ankle; I screamed and was pulled under water. When I emerged Jasper was laughing "Jasper you idiot, you freaking suck." "Come on B you have to admit that was funny." He said still chuckling, I smiled but then sighed.

"So now that we're in here I have to ask, are you ok?"

"I will be, don't worry, it hurts I won't lie it feels like someone is tearing me apart limb for limb, I loved her, shit I still love her even after what she did, but I'll be fine, I'm not going to lie I really thought she was the one." He trailed off the sadness coming back.

"Hey none of that Jasper Whitlock, 'the one' is out there somewhere for you ok?" he nodded "So what did mom say to you?" I asked. He sighed "Nothing she was disappointed that I hit Randall." I bit my lip

"Jazz?"

"Yes?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure."

"Why did you do it?"

I wanted to know what led him to the gym roof; I wanted to know why he thought that was his only choice. He looked at me and then down at the water and sighed, I looked at my hands that were under the water.

"I don't know" he whispered.

"I felt everything crumbling under me, I just kept thinking 'the pain won't go away, the pain won't go away, why won't it go away?' I didn't really think until I was already up on the roof ledge looking down, then the only thought running through my head was 'I can end the pain, if I just take one step. One step and everything would go away, the fight with my father, the looks of pity from my mother, the constant reminders of Peter, Randall and Maria's betrayal, just everything, that just everything would disappear, that it would be like my cuts, less painful."

I was in tears just remembering his scars. After the accident, and when the fights with his father started, Jasper started cutting himself to get rid of the pain; it had started with his wrists but then developed into his arms as well. He had scars. When I found out I couldn't have imagined how hard his life was and is, he had stopped by himself but the reminder was always there, a constant reminder.

"Jazz-" I choked out, I couldn't finish my sentence because I was crying so much. I didn't know he felt that way, I felt him moving towards me, I couldn't stop sobbing the pain I felt was unbearable. He put his arms out and I threw my arms around his neck. I couldn't believe it; I had almost lost him today.

"Bella, please Bells calm down."

I hiccupped

"How can I calm down Jasper? You almost killed yourself tonight. I almost lost you; do you know how I felt? I could feel that something was wrong, we looked for hours Jasper, and you were nowhere to be found. Do you know what I felt when I heard Alice scream? I felt helpless when I saw you up on that ledge looking so determined to jump, a part of me died that instant I kept thinking we we're too late. Then I saw you being pulled away from the ledge and I kept thanking god for giving you a second chance, I thanked the guy that pulled you away from the ledge for letting me keep my brother longer. Jasper we almost lost you tonight, did you even think what you would have done to us if that guy hadn't pulled you off the edge and you did jump and die? Angela, Me, Ben, and Mom? It would have killed us Jasper; we would have died with you in that moment as well. Jazz we love you and we want to help, like we did when we first met." I couldn't stop rambling; Jasper had tears in his eyes as well.

"Bella I'm sorry B, you don't know how sorry I am, I didn't think of the consequences of my actions, but Bella I was in a dark place, I could literally feel it eating me alive, I'm so sorry for what I put you guys through, I never meant for any of this to happen, but you have to understand me Bella what they did to me was horrible, that kind of betrayal." He said.

"Jazz I understand-" he cut me off

"No you don't Bella this hasn't happened to you."

"Ok no it hasn't but you have to understand that there were better ways of dealing with this situation instead of trying to kill yourself. I know how much Randall and Maria hurt you but there were better ways." I still had tears running down my face. We stayed quiet for a while.

"I am sorry B, next time I'll come to you, Angela, or mom about my problems instead of trying to see if I can fly." He smiled.

"Not funny Jazz."

"Oh come on B I'm here ok, that's all that matters."

"Yeah and I promise nothing like this is ever going to happen I'll make sure of that, no one will hurt you like they hurt you Jazz I promise." He smiled.

"Ok B whatever you say, anyways you wanna get out it's starting to get cold and if I get sick I swear B it's all your fault." My eyes went wide and my mouth dropped open, he smiled.

"My fault? Who was the one that scared me half to death?"

"Hey I resent that all I said was 'hey' it's not my fault you were in LaLa land and weren't paying attention to your surroundings."

I was about to say something when we were interrupted. "Hey guys we were looking all over for you, what the hell are you guys doing in the pool?" we turned to see Angela, Ben, Alice, the guy I now knew was Edward, and another bigger guy with dark brown curly hair and blue eyes. He would look really intimidating at first glance if it wasn't for the fact that when he smiled he had these huge dimples.

"Just going for a midnight swim Ang." I said sarcastically, she rolled her eyes.

"Whatever just get out before Mr. Volturi finds you in there when he does his night strolls."

We got out with the help of Ben, "Well anyways what time is it?" I asked Angela.

"Its 8:30."

"Ok well come on I want to go change, Jazz go change and meet us at the warehouse."

He rolled his eyes and gave me a quick salute

"Yes Ma'am." He took off before I could smack him

"Jackass!" I screamed after him. He chuckled.

"So I'm guessing he's in a better mood?" Angela asked

I sighed "Yea he talked to mom and then we had a long and I mean long talk, after he threw me in the pool." They laughed "So not funny." I grumbled

"Ok B so what's this about going to the warehouse?" Ben asked

"I was just thinking that we could go chill for a while you know after everything that happened Jazz needs this, we can do a song or just chill, you know mess around or something." I turned to Alice, Edward, and the burly guy, "You guys are welcomed to come if you want." They nodded

"Well I'm going to go change. Angela you coming or do you want to stay with Ben?"

"I'll go with you, its ok right ben?" he nodded.

"Well we'll meet you there then." He nodded and gave her a quick kiss. I rolled my eyes and pulled her away walking towards the school building

"Come on lover girl there will be plenty of time for that later." They chuckled and she blushed.

"Damn it Bella really." She growled

"Sorry but damn you guys are all over each other twenty-four seven."

We hit the corridors and before she could say anything we heard voices.

"Jazzy please he meant nothing to me, I love you and only you." I was Maria. That bitch had the nerve to say something like that to him after everything she put him through, Angela must have heard her too because she looked on the verge of killing somebody. She was about to step around the corner when I stopped her and shook my head. "Wait." I whispered she was reluctant but nodded anyways.

"Love me? You fucking love me? Oh that's rich Maria, you never loved me, you only loved my money, if you really truly loved me like you say you do, you never would have cheated on me with Randall. Of all the guys it had to be him? Anyways it's way too fucking late to apologize." I smiled.

"Jasper come on it didn't mean anything what happened with Randall was a fucking mistake, it's always been you." Wow someone was desperate. I couldn't just stand here and take her bullshit anymore I turned the corner and stalked up to her and punched her in the face again.

"Fucking Bitch!" I stalked over to where she landed on the ground and picked her up by her hair and continued punching her anywhere and everywhere I could. She got me by the hair and slapped me, it stung but that wasn't going to stop me from showing her that you don't mess with one of my loved ones and get away with it.

"How could you after everything that happened you think he will take your sorry ass back? After what you and that dipshit Randall did to him wow you are desperate huh you SLUT!" I punched her in the gut and then I felt myself being lifted off of her by the waist, I tried to pull away but my attempts were useless Jasper had a death grip on my waist almost painful.

"Bella stop she's not worth it." Jasper said

"Jazz let me go! That Bitch! JAZZ!" but he wouldn't budge. Maria was standing up from the ground all the while wiping her mouth that was bleeding as well as her nose, I got a satisfied look on my face but I couldn't help but think that she deserved so much more.

"You'll pay for this you psycho!" she screamed at me. I made a launch towards her but was stopped by Jasper. "Is that a threat you whore!" I screamed at her.

"No it's a promise."

For those of you who dont know spanish:

CALMATE- Calm down

NO ME ESCUCHASTE- Didn't you hear me

PERDONAME- Forgive me

ESPERA- Wait

NO MAS- No more

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