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"Izaaayyyyaaaa-kun."

I savored the sound when he said my name. Spoken with that voice I haven't heard in months. I could not even begin to explain how strange it was for me to just look and see that angered flustered look on his face. The emotions he held on said face always drove me wild to be near him always to see that face. "How's it going Shizu-chan?"

"Get the fuck out of Ikebukuro!" I watched his hands tremble at his sides, never had I seen him tremble at this state. This movement was not out of anger, what puzzled me was...what was troubling him-aside from me? Or could the problem be..me?

"Aww Shizu-chan if I leave now we won't have our fun will we?" I brought out my knife for emphaisis on my statement. I watched he gaze falter from me to the ground, another thing I never saw him do. I needed him to pay attention to me. Swiftly I sped towards him and swung my knife at his head leaving a thin cut along his cheek. That must have brought him to a realization of the situation.

Not even bringing a hand to wipe the blood dripping down his face Shizuo came at me. Yes, just what I wanted. At first I dodged his attacks like usual, maybe just to live off the thrill of our chase one last time.
His fists stopped as he lifter with ease a traffic sign. I smiled knowing if he hit me with it more than once I would surely die.

"Get that damn smile off your face asshole!" Shizuo swung at me hitting me instantly onto my back knocking the wind of me. I watched the monster guardian of Ikebukuro stand above me with a grin on his face.
"Finally caught you, you bastard."

I loved seeing that smile on his face, that sight was so rare for anyone, let alone me, to see. It was a perfect sight to see as I died by his hands. "Yeah, you caught me." I breathed out. "Now do it...Kill me."

At first Shizuo lifted his hand with the sign in the palm right above my head, making me thing this was the end, but it wasn't. With my eyes shut I felt no hit, not a strike at all. I opened my eyes to see Shizuo throw the sign to the corner of the alley we ended up in. This made me nervous, why wasn't he killing me? Nervously I began to speak trying to keep my usual sacastic attitude in my voice.
"What's the matter Shizu-chan? Can't kill me? Isn't this what you wanted?"

He remained silent.

"Come on! Kill Me!" I began to shout getting hysterical. I leaned up grabbing his shirt trying to pull him down. "Kill Me!" I nearly begged, I was losing myself bit by bit to my own madness. I took my knife and placed it in his hands and guided his hand to my thoat. I pulled and pulled to try and drag it across but his strength surpassed my own making it stay in place. "Come on kill me." Angry at this action I pried my blade from his grip and brought it two my wrists. "Fine I will do it myself!" I dragged it violently across my wrists instantly blood began to build up over my pale skin. A pair of hands wrapped themselves around my cuts after throwing my knife away from my grasp.

"Stop that!" Shizuo yelled at me.

"Why?" I tried to pull my hands from his tight grasp. "Let go Shizuo!"

"Izaya?" Shizuo asked in a light worried voice.

"Let go!" I yelled again, pulling at my injured wrists trapped in his hands.

"Izaya!" Shizuo yelled louder at me.

"What?"

"Don't do this."

"Seriously? You of all people telling me not to die? I expected better of you Shizuo! I want this to end! I have nothing here! The only thing I had to live for was making your life miserable but even now you ignore me. You, the person I thought would understand what it is like to be an outcast in this city could feel my pain and kill me! Well, I guess you are as weak as the rest of these humans."

"You love humans."

"They don't love me. I tried but I can't win the effection of even one of them."

"You don't need humans." Shizuo muttered, but I caught it.

"What?"

"You don't need their effection. As long as you are your stupid, cocky, sacastic, and the stupid flea self that I chase out of our city."

"Our?"

"Yeah, our."

"What are you saying? And how come you have been avoiding me?" I nearly screamed. I my eyes were begining to brim with tears. No-I can't cry like this in front of him. He can never know.

"I just, I couldn't-I can't really explain it. I just couldn't find myself able to try and hurt you anymore. The feelings in me burn with a fire like hatred, but sometimes it will be a more electric feeling.
When it is like that...I just can't cause you any harm. I-no...nevermind."

Maybe it was his facial expression, maybe it was the loss of blood, maybe even my own emotions coming out, but what happened I never expected myself to say to him of all people.

"I love you Shizuo."

Authors Note:

Yeah, I am going to be finishing this story within the next or next next chapter. I hope everyone likes it so far.

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