...I've been like completely discouraged about my fanfictions lately... I might shut down soon or something. but whatever.

==Miku's POV==

" Mikuo... I wish I could hear your voice... I wish I knew you were listening..." I was still holding his hand refusing to let go. " You ...you shouldn't have done that to yourself... " I laughed a bit. I know he woudn't have had it any other way if put in that situation. I just wish it wasn't so deep. " Mikuo, if... you can hear me give me a sign. I just need to know you are..." I waited for a but expecting nothing would happen.

Then, out of no where, his finger twitched a bit. I smiled, " so you can... Thank you Mikuo... Thank you so much, for not only doing your best to not hurt me but for everything else. I might not come back but I just want to say this one last time. I love you Mikuo." I leaned over and kissed his cheek. Then I heard the door open.

I saw it was Rin and Len. "Miku..." Rin said.

" It's not what it looks like. " I said. I don't want to deny it but I have to.

" We aren't that dumb you know. " Len said.

" What are you talking about? " I asked.

" We know you love Mikuo, we've always known. The way you look at him and talk to him, it's completely different then how you do so to us." Rin said smiling while holding Len's hand. " You've accomplished one thing. Go accomplish the other and come home a winner."

I smiled softly and let go of Mikuo's hand to walk over to Rin and Len. " Yeah, I guess you're right Rin. I'm glad you finally figured out what love is though you two. I really am." I hugged them both. " I just hope I'll be able to come home one more time." I then felt small tears falling on both my shoulders.

" Miku...don't talk like that. " Rin sniffed.

" You aren't allowed to leave without coming back. I don't want to be left alone. You've always been there for us. I can't imagine you never being here with us. It's impossible!" Len cried out. I hugged them tighter.

" You two.. you've always been like this. Don't cry. Don't worry. I'll try my best to come home." I said. I let them go and smiled.

" and we'll do our best to wake Mikuo up to greet you." Rin said while wiping away her tears.

I smiled at the two blonde teenagers. " Yeah, I'd like that."

" Well" Len sniffed " I don't mean to kill the mood but you should get going now. You have a long trip ahead of you and if you're going to fight Lily... it's going to be a long battle."

I patted Len's head. " You're right. Can you and Luki watch Mikuo for me? I don't want Mikuo to be alone."

" You have my word."

" Good." I walked to the door and stood in the doorway looking back. " I'll be back" I said cheerfully and walked to the exit. Mikuo, I'll see you soon but until then take care.

==Lily's POV==

He must've died. Well this is just great. I work on that resysteming programing for centuries and this is what I get? Figures. But it's only a matter of time until that stupid little teal haired girl comes along to get me. I hate her so much. I'm so glad I'll be able to take her life with my own hands instead of that boy's.

==Flashback==

"Are you broken Lily?" Miku asked staring at me like I was crazy.

" No. I'm not."

"Then...then why did you do this? You hurt Luka and Len."

" I had to."

The teal haired girl quickly walked over to passed out pinkette and blonde boy. " What reason could you possibly have?" she yelled at me.

" I just do. Don't question me."

" Don't hurt people then! "

She picked Luka up and set her on the couch and came back for Len putting him next to Luka. It was true Miku was different from the rest. She had alot more heart. I always admired her more then the rest. Always doing what I could for her attention.

"Miku? What are you doing?" I looked and saw a teal haired boy standing in the doorway. Mikuo... The one who always got her attention. The one she always favored. I hated him and I hated her even more for that. He went over to Miku.

" Go away." I told the tealette boy.

" Why?" he asked.

" I don't want you here so go before I do something to you."

He took Miku's wrist and walked away from me with her. I can't help but hate. Hate and envy seem to rule my emotions more then happiness. I just wish I could be happy. I want to be happy..but... I want to be happy with Miku.

==End of FlashBack==

It's true I love Miku Hatsune as a lover but sadly she loves that stupid boy. They thought I hurted people because I had a glinch but in reality I just wanted attention from the person I fell in love with. Maybe I am crazy. Maybe I am just a robot with a glinch. But I don't care. I'll hurt Miku Hatsune as much as she hurt me but instead of doing the obivous and killing Mikuo, I'll kill her.

So that I can end this. So that I can end my suffering of this one sided love.

...
Roses are Red
Vilots are Blue
You aren't Mine
But I still Smile
Just for You

Although it's too late to go back to those times where I'd just watch her secretly and shyly, I still hold onto those time. But now its time to forget but never forgive. Soon Miku Hatsune... I'll end your eternal life with my own two hands along with these feelings.

I looked around the room to try to stop thinking and sat at my "throne". These monsters have serious trust issues but I was able to get it. Now I'm on top of the world and everything will just fall into place soon enough.

" ...The teal one...she lives..." one of the monsters said as it came into my room.

" I figured that much. She'll be here soon enough for revenge probably."

" ...what if she not know you still living?..."

" The boy probably told her. I don't think he would've been able to hold that in eventhough I reprogrammed him. Oh well. Either way this is going to my benfit."

" Princess... what do we do if she not come?"

" She will. I know she will. Now leave. I wish to be alone right now."

" Yes princess.." the monster then left.

Time has never gone more slowly then it is right now.

... Yeah.. I still feel completely discouraged. Please review. Love ya.