I know what you're thinking! Holy shit! she's uploaded! I know, i know, it's been ages but my laptop broke again :L I got a new one for christmas though. Okay,okay, it's a family laptop which is why its taken so long to write this! I really love the last sentence but dont skip to it! You'll ruin it! haha, anyway i really hope you enjoy this chapter! Im away to make my A/N's A LOT smaller, so yey! Anyway, enjoy XD
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Chapter 3
Over in Government the rest of the Cullen's were worrying over the youngest of their family. "I don't understand what's gotten into her recently, she's done nothing but avoid me most of the time, and when she doesn't, she pretends I'm not even in the room. It's not right."
Isabella was worrying over young Renesmee's behavior toward her recently, not only did it worry, Bella, it upset her too. "It's not exactly that hard to guess why Bella," Alice, the shortest in the family mentioned while eating a piece of her salad.
"Oh and how's that?" Isabella questioned. Each of the Cullen's turned to face the beautiful blonde as she let out a low hysterical laugh.
"Bella, you're basically forcing her to hook up with that idiot of a boy from the reservation." Rosalie ignored the faces that were watching her as she flipped her long hair and let it fall behind her shoulder.
"Now's not the time to talk about how much we hate Jacob." Jasper, Rosalie's twin brother who was close to being as beautiful as Rosalie mentioned quietly and gave a quick glance towards the front of the classroom where Mr. Jones had his back to the class and writing on the black board.
"You lot only hate him because his dad banned you from the rez. I mean, who hunts down creatures that aren't even worth much money?" Isabella was a stubborn one and Jacob Black was her best friend. She didn't like it when they spoke about how much they hate him.
"Bella, you know we weren't doing it for the money, we were doing it for fun." The tall muscular Cullen spoke up causing Isabella shiver.
"Emmett! Not now!" Rosalie hissed at her husband.
The scary Cullen just shrugged his shoulders and laughed at Isabella's reaction. "She's a teenager, not all teenagers are like us you know, and her parents did die when she was only four. I'd be pretty traumatized if that had happened to me." Alice whispered to the group for she had noticed that Mike Newton and Tyler Crowley were listening in.
"Oh I don't know, I just hope she snaps out of it soon." Isabella sighed and placed her hand on top of Edward's hand which was resting on Isabella's knee.
"We all do Bella." Edward said quietly and glanced quickly at Mike and Tyler before looking back at his family.
"Alice, pass me some of that salad, I'm starved." Alice shook her head at Rosalie which made the blonde frown and cross her arms over her chest. "Fine, be a bitch."
Isabella laughed at her sisters arguing over a tub of salad. "You can have mine; I'm not hungry enough to eat." Rosalie sat up straight and thanked Isabella. She shoved the salad in her bag and opened it very secretively.
"Do you think we could trust her enough to spend the night away Edward?" Isabella hadn't stopped worrying about Renesmee. The Cullen's had planned to go away for a few days and they had allowed Renesmee to stay behind but now that Renesmee was showing her more rebellious side again, Isabella wasn't too sure.
"Bella, everything will be fine, I'm pretty sure she's planned to have the few days we'll be gone full of sleepover's so there's nothing to worry about."
"Rosalie Cullen! Are you eating in class?" Rosalie instantly stopped chewing. She shook her head as quickly as she could. Her mouth was full of food and there wasn't enough time to quickly chew it and swallow without the teacher seeing her.
"Open your mouth Miss. Cullen." Rosalie stood up and walked over to the teacher opening her mouth a little, she didn't want the whole class to see the inside of her mouth.
"Spit it out, collect your things and head over to detention." Rosalie did as she was told but couldn't help frowning at Emmett's huge grin. Rosalie left the classroom and started walking towards the detention room but to do that, she had to pass the music classrooms.
The music that reached her ears made her extremely curious and she was drawn to the classroom. Rosalie stuck her head through the door and was shocked to see what she'd found…
I was sitting on my desk, not in the chair but on my desk and letting my legs act as drums as I let my hands act as beaters and I was singing and smiling. I couldn't help it, it was such a good song.
Ava was clapping her hands and Jenn, well she was moving side to side with her arms flowing in time with the music.
"Let the music groove you. Let the melody move you! Feel the beat and just let go. Get the rhythm into your soul. Let the music take you, anywhere it wants to. When we're stuck and can't get free, no matter what we'll still be singing!"
I stopped singing and started to laugh. God it felt so good just to be able to let myself let go and be myself. Not that I didn't already do that but my passion for music was almost impossible to believe and well, I just got lost in it.
I looked at the back of the class and saw a girl with long blonde hair looking into our class. She looked familiar. There was a sharp intake of breath and it took me a minute to realize that it was me that was shocked. Rosalie!
What was she doing out of class? "Rose?" I whispered but I snapped my head round when I heard a voice that I didn't recognize rapping! Omigod! Felix! He could rap! Really well! I jumped up and joined in with the song, I couldn't help it!
"Pinkie, I think you should restart the song!" Pinkie nodded and rewound the song back to the start. I didn't waste any time and I sat back down on the desk. Singing the classical-ish bit.
But when it changed to pop I jumped up onto the table. "You gotta turn the world into your dance floor! D-determinate! D-determinate!" It was easy to sing and Ava joined in when the second verse began and Jenn when the second chorus started! "You and me together! We can make it better!"
Felix started to rap again. He really was great! I'd completely forgotten about Rose so when the song ended I gave a quick glance to the music door and she was still there, wide eyed.
That was something you never saw! Rosalie was never shocked… Okay that wasn't true; it just took a lot to shock her. I pulled out my phone. Fifteen minutes until Government. Great. I rolled my eyes and shoved my phone back into the back pocket. Might as well enjoy the last ten minutes of music.
"If you're only dreaming, why I hear you screaming?" Pinkie, the music teacher, smiled and got ready to play the next song. Her real name was Miss. Tonks but I called her pinkie because her hair was bright pink and it suited her really well.
She was in her early twenties and a new teacher to the school so she was really down to earth and she acted like one of us. She was my favorite teacher, but this was also my favorite class.
"Right class, I guess we better 'tidy up' I mean we've only got a few minutes left and to be honest, they should give you guys a double period of music and drop government. It's no fun at all. Anyway, pack up and we'll talk about the magnificent Reckless and their plans for the future." Pinkie looked over at me and winked.
Like I said, she's really down to earth. I put my music stuff back in my bag and sighed. I really didn't want to leave music. I loved it. I tucked in my chair and sat on my desk. There really wasn't a point in my chair, I never sat in it.
I took a quick glance to the back of the class again. Rose was gone. "So, Nessa, Ava and Jenn, what do you plan to do for the future?" I looked at Ava and then at Jenn, we'd had a quick discussion about this while Pinkie was talking to the class… and us but we weren't listening.
They both nodded so I took a deep breath and looked at everyone seriously. "We've decided to add some new members to the group." Almost the whole classroom gasped.
"Of course they won't fully be in the group until they prove themselves worthy. They'll be in Reckless Juniors." Ava explained in her most professional voice.
"Everyone knows that Reckless never allow new members into the group but that's because we didn't realize just how little we spoke to other people, Okay, that's not true but the three of us plus Johnny have known each other since we were little. Really little and well… I guess we've made new friends recently so we've thought it through and we've agreed to give it a go." Jenn let out a deep breath once she was done.
"Who are the new members?" Sarah, one of the Reckless wannabe's asked really confidently. I hated her. It wasn't a nice thing to say but it was true. I really didn't like the girl.
"Not you." I said and looked at everyone once and then at Pinkie and finally, the new-bee's and Johnny. "We've decided that there will be five new members. Johnny Macdonald, Jane Volturi, Alec Volturi, Felix Volturi and Demetri Volturi."
"The new-bee's!" Sarah's friend, Lizzy asked outraged. "They've not even been here a whole day!" Lizzy was also a Reckless wanna-be. I would never be friends with them. Ever.
"Exactly, if we want them to join in less than a day of knowing them then surely they're… well one of us." Ava said and stuck her tongue out at them when Pinkie had looked away.
"Us? But, but… Omigod!" Jane exclaimed and hugged her brother.
"We'd been discussing allowing Johnny in but you came along and made our decision final." I said and before any cheering could begin I raised a hand. "Of course there are rules and one unbreakable promise. Plus a test, but you'll only be Reckless Juniors. Until you prove yourselves worthy but, that won't be hard." I winked at them and jumped off the desk.
The bell went and I walked outside the classroom with the gang right behind me. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Johnny whispered as we walked towards government.
"Of course I'm sure. Besides I know what I'm doing. I'm not stupid." He nodded and smacked my arse to lighten the mood, which it did, because I then smacked his in return.
"Owww! Baby! You're getting fighsty! Meowww!" I remembered something then, through my laughter of course. I pulled out my cell and dialed his number.
"Where'd you go? I don't remember you walking into the hall with us?" I asked him, a little pissed off. He couldn't even say bye?
"My mom called and she asked me to go see her. Sorry Ness, d'you want me to come round later?" I smiled but huffed at the same time.
"Sorry! I've got loads of people over tonight… tomorrow?" I asked and Seth laughed.
"Tomorrow then. I'll meet you by your car after school tomorrow." I laughed and agreed before hanging up.
"Looks like I'm meeting Seth tomorrow after school." I said to Jenn and Ava happily. He really is my best friend. God I love him. Like a brother though. Not a lover. Ugh. I could never think of Seth in that way.
"Nessa? Are you even listening?" I turned and faced Ava who had her hand on her hip and a look of disappointment on her face.
"Would you forgive me if I told you I was sorry for drifting off into Nessa land?" I batted my eyelids as fast as I could and put a sad face on. Ava's face softened under my charm and she nodded unwillingly.
"Yeah! You're the bestest Ava!" I squealed and clapped my hands like a little girl. She laughed and joined in with the immaturity levels I was showing right now. I wasn't bothered though!
"You guys are so hyper, like all the time! How does Johnny cope?" I turned to face Felix with a frowny face on.
"Cope? Oh trust me, he doesn't cope. He loves! Ain't that right sugar-baby!" It was a habit calling Johnny pet-names. It was the way we worked. Full stop. End of conversation. Hey, that's actually really good… I should use that sometime… on Johnny of course.
"Oh definitely sweetie-pie. You think I wouldn't love anything that you do! I'm hurt!" I ran over to Johnny and pulled him into a huge hug with a sad face on, going along with the act. I just couldn't help it! It was so fun!
Johnny placed his hands on my lower back and I shivered at how cold he was. "Johnny, you're freezing! Do you want to borrow Edward's jacket? He won't mind. I'll phone him!" I pulled out my cell and dialed Edwards number into the phone.
Now that I looked at him, Johnny looked really pale. Maybe he wasn't well. We should get him home. Oh god! Poor Johnny! "Hello?" He answered! Yes!
"Edward, It's Nessa, can you meet Johnny and me? He's absolutely freezing!" I said quietly and then I cupped my hand over my mouth and whispered, "I think he's getting ill. Can you check him when we meet you?" I pulled my hand away from the phone and waited on Edward's answer.
"Yeah, I'll take a look at him if you want, do you want to meet me in the mi- Wait, I can see you. Do you think you'll be late for class?" I hung up as we started to approach Edward and the others. I didn't look at Bella. I wasn't in the mood.
"We'll be fine. Besides, we're Reckless, we'll get away with it." I smiled knowingly at the 'crew' and then looked over to Edward seriously. "Can he borrow you're jacket, he's freezing. Seriously, just touch his arm."
"I'm fine thanks, I believe you. Here, take this. I'm sweating. Do you mind if I give you a quick check-up, I just want to make sure you aren't coming down with something." Edward looked at Johnny and he looked like he was honestly worried.
That's so different to the Edward I saw this morning but I guess this was 'medical' so of course he'd be worried. "Yeah sure. Just tell me I'm okay." Edward nodded encouragingly and I stood watching.
Johnny was fine this morning. He was just like his normal self. Johnny… so what could he have caught that was taking effect so quickly? Maybe one of the Volturi's would know… I hoped so anyway.
"Volturi!" I called and turned really fast. All four of them looked up expectantly at me and I couldn't help but laugh! "You guys really responded to Volturi? How many times have you been called that!" I burst out laughing again and this time Ava and Jenn joined in, but Ava took ages before she got what I was saying.
Which I found even funnier because normally it was the blonde's that took ages to get what you were saying and Ava was a red head. A hot one at it. Johnny's words not mine. I calmed down enough to speak and it took only one look at Ava and Jenn for me to burst out laughing again!
I calmed down a hell of a lot quicker this time because Edward placed a soothing hand on my shoulder. I sobered up and looked straight at Jane when asking this. "Which have you are have an extremely large amount of knowledge in the medical sciences?"
Felix's eyes popped open at my vocabulary. I shrugged my shoulders at him. I'm smart and if I really wanted could talk proper with an extraordinary amount of vocabulary stored into my mind for life.
I already have that but it isn't exactly something I like to brag about. It's a little geekish. "Well… no, Alec knows a little but I wouldn't say it's an extremely large amount…" Her voice died down and my shoulders slumped.
"Sweetheart, it's okay. It's only a fever. A severe one that seemed to have kicked in quicker than it should have but it'll be gone within a week. You shouldn't worry like that." I smiled, he was okay. Thank god! I needed him to keep people away from me, but I guess I'll have to put up with it for the next week.
He needs to rest. I love him but I'm not in love with him and I'd hate to see him hurt. "Thanks Edward." I hugged him and pulled away after a minute or two. "Hey, sorry I've been so snappy recently, there's a lot on my mind. I love you really." I gave him a huge, cheesy smile and he burst out laughing.
My smile changed to something of shock. I'd never seen Edward laugh as freely and happily as he had in years! Maybe having an apology made him happier! He looked at me still smiling, "I love you too Ness. Get to class. Your late enough as it is and try and not cause any more trouble, you're in enough trouble to do you two life times!" I let out a small squeal and threw a hand over my mouth.
He was joking around! Eded was back! "I've missed you Eded!" I squealed and ran up to him, squeezing him as hard as I could.
"Nessa? I was never gone! And you haven't called me that since you were thirteen!" I smiled and pulled away.
"That's because you turned into the emo version of Edward but your old personality is starting to shine through silly!" He laughed and looked over to my group of friends. Instantly he sobered up.
"I'll see you at home Renesmee, be good." I rolled my eyes and waved as he turned and walked down the hall towards whatever class he was going to. He was such a dude. Trying to act mature in front of the 'younger' pupils.
"I hope he realizes that when he told you to be good that you were going to do the complete opposite." Ava commented watching as Edward disappeared from sight. I rolled my eyes again.
"Exactly. I think this period we'll do the Jokey Dokey Q and A's. Oh and Ava, he's Bella's! You'll never get him into your panties!" I joked but she turned and glared at me, blushing furiously.
"I didn't want him in my panties… much. I was just checking out his fine ass." I giggled and linked my arms in hers.
"You guys are so dirty minded. I like it." Felix mentioned quietly while placing his hand under his chin and rubbing his thumb against his lips, pondering on a thought that I really didn't want to know about.
He was staring at Ava in a way that wouldn't surprise me if he was undressing her in his mind. I shivered as conspicuously as I could and linked my free arm in someone that wasn't Felix. Even though I had no idea who.
"I love the plan Nessa but I think someone should inform the new-bee's on what Jokey Dokey Q's and A's is." I stopped and just looked at Jenn smiling knowingly.
"Alec! Stop staring at Nessa's butt!" I looked at Ava blushing a deep shade of pink. He was staring at my butt! Okay… Err.. What the fuck am I supposed to think of that? Whatever. I'll think about it later.
I just wiggled my bum, knowing that Alec was standing directly behind me and I heard Ava giggle. God. Boys were so pervy! "I guess it'll be me telling the new-bee's about the whole thing? Why do I even ask anymore?" She asked more to herself than me.
"Alec, stop staring at Renesmee and get your ass over here! Just for two minutes." I laughed as he walked past me blushing really badly. Which meant they weren't joking. I didn't mind though.
I got it all the time. So I'm used to it. I started walking again, with Ava linking my left arm and my right arm laying lightly across my belly. I was hoping the class would be fun, considering that it was Government.
"Right they know what it is! We ready?" Jenn asked and linked her arm through the one that was resting on my stomach. I nodded and smiled widely.
"When are we not ready?" I asked her jokingly. Come to think of it. We're always ready when it comes to Reckless.
"Good point!" Jenn commented and grabbed onto the classroom door. How the fuck did we get here so fast? Wait… we were already heading in the direction of Government when we met up with Eded.
Jenn pushed open the door and Mr. Brians gave us a disgusted look. Which I returned with a lot of hatred added in. I hated Mr. Brians. Reckless called him Brains because it was easier and he really was brainy. I hated him a lot, he was joint first with Lapabitch.
And that was saying something. I've never hated anyone more than Lapabitch but Brains fits the deal. He was joint first with her! I never thought I'd see the day where I hated someone as much as I hated Lapabitch but that day arrived one month ago when this dick face joined the school.
I sat down in my desk right up at the front not listening to what the teacher had to say. I started to draw in my book and quickly but quietly stood up and flipped my hair twice then sat down again sighing and sneakily setting the camera on record with this really cool remote thingy. The camera was set at the very front of the class so you could see the whole class and Brains.
That was the signal. I turned and saw Jenn raise her hand smiling evilly. "Jennifer, what could you possibly have to ask about the law?" She lowered her hand and took a deep breath. I turned to face the front quickly and held in the laughter that was threatening to explode.
"Sir, is it true that once the judge is done handing out the sentences that he or she goes home and fucks you?" Brains face was hilarious and I giggled out loud along with the rest of the class and raised my hand.
"What?" I smiled and shook a finger at him.
"Aha, that's no way to be talking to a pupil. Now Jenn, to answer your question, yes, that is indeed true. I had my cousin Sarah, who is a judge tell me to steer clear because this guy… well he can't fuck." I finished smiling and again the class was laughing.
I looked over to Ava who was handing out all the cards with the questions and answers on them to the new-bee. Yeah, Ava made the Q's and A's up which is why there so dirty minded.
"Sir, is it possible that you wank!" Jane asked shocked at what she had read only minutes ago! Brains had started to shake his head in denial but Ava's voice chimed in.
"Yeah that's true. If you look in the cupboard there" She pointed to a cupboard near the teacher's desk. "Then you'll see all the evidence in there." Everyone laughed but you heard a few 'ew' s as well!
Okay so Ava was really dirty minded but that's what made the Q's and A's hilarious. I giggled a little more and then shouted something that would surely make the whole class silent.
"Oh god! Brians! You make me feel so horny! Will you fuck me again?" I stood up and walked over to the teacher with a teasing look on my face. I heard a low growl from the back of the class but I didn't look to see who it was.
Instead I continued walking towards Brains. He was backing up and as he hit the wall he was stuck. With every step I took, my smile faded and my face was filled with hate, anger, aggression and evil.
He was right against the wall, on his tiptoes when I reached him. "You understand that if you ever upset a member of Reckless again, I will have your head." I stepped back picked up a glass of water from his face, throwing it directly at him.
Then I said loudly, "Just joking! I wouldn't let you touch me let alone fuck me twice. Or once for that matter. Oh you don't make me horny either. You make me sick." I said and turned walking back to my seat happily.
I was sat down for two minutes when someone called my name. "Renesmee." I looked to the classroom and was shocked at who I saw. I was annoyed at the same time though.
"What?" I asked, seriously pissed off.
"A word?" I sat there a moment thinking. Then I stood up and walked out of the classroom rounding on him the second the door was closed.
"Jacob, what the fuck are you doing here? You should be at school. Your own one." I said and went to grab onto door handle, his hand reached out and grabbed my wrist which stopped me.
"I missed you too much." I turned to face him.
"Pity. Get back to the rez Jacob." I said and went to turn again but he grabbed me by my waist and made me face him before crushing his lips to mine. I struggled as hard as I could. I really tried to get away but each movement I made, he only pulled me closer and held me tighter.
"Get. Off. Me!" I screamed at him when he pulled away and pushed me against the wall, pushing himself against me. It felt horrible and wrong. I started to cry. He hadn't even noticed. I was still pushing with all my might but it was harder to see with my eyes full of tears but I could tell that he'd taken his top off.
One terrible thought kept repeating itself in my head as he was tugging at my top. He's going to rape me. I couldn't stop thinking it and when he pulled away, moving to my neck, I took the chance and screamed as loud as I could.
I was still struggling and I was yelling at him to get off me but he wasn't listening, I knew my top was on the floor and I was in my bra and shorts. My bra was black and lacy. I felt so violated and bare. I screamed again before his lips crushed mine. Why would he do this in the middle of the school? Why?
I was crying so hard I couldn't shout or scream anymore. I was still trying to push him off of me. I never knew he was so strong. I was refusing to let him to my shorts off. I'd rather die. I just couldn't get the thought out of my head.
I was going to lose my virginity to Jacob Black. A boy who would take it from me without my consent. A boy who was going to rape me and I couldn't stop him. As I came to terms that this was going to happen, I began to wonder why nobody had answered to my screams.
I managed to hold back my tears long enough to be able to see that we weren't inside the school, we were outside in the forest next to the school. How had we gotten here? How had I managed to get from Government on the second floor to the forest outside.
I place my hands on my butt, knowing fine well that Jacobs hands were on my breasts. I was just thankful that I still had my bra on. I felt for my phone and pulled it out my pockets, still struggling a little.
I looked over my shoulder and unlocked the phone, dialing Jenn's number and then carefully placing my phone back in my pocket. Jacobs hands suddenly moved from my breasts to the tip of my shorts. "NO!" I screamed and pulled his hands off of my shorts. I wasn't going to give up the fight.
He really was going to rape me. Or I was going to die trying to stop him. He just raised his hands back up to my breasts and started sucking on my neck. I was struggling again and pushing as hard as I could. "Nessie." He grunted and I managed to push him back. We were at the edge of the forest and I knew if I could get Jenn to look out the window, she'd see us.
He pulled away and looked at the tree's for a minute. "That tree will do fine." He said and pushed me against it. His lips instantly invaded mine and the I was pushing and making stupid girly noises with all the effort I was putting into pushing him off me.
"Get. Off. Please, Jacob. Please don't do this." I said, sobbing. I didn't want to lose my virginity to him! I didn't want to be raped. He grunted and I felt him go hard against me. I gasped and tried to push away quicker than I had before.
I screamed again. Jacob's teeth sunk into my neck and I froze for one small second. I was going to have a mark! He was going to leave a mark on my neck. "GET OFF!" He wasn't listening, he just wouldn't listen! Why? Why wouldn't he listen.
"You're truly going to rape me aren't you?" I asked, fighting to get away less and sobbing harder than I've ever have before. "Right here. At the school forest? While I should be in class. Why?" I asked, sobbing even harder. He didn't answer, not that I expected him to.
He just wasn't listening. I closed my eyes and stopped trying to get away at all. There was nothing I could do. He was going to rape and that's the wretched truth. I was going to lose my virginity to the boy I officially hated.
Then he was gone. I couldn't see or feel him and I was on the ground, allowing the darkness to consume me.
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