Title: Bury me Deeply 4/?

Author: Beautifully Flawed

Rating: Heavy R domestic violence, language

Disclaimer: Its Ryans and Fox

Pairing: Faberry end game

Summary: Santana cheating, Rachel wants a divorce and a new life.

Note: May cause triggers if you've been in an abusive relationship. Also after much time taken writing this series I thought I could make it pezberry end game but after much thought and time into this story I changed the end game to Faberry. Pezberry will show up in future chapters though.

Also I need a beta anyone want to take the job?

Quinn liked to think she was much smarter than most of her enemies and that she could indeed have anyone or anything she wanted. The problem was the one thing she wanted more than anything in world only saw her as a friend. She was surprised Rachel had forgotten it was her birthday as she led the girl out of their apartment onto the busy streets of New York. Rachel smiled skipping along with her hand interlocked with the blondes. Quinn had noticed more often that Rachel's affection seem to be getting more than friendly she was afraid to question it.

"Where we going?" Was asked once again as they moved quickly Quinn nervously checking her phone every five minutes for affirmation that her plans were set.

"I told you it's a surprise." She said teasingly as Rachel pouted.

The brunette was trying to rack her mind for any signs of what this surprise could be but couldn't register anything. She'd been so busy lately with her off Broadway play that she barely had time to eat, much less watch Quinn. She did enjoy watching the blonde when she was home though. The way she'd raise one eyebrow when Rachel did something amusing or the way she'd cuddle up next to her when they watched an old black and white film. Quinn was always there exactly when she needed her and the girl never asked for anything in return. She was lucky to have Quinn and had verbalized it on many occasions causing the girl to blush.

Another block down as they entered the park and the blonde's cell phone chirped she glanced down smiling that everything appeared to be on schedule. She handed Rachel a piece of cloth.

"I need to cover your eyes now so no peeking at your surprise." Rachel nodded letting Quinn carefully tie the knot in place taking a moment to run her fingers through the silky tresses. She started guiding the girl deeper into the park till she nodded at a man.

"There are some steps here so be very careful." She warned helping Rachel up into the horse drawn carriage. Once settled in she gave a nod and off they went. Rachel smiled hearing the sound of horse's feet trotting along. She gasped realizing she was in the carriage with Quinn.

"Happy Birthday Rachel." She whispered untying the cloth to let Rachel enjoy the carriage ride. Rachel never let go of her hand as she excitedly pointed at things and chattered away. Quinn loved to hear her talk so animatedly. She smiled realizing maybe things were finally going to go her way.

"Thank you Quinn." She finally said after taking a deep breath. "I didn't even realize it was that time of year again. You've truly proven your worth as a loyal friend I don't know what I would have done without you."

"Well I know I might have perished since I can't cook." She laughed squeezing the brunettes hand for a minute and affectionately nudging her with a shoulder.

Rachel looked uncomfortable for a moment looking down at their hands and back up at Quinn's eyes. Those hazel orbs seemed to show such love and affection towards that she couldn't help but lean in close. Her lips inched towards her best friends slowly eyes closing waiting for the moment that her lips would meld into the beautiful blondes, just a bit closer…"

The carriage gave a hard tug as it slowed to a stop at the destination Rachel's body jerked forward awkwardly smooshing her lips onto Quinn's rather hard. The blonde's eyes widened in surprise at the contact but cringed at the rough kiss. She was happy that it was a kiss that Rachel had initiated and not herself, the brunette quickly broke the kiss apologizing before grabbing an invisible piece of lint off herself. Quinn shook her head to quickly clear the sudden warmth her body felt at the contact. She noted how soft her friend's lips were.

"We're here."

Her friend was confused looking around seeing they were in front of a bar she'd never been too.

"Where's here?" The blonde tried to keep her cool as she grabbed her hand and led her out of the carriage and to the door.

"Surprise." She opened the door where a group of her friends yelled 'surprise'. Her friends from Lima and Broadway and even her old teaching job were standing around a big cake. She started to cry cupping her face trying to calm down.

"Thank you I just thank you. You all mean the world to me and I'm so glad you all get to spend such an occasion with me."

"For a day it's really about you." Finn piped up flashing her a goofy smile. For a brief moment her heart ached for the simplicity that she could have had with the boy. She realized she never loved him though and he deserved that.

"Noah!" The bad boy was currently fingering the cake for more delicious icing.

"What's up my Jewish princess?" She blushed at the comment than jumped into his arms.

"I've missed you so much." Noah had always been her secret best friend through school. He was the first to know about the blossoming romance with the fiery Latina and the first to know when she was in love. He'd warned her though about Brittany and her relationship but Rachel never listened she trusted Santana with her heart.

Once the party had calmed down some she found herself talking animatedly again with her best friend.

"Marines looks good on you I hope they straightened you out." He gave her a smile nodding before taking her hand.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there for you like I should have been. I am a bad Jew." She shook her head giving him a soft sad smile.

"I never would have listened even now I don't want to remember it. I want to remember her in high school not the person who I spent a year of hell with. I should have left but I couldn't, she was so broken and I couldn't help her. She wouldn't let me."

"You never mentioned in the letters what happen."

"I'd rather never discuss it again Noah and just leave it in my past. Besides it's my birthday a day of celebration and all things fun and me." He laughed taking her hand as she got up to dance.

Quinn watched them with a careful eye noticing how relaxed and happy she looked. Brittany was talking in her ear about dance something or another. She couldn't really pay attention as she watched her two friends dance slowly. She could tell the brunette needed something she just didn't know how to give it to her without scaring her off.

"Can I cut in?" she found herself asking as Noah gave her a smile and nodded.

"Take care of her." He whispered before joining Mercedes and Tina for more cake.

Her eyes searched her eyes for any sense of wanting that this was ok. She gave her a soft smile taking her hand leaning her head on her chest.

"You're too tall." Quinn snorted.

"Your fun size I like you fun size." She commented.

"I'm not ready to talk about this yet." She said after a while of dancing.

"Whenever you're ready Rachel. I'll be here."

"You're a good friend." Rachel wiped her eyes and thanked everyone again. Quinn just watched the words on the tip of her tongue to be spoken another time.