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No.
You didn't see me the way I saw you.
Your crystalline blue orbs emitted a deepest fondness as you watched him from afar, following his every move and for every second, a slight curve formed on the corner of your eyes and I knew you were trying to hold back your feelings for him.
It didn't concern me though because no matter how hard I tried to send a silent message to you - trying to tell you that I could be different - that I could be what you needed.
It was a futile attempt.
You wouldn't look at me the way you looked at him.
I wonder if Zidane noticed it. Whenever he was near you, I would mentally beg him to spare me mercy. To stop making you disregard my presence when he was around.
But it didn't happen that way. He was smiling so brightly, happy that you were focusing your attention on him. He was always...secretly worshiping you.
And slowly, you reached out your gloved hand, you finger carded against his unruly golden locks. If I wasn't mistaken, perhaps devotion sparked in your gaze.
No. You didn't expose it evidently. You tried to conceal it behind the many layers of walls that you built. However, it was obvious was it not? You wanted him as yours just as much as he wanted you.
For now, I could only smile.
I had to smile.
I don't want to look at Squall in the eyes. If I do, then I have to face the reality that I'm really in love with him
It would hurt even more.
"Is he in your mind?" I inquired. My tone disguised with fake enthusiasm.
You narrowed your brows at me with a blank look emitted from your face. And then, reluctantly, you answered, "Never once I think of touching him or making him as mine because he's too precious to be loved by someone like me."
And I know I would never be important enough to you.
So I kept on smiling.
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Written by Wookie