Chapter 8
I woke up from the sound of birds chirping and the sun light shining in through my window. I laid in bed thinking about Harry. Did I do the right thing leaving him? Or did I just make it worst for the both of us? I thought. Think of it this way, after this holiday he is going to be all over the world with One Direction trying to promote the band, he is going to have stunning girls throw themselves at him 24/7, probably the stunning celebrities, so he won't be wanting a sad friend hanging on the end of his tail feathers, I thought to myself as I got up.
It has been three weeks of our holiday, we had two weeks left and Harry and I still haven't been okay. I was meant to talk to him last Thursday after our brake up, but I couldn't do it. I'm going to do it today, I thought to myself as I wandered into my wardrobe trying to find something to wear, it is Thursday today then next week is our last week, I need to talk to him I have made a big mistake, I thought again look through my vast collection of shorts. After deciding I was going to spend my day on the beach with Bexy and Louis I picked my pink and white striped Hollister bikini and a long baggy white printed top also from Hollister which covered just pass my bum. I strolled casually pass my full length mirror glancing in as I went pass, my hair was very wavy today and to me it looked like a mess, but for once I couldn't care. I entered the kitchen finding Louis making breakfast, no surprise there.
'Morning sunshine! You're up early!' Louis chirped as he popped toast into the toaster. I sat down at the table with one leg bent on the chair I was sat on and one leg dangling down my arm leaned on the table I stared at Louis and sighed. He looked hot today, he was wearing his white and blue checkered swimming trunks, nothing else showing off his abs. 'Okay calm down now it's only me Lyds!' Louis laughed noticing I was gazing at him.
'Oh sorry, didn't mean to, just never realized before.' I stuttered embarrassingly, I felt my face turning red. Brilliant, I thought.
'It's okay.' He laughed. 'So do I get a good morning then?' He gestured for a hug. I didn't think twice for a hug from him. I got up off the chair and gave him a hug. I scrunched my face up in a big smile, I felt happy and at home, I opened my eyes to find Harry sitting on one of the units at the back of the kitchen. He was looking at me with a faint smile on his face. I stared at him, my eyes started to well up, I quickly backed off Louis and returned to my seat.
'Hey Harry,' I muttered giving him a weak wave and a smile.
'Hey, you're up early.' He chuckled. I giggled.
'I can say the same for you,' I replied jokingly.
'Here you go grubs up!' Louis interrupted putting a large plate on the table, it contained of, toast and scrambled eggs and toast with strawberry jam, raspberry jam, blackcurrant jam and summer fruits jam. Harry sprinted to the table and looked at the plate and laughed.
'I must say Louis, you have gone a bit far with the jam, don't you think?' He joked picking up one of each.
'Yes, well, I liked jam and recently I have been craving it.' He admitted picking up each bit of toast with jam on chucking them on his plate and headed outside to the deck chairs where Bexy laid out on one of the sun beds. I can understand why Louis loves her to death, she is so skinny! I couldn't believe her when I saw her laid there she had no fat or anything and more tanned than anyone here! And then there's me! I picked up some toast with strawberry jam on it and threw it carelessly on my plate, I sunk into my chair and sighed. Maybe, if I looked like Bexy, Harry might like me more I thought to myself biting a bit of toast aggressively.
As I reached out for another bit of toast another hand bumped into mine, I quickly looked up to apologize to the stranger who wanted my bit of toast. It was Harry. He looked down at me and gave me a fake smile, 'sorry.' He whispered picking up a different bit of toast and walked back over to the counter in the kitchen. I went upstairs and brushed my teeth and hair not bothering with make-up, I came down stairs finding Harry sat on the counter in his swim shorts topless tapping away at his phone. As I carefully walked through the kitchen still with my bikini on with my long top covering it, I gazed at Harry, his dimples, his curly hair, his body, his eyes, I carried on gazing when I stubbed my toe on one of the units.
'OW, SHIT!' I cursed, putting my foot over the stubbed toe leaning into the counter. Harry looked up and chuckled to himself shaking his head. 'It's okay I'm fine, it didn't hurt.' I said trying to make it less obvious that I was looking at him. I walked casually out of the kitchen like nothing ever happened trying not to limp as I walked. 'I'm such an idiot!' I spat as I flopped down onto one of the sunbeds next to Bexy.
'What's happen?' Bexy asked sitting up on the sunbed.
'It's nothing to do with Harry is it?' Louis asked chuckling.
'Louis seriously shut up everything has to be about him doesn't it!' I said angrily.
'Well if you're gonna be like that then I won't help you get him back.' He teased moving onto Bexy's sunbed molding into her giving her a kiss on the lips.
'No, no! I'm sorry Louis you're the best person in the world!' I begged.
'Just be you forgot everything that has happened, talked to him and say you didn't mean anything.'
'Thanks Louis!' I raced up to him and tried to give him a hug but, it was a bit hard considering he was basically spooning Bexy.
Harry POV
I casually came outside to sit with the others out on the sunbeds. As I relaxed down I noticed a girl by the pool taking off her long top revealing a skimpy bikini which perfectly fitted around her amazing figure. I stared in astonishment as Lydia carefully stepped into the pool, step by step not even having a care in the world. I felt some wet flow down my chest and stomach and realized as I was busy watching Lydia I spilt my lemonade down me.
'Bit over whelmed there Harry?' Louis joked laughing with Bexy as he watched Lydia.
'Sh-her-Lyd-she's...' I stammered still hypnotized by how beautiful she was.
'Hot?' Louis asked me still laughing with Bexy.
'Ye-yeahh.' I sighed leaning my head in my hand on the bottom end of the sunbed.
'No Harry don't do tha-' Louis called out reaching his hand towards me, but it was too late the whole sunbed flipped over leaving me splattered across the concrete.
'Ow.' I moaned in agony carefully brining myself up to an earful of laughter from everyone. Even the rest of the guys came by the back door and saw what happened! I looked over to the pool to where Lydia was so was laughing to herself to trying not to show it, but she was doing a terrible job.
'Wow, people are right,' Liam announced as he stepped outside and helped me up. 'When you fall for someone, you literally fall head over heels!' He joked. Everyone laughed even harder then.
'That was a good one Liam! Hey Harry I'll see you next fall yeah?' Louis joined in.
'Shut up! I was meant to do that!' I snapped pushing Louis off of the sunbed. 'Awww sorry Lou, didn't mean to push you off you just looked rolled up in love!' I winked and helped him up. 'Right I don't know about you lot but I'm going to go look at the market for a bit anyone wanna come?'
'No thanks bro me and Bex are gonna chill here all day together.' Louis replied snuggling back up with Bexy who was asleep but a faint smiled appeared on her face as Louis molded into her.
'No thanks me and Ali are gonna go to the beach to surf.' Zayn said appearing out of the house with two surf boards under his arm and Ali on his back who was giving him a kiss on the cheek.
'No thanks Harry I'm gonna spend the day with Liam, Niall and Bazza.' Beth said appearing also out the door with toast in her hand walking towards the sunbeds by the pool steps. I looked to Lydia who was lying on a lilo in the water with shades over her eyes, I must have been staring there for a while with my mouth open because Niall came up to me and told me to stop.
'Dude, you're gonna catch flies in your mouth if you don't stop. Look you're even drooling? What is wrong with you man?' Niall asked closing my mouth with his hand.
'I really like her Niall, but she wants me to be happy and the only I'll be happy is that she is happy and she seems happy be friends, that's all I can do.' I sighed and stared at her one more time. 'Lyds, wanna come to the market with me?'
'Urmm, I'm good chilling in the pool maybe later yeah?' She called, sitting up on the lilo taking the shades off her eyes.
'Yeah sure later.' I sighed and walked off to the market.