ENJOY CHAPTER 3! :D
WARNING! Sort of a yaoi scene in the beginning! ^^
Sasori paced back and forth in his office; just moments ago he had gotten off the phone with someone who could make him go blind for just even looking at them,
'Damn it! Damn it, damn it, damn it,' he thought then yelled, "DAMN IT!" then punched the wall in front of him,
"Danna, un?" a small voice called and Sasori looked to see Deidara come in with a worried look on his face, "are you alright, un?" He asked as he made his way towards him. Sasori put a fake smile on his face,
"Yes, I am just a bit stressed, that's all," he said, partly telling the truth. Deidara smiled and pushed Sasori down in his chair and started messaging his back,
"It's alright Danna, un, being a leader must be exhausting," Dei whispered in his ear as Sasori started to relax,
"Dei. Love. I am going to have to do something that you may hate me for, but trust me it's for the best," Deidara didn't like the sound of that. The last time Sasori said those words the blonde ended up pregnant with Ato (A/N LOL! Sorry, I couldn't resist not putting that XD),
"What is it, un?" Dei said in a disgusted tone, Sasori looked up at him, giving him the puppy dog eyes and a small pout (which he always did to get his way), Deidara gulped,
"I am trading partners with Zetsu," He said very quietly, Dei stopped messaging the puppet's back.
'wait, un… if he is trading partners with Zetsu. Then that must mean…' Deidara was furious, "NO! ANYTHING BUT THAT!" He screamed and turned the puppet around who was still making the cute face,
"But Dei-babe-,"
"DON'T YOU DEI-BABE ME SASORI AKASUNA, YEAH!" Uh-oh, it was never a good thing when Deidara says 'yeah' instead of 'un', "WHY DO I HAVE TO BE PARTNERED UP WITH TOBI!" Sasori sighed. He knew that Deidara wouldn't take the exchange well, but it was something he had to do.
'The more I stay distant from Dei the easier this may be for him,' Sasori thought to himself and smiled to himself a bit, 'yes, make this a painless as possible for my Deidara, anything to make him happy. If he is happy then I can feel less guilty about this…but…' Sasori sighed and pulled Deidara into a long passionate kiss. When he pulled away Deidara just stared into Sasori's eyes, the puppet smiled and leaned down and whispered into Deidara's ear,
"Please, do it for me? I am jealous enough already that I have to share you with Tobi, can you just make this easy for both of us and go quietly, please Dei-Babe?" Deidara let out a shaky sigh and leaned on Sasori's shoulder,
"Alright, un, I still don't get why you have to share me in the first place, but I'll go quietly," Sasori smiled and peaked Dei's lips,
"Thank you, that's my good little Dei," Deidara smirked and rolled his eyes,
"Whatever, un," Sasori sighed,
'For Deidara, gotta let him go, just because of a stupid mistake that I have made in the past,'
Outside the office Konan watched threw the crack at the door. She saw the pained look on Sasori's face as he held the blonde and she was worried, 'what are you up to Sasori Akasuna?'
The next morning there was an important meeting for all Akatsuki members (none of the kids were there). As everyone sat around the round table in silent Sasori sighed,
"I am resigning as leader, and I am leaving the Akatsuki for good," he said and gasps came from everyone,
"What are you saying, un?" Deidara asked, terror in his eyes for the one he loved. Sasori looked at the blonde with cold emotionless eyes,
"I am not worthy enough for this organization; I can't keep anything right,"
"What are you saying?" Pein shouted from across the table, "ever since you token place as leader things have been getting done right! There have been a lot less missions failing because you were smart enough to plan good strategies and send the right people to get the job done!"
"BUT IF I CAN'T BE LOYAL TO MY FAMILY, WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I AM LOYAL ENOUGH TO RUN AN ORGANIZATION!" Sasori shouted and the room was dead silent. Deidara was the first to speak,
"What do you mean Danna, un?" He asked in a shaky voice, Sasori looked back at him with the same look, but instead there was something there in his eyes…pain, maybe? It quickly went away
"Deidara. For the past three years I have been with a woman, and now I have a child," he said straight out. Deidara's face was of terror, he was speechless and fresh tears formed into his eyes. Suddenly the doors flung open and Sasori was knocked to the ground. He looked up to see who hit him and gasped when he saw his son being held back by Okane and Megami, while Hime was standing there in horror, "Ato," he whispered,
"YOU JACKASS!" The young teen exploded, "WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO TREAT MOM LIKE THAT!" (A/N Dei and Itachi's kids call them mom because they already call Sasori and Kisame dad) Sasori glared at his son,
"Ato, get out of here,"
"No! I want answers! Why did you betray our family like this?"
"Because I couldn't take it anymore, I cannot hide the fact that I don't like guys, I like girls and that's all that there is to it," Ato was at his breaking point. The man he had respected, loved, and cared for was breaking his family's heart. How could he say such cruel words and not even be fazed by them? Ato couldn't hold back anymore. He broke free of Okane and Megami's grip and tacked Sasori,
"THEN WHY EVEN STAY?" He yelled as he punched his father repeatedly. Someone caught his fist and he looked up to see Hidan holding in, "what are you-"
"Ato. You are just making things worse," Hidan said and gestured to Deidara who was crying as Konan held him. She hated seeing her best friend this way and she would have never guessed the reason behind it. Ato watched them then stood up with a sigh, he glared at his so-called father,
"Get out. I never want to see you around here again." He said in a very protective manner, "Stay away from Ban and Mom, I won't let you make them suffer more than you already have," he said, and Sasori sat up and gasped when he saw who else had joined them.
Ban had been walking by when she saw her brother run into the meeting room looking angry. She went to see what was wrong and saw her brother attacking her father. She was terrified. When Sasori got up he walked to the door. As he passed his daughter he gently rubbed the top of her head and then left. She ran to her brother, who opened his arms and brought her into a hug,
"shhhh, it's okay," he whispered and she hadn't realized that she was crying. Deidara couldn't take it anymore, the only person he thought loved him was gone now.
For the past three years I have been with a woman, and now I have a child, Deidara shivered at the words that wouldn't get out of his head, 'three years, un? How could I be so blind?' he thought to himself before getting up and running out of the base. He felt so alone, he didn't know who to trust in this world anymore.
After about 10 minutes of running Deidara leaned into a tree to try and catch his breath. Fresh sobs filled his body and he fell to his knees. Suddenly he felt arms wrap around him. He looked and saw it was his new partner,
"Go away Tobi, yeah!" He yelled and struggled to get away.
From a bit farther away Ban and Ato were searching for Deidara as well. It wasn't good for him to be out in the forest when he was like this. It took about 30 minutes to find him, but when they did, they didn't like what they saw. Deidara's arms were around Tobi's neck with the mask in one of his hands, their lips connected,
"MOM!" Ato yelled, and the two quickly pulled apart and looked at the two children,
"Ato. Ban." He said with a terrified look on his face. Ban couldn't hold her sweet act much longer; she stormed over and smacked Tobi across the face,
"How dare you, yeah!" she screamed and slapped him again. Before she could do anymore Deidara grabbed her wrist. She starred him right in the eyes,
"Enough Ban. He is better than your father, yeah," Ban pulled her arm away,
"He is not better than Daddy, yeah, it's your fault. Because of you, Daddy realized he doesn't love boys and you drove him into the arms of a woman," She said cold heartedly and pain grew on Deidara's face. Ban stated to walk away and as she did she said, "Thanks a lot Mom, you took Daddy away for me and Onii-chan," and with that Ban was gone. Ato wanted to follow her, to make sure she was safe and okay, but he saw the look on Dei's face and he hesitated and thought over what he should do,
'Lord Jashin help me, should I stay and help Mom out? Or go after Ban?' he thought to himself, Deidara sniffed,
"You can go if you want Ato, I will be fine, yeah," Ato turned to him, Dei had fresh tears in his eyes and that made up Ato's mind. He sat next to Dei and wrapped his arms around him,
"Tobi, can you please go and make sure Ban gets home safe? I am needed here," the redhead said and as Tobi put his mask back on he nodded and left. Once they were alone Ato sighed, "I am not going to judge you, or tell you that you are making a horrible mistake. I am not even going to guess how miserable you must feel right now, but I just want you to know that I won't leave your side like he did. You can trust me on that, and don't listen to Ban; she is just upset that her Daddy is gone. Just let her calm down, okay?" Deidara nodded and wrapped his arms around his son. Yes, deciding to keep Ato all those years ago was the best thing the blonde has ever done.
Out in the distance Sasori watched the two, and all he wanted to do was go over and wrap his arms around his family. He wanted to vow not to hurt them again, but he knew not even he could promise that. Plus if he did go over there Ato would try to beat the crap out of him again and Sasori felt so miserable that he would not stop him. With a sigh his phone rang in his pocket,
"Akasuna," he answered quietly so Dei or Ato wouldn't hear him,
"Where are you? I thought you said you would be here by noon?" An annoying voice on the other end called,
"Sorry, it took a bit longer then I thought, how's Kagayaku?"
"She's fine, not talking or eating, but she's alright," This made Sasori angry,
"Listen bitc- I mean darling, once I get there I want a full meal on the table for her, she is not going to starve herself to death every time I leave, do you hear me?"
"Whatever, just hurry your ass up and get here!" Sasori jumped down from the tree he was in and started walking away.
"Shut the fuck up! I may not like to keep people waiting, but you will not tell me what to do," he shut the phone and with one last glance at his small family, he was off, 'please, I beg, take care of your mother, Ato,' he thought to himself, and a small tear fell from his eye as he thought of what he was leaving behind.