Zexion stared at himself in the mirror while the voice kept telling him these things, putting ideas in his head and making him pissed, but it made him so upset to think that the voice could be true. No, Zexion wasn't going crazy. He was just confussed.
Could anyone blame him?
The guy of his dreams, his best friend for years, had one day kissed him. Then left him. Then broke his heart further. Then gave him all he had ever dreamt of and glued his heart back together. 'And then left you. Like..' the voice hissed. Zexion certainly wasn't the one to wear his heart on his sleeve, but when he looked in the mirror he almost broke down at the site.
Tear marks stained his cheeks, his eyes were blood shot, and it looked as though he hadn't slept. Which was true, whenever he had tried to sleep, the night just replayed itself. He had given himself up. Just like that. Thrown himself at Demyx like some drunk whore. A whore...he certainly felt like one after that night. A 'fuck n' chuck.' as he had heard so many of the people at his school say, taking about the one night stand they had been with before.
'Wonder if Demyx will be that guy now..talking with all his friends about the hookup he had. The guys would probably cheer him on, wanting to know all the details. Will he give them what they want?'Zexion couldn't help wonder as brushed his teeth and gathered his books. His shoulders stayed slump as he went back into the washroom to brush his hair. "No." Zexion spoke outloud and firmly placed the brush on the counter, "I won't let him have the satisfaction of doing that. He can talk all he wants. He can try to talk to me, but no. I will move on. Who says that I need him? I certainly made well before this happened, and I can just go back. Fuck him. Fuck him and his friends..." He then let out a sigh, remembering the phone call he had recived on Saturday.
(Flash to Saturday)
Zexion was laying on his bed, a heating pad on his lower back to try and relax his muscles. He wasn't doing anything in particular,
just staring at his ceiling and trying to clear his head of any bad thoughts. No luck so far.
His phone then started to play on his bedside table, with a frustrated groan he reached over to answer his cell. "Hello?"
"Zexion, it's Axel." the red head spoke from the other line. Zexion's eye twitched slightly. Axel was nice and all but..why the hell would he be calling? "I was wondering if maybe you wanted to hang out?"
"Eh...hang out? Kinda sudden..." Zexion blinked in supprise and tried to sit up, only to have a shock wave of pain shoot up his spine.
Biting back a gasp he decided to lay back down on the heating pad. "Why the sudden question?"
"Well, y'see. I was just talking to Demyx, and-" Zexion's heart sped and his face flushed with anger at Axel's words. He snapped.
"Oh! You talked to Demyx, HUH? Bet he told you everything!" Zexion shot straight up, ignoring the pain in his back and lower half.
"Well..yeah, but wait, Zexion I was just-" The redhead tried to explain, but Zexion wouldn't listen. He was going off on a tirade.
"No Axel, you will listen to me! You really think I would go off with anyone who called me? Who do you think I am? Some fucking five cent whore? Well let me tell you something you fucking ass hat. I never want to see you, and especially Demyx .
And you can tell that mullet haired fuck face that he should keep any comments or details to himself!" Zexion then flipped his phone shut,
cutting off Axel mid-sentence. He then tossed his phone across the room, causing it's backing to fall off and the battery to fall out.
He layed back down and let the tears flow.
(Back to now.)
"I can't belive him..." Zexion lowered his head and sighed, "No..I can do better, right? I don't need him...I'll forget him."
AN: It's been awhile and I'm sorry I haven't updated it in so long. So yeah _; Sorry it's been so long, and I know this isn't very long.
But it all gets going now. How will school go, what WAS Axel trying to tell Zexion, and will Saix kill Demyx? 'Cause really...I'd be terrifyed to do anything to upset Saix.
Yay reviews, my creepy love has been returned! =D