Abused: Chapter 6

Castiel slammed the door shut locking the door and put the bolt on,taking a deep breath

"its okay Cas your safe you made it...your okay"he told himself,freaking out a little inside.

Anna strolled in giving him a warm smile "guess you forgot to go to the store after councilling"

Cas took deep breaths driving to calm his nerves shaking his head "I saw him...Dean,we just bumped into each other and-"he swallowed hard.

Anna's eyes widened hurrying on over to comfort him "he didn't do anything did he?"

"NO..we just talked...he kinda felt different,like he really wanted to change make things better." he shrugged "he wanted to get back together,funny I almost considered it."

Anna checked through the cracks in the netting for any sign that he may of followed him "well I hope you told him where to stick it."

Cas glanced up at her folding his arms nervously "Yeah I did,think he seemed surprised."

Anna pulled herself away from the window and smiled up at him reaching out to take her friends hand" good for you,I'm just glad your okay".

Cas gave her a nod "yeah...so I suck,how about we order take out instead tonight?"

Anna grinned giving his hands a slight squeeze "sounds perfect...sex and the city marathon?"she winked.

Cas rolled his eyes "you are waaaay too addicted to that show...but fine,I guess i'll let you chose what we watch tonight."

Anna raised her fist into a victory punch "YES."

Dean peered out of his car window and frowned having slowly following Cas back to his new home,he frowned a small smile on his face watching the house like a hawk,having no clue who lived there but it must of been someone important to him.

Cas threw himself onto the sofa "Okay so what are we thinking,chinese..maybe pizza."he winked pulling out the takeout menu's from the drawer.

"PIZZA,DUH"

Cas laughed at her waving the pizza menu in her face "okay let me order,usual?"when she nodded he dialled the number and waited for response ordering their food "alrighty its on its way." He rubbed his lips together knowing he was stupid for thinking it but all he wanted was to see Dean again,just seeing him again even for a brief moment reawakened all those feelings he once felt for him.

"well don't just stand there,take a seat will ya."

Cas gave her a simple nod"I will but first need to empty the bladder"

Anna raised an eyebrow "thanks for that Cas"

Cas wandered off heading into the bathroom,locking the door suddenly shaking as he pulled out his mobile,clearly he was about to do some incredibly stupid.

Pulling out his blackberry curve from his pockets he strolled to his contacts stopping at Deans and gulped hesistating to press the call button at first.

He put the phone to his ear waiting for him to pick up

"Was wondering how long it would be before you came crawling back to me"

Cas tensed up "Dean...I...look,this is a one off,I meant what I said we're over...but-"

"but-"

"But..you geniuely sounded sincere before,like you really had changed,so I kinda feel like we should give it one more chance,under one condition."

"I'm listening"

"We start off slow,one date,just one to see how it goes."

"seems fair,how about tomorrow morning,breakfast?"he suggested "will be my treat"

Cas breathed heavy looking down at the floor,the palms of his hands becoming clammy "I...don't know,I don't...okay...tomorrow morning,i'll meet you there 8am on the dot."he immediately hung up not letting his former boyfriend get another word in, he took a deep breath and left the bathroom.

Dean sat in his car opposite the house looking over at it and smiled reaching over to the seat beside him slipping the top off the bottle of 'hunters helper' downing pretty much the whole half bottle, he let out a heavy grunt as he felt his the back of his throat letting the bottle drop beside him,he turned the keys in ignition and drove off.

Cas let out small sigh,needing a moment to compose himself,he put on his best fake smile returning to the living room noticing the takeout had already arrived"wow that was quick,I didn't even hear the door"

Anna set up the table placing the pizza box in the middle giving Cas a smile "yeah thats cause you were taking too damn long,were you peeing a river in there or something?"she laughed.

Cas smiled sadly then rolled his eyes "just put on the damn dvd."he threw himself to the couch thinking to himself that he probably made a huge mistake inviting Dean back into his life,for now though that wasn't his worry,all he cared about right now is spending time with his friend,he would worry about tomorrow in the morning.