Abused:Chapter 7

The alarm beeped loudly,ringing in Castiels ear forcing him up, he groaned slamming his hand down on the snooze button. He slowly sat up rubbing his eyes throwing the covers off him,he yawned then got up out of bed having a quick shower then got himself changed,not making much effort.

He let out another yawn as he strolled down the stairs slwoly hearing Anna was already awake "your up early?"he commented as he looked up at the clock as it turned to 7.45am.

Anna glanced up at him just plating up some pancakes "early shift at the store,gotta be there in about an hour"she said doing a millions things at once."Thought you would still be asleep..you want breakfast?"

Cas licked his lips nervously,looking down "nah im going to skip,get an early job hunt on,can't have you keep me rent free forever"he shrugged selling the lie "how about lunch?"

Anna frowned quickly munching on her pancakes trying to pack her bag aswell as eat at the same time "sure thing,i'll give you a call when I get off."she nodded,pulling him into a hug she gave him a kiss on the cheek "good luck today,let me know later how the hunt goes."

Cas pulled a smile staring at the empty plate now and then up towards her rushing out the front door"see ya later". he muttered dazed.

As soon as she left,he went over to the window making sure she was gone,then left also,locking the door behind him. He put his hands in his pockets,walking to the diner where him and Dean used to get breakfast every morning, it was a short walk,would probably only take him 10-15 minutes if he walked fast.

As soon as he got there he opened the door,letting a mother and daughter come out first,he smiled at them and then strolled inside,Dean wasn't here yet,that was a good thing,he wasn't exactly prepared for this yet.

He sat in the same booth they always sat, a waitress coming over.

"Can I get you anything?"

Cas jumped his eyes a little wide,feeling a little on edge now "oh erm no..just coffee for now,thank you."he forced a smile staring into space.

10 minutes later...still no Dean,was he being stood up?

"Sorry i'm late-"came the familiar sound of Dean. "slept through my alarm."

Cas looked up,terrified now,but he would hardly cause a scene in a public place anyways would he? "Erm no its okay"he took his coffee taking a sip.

Dean slipped in opposite him a small smirk on his face "I swear you got hotter,how is that even possible?"

Cas gritted his teeth,avoiding eye contact again,clenching his jaw he eventually got the courage to look up at him "don't try and charm me."

Dean held his hands up in surrender"hey, i'm just stating the obvious,relax will ya."

Cas sat back turning his head away again "I am relaxed."

"Clearly" Dean rolled his eyes unable to keep his eyes off him, he smiled over at him.

Cas turned back to him,both men staring at each other for atleast a few minutes, eyes still fixed on each other.

Dean reached out taking Castiels hand "you really are beautful Cas."

Castiel felt a shiver run up his spine as he said that,he smiled looking down a little embarassed "thank you."

The waitress returned interuptting their moment "you guys ready to order?"

Dean smirked flashing the waitress a wink "why yes sweetheart we are,he'll have a full english and i'll have the special."he grinned slamming his menu closed handing the both of them back to her."oh and a top up on the black stuff".

"you got it."she wrote down their order and left.

Cas frowned still having one of his hands in his "you remember what I have?"

"you kidding,course I do."

Cas looking into his eyes his pulse racing "you've...you've changed,you just seem different."

"good different?"

Cas smiled back at him and nodded,he couldn't tell if he was playing him "yeah good different."

Their food arrived instantly,Dean pulled himself away "oh man I could eat a freeking elephant i'm starving." He wolfed down his breakfast.

Cas was trying to stay serious but couldn't help but laugh at that "well your eating habits haven't changed." he took his time eating his.

Eventually Cas had finished,Dean being very patient "Erm so...now what?"Cas looked down slipping his hands in his jacket pockets looking down at the floor.

Dean rubbed his lips together already having an idea in his mind,he shrugged "well I suppose you'll want to head back to wherever it is your staying?"he sighed having a sincere sad look on his face. He took out a few bills throwing them to the table.

"It's probably best-"he stared up at him awkwardly slowly pulling himself up.

"Cas- Wait- come back with me,back home...just for a little bit,I don't expect you to stay but,just spend the day with me...please"he pleaded.

Cas shook his head,tempted "Dean...no I can't,I told you this was a one off,just breakfast."

Dean forced a smile"no you didn't mean that..you miss me,why else would you of called me?"

Cas looked like a bloody idiot standing there in public,actually making a scene "Because I love you,despite everything."he pulled himself away pushing himself past one of the waitresses leaving the diner.

Dean hurried after him "Cas wait...okay please don't walk away,don't leave things like this,what can I do?"

Cas had his back turned to him taking deep breaths knowing he was going to regret this,he turned wrapping his arms around his waist pulling him roughly into a kiss "just shut up and kiss me..wheres your car?"

Dean grunted against his mouth,returning the kiss,he moaned leading the way,not letting him go as he continued to kiss him, he pressed up against the impala doors not even bothering the fact they were allover each other in a public carpark.

They got in the car, Dean driving fast to get them back to the house, arriving fast he slammed Cas against the front door whilst trying to unlock it roughly forcing his tongue in his mouth,eventually opening it he stripped off until he was completely naked "you remember where the bedroom is dont ya?"

Cas panted heavily admiring Deans perfectly toned body,too caught up in the moment "screw the bedroom,here is perfect."he unbuckled his jeans pulling them down throwing them to the floor pinning Dean to the wall,he turned him round so his face was against the wall,forcing himself inside Dean, he rocked his hip against his letting out a little sob "I want you so fucking bad Dean..you have no idea."

Dean being the more dominant of two,he always was and he found this so adorable,"hmm i'm too damn irrestistable."he forced Cas out of him and grinned "down boy,we'll get to the good stuff in a bit,lets take this to the bedroom."he wrapped an arm round his lovers neck pulling him back towards him leading them to the bedroom, he pushed Cas to the bed.

"Dean...come on...stop with the teasing and fuck me..fuck me like i've never been fucked before."

Dean raised an eyebrow,well he did ask for it. "hmm do you really think thats wise,knowing what I could do to you?"

"I don't care...i just want you to love me,you know like the first time you charmed me in here,Dean please-" he was practically gagging for it.

"Don't be needy Cas,its pathetic."

Cas went to get up,dissapointed "okay..i'll just l-"he was cut off by Dean climbing on top of him pinning his arms down.

Dean held Cas down "your not going anywhere...Cas,not yet."

Cas felt a little dizzy suddenly a sudden flashback of when Dean raped him multiple times overpowering him "Okay Dean...just relax..okay,we're taking it slow remember."

Dean burst out laughing "BULLSHIT...so what was that right there?"he shook his head "you never wanted a slow relationship Cas" he turned him over,fucking his ass so hard and rough "You knew what you were getting into when you saw me,when we started this."

Cas groaned "I did...I knew your reputation...but..I never expect this...never"he breathed deeply unable to control his emotions.

"You really shouldn't of come back Cas."

Cas lay there once again helpless,anxiety taking over,feeling his chest tighten "Dean..I can't breath-"

Dean pushed himself inside him further "SHUT UP...JUST SHUT UP,JUST ACCEPT IT...SHUT UP" he pulled himself slipping himself out of the brunette grabbing at his hair.

Castiel turned himself round immediately pulling himself up breathing quickly and panicked "Dean?"

"GET OUT...GET OUT RIGHT NOW"

Cas stood there frozen overwhelmed,something was different,Dean had the oppurtunity to hurt him further but he didn't so why didn't he?

"CAS GET THE FUCK OUT" he roared.

Cas oblidged he hurried out searching for his clothing quickly getting himself changed,he really should stop doing this but he never learnt. He hurried out the door surprisenly calm now as he ran,running as far as his legs could take him,he arrived back at Anna's grabbing her car keys quick to go out the door again.

He needed answers and dast,whatever was happening to Dean,he feared it was out of his control and knew only one person would have the answers,his family.