Abused:Chapter 9

WARNING:Mature content ahead,blood,gore,and heavy slash.

"Your not listening to me...don't you people get it,he's a madman and he's on the loose,do your police thing and arrest him."

Anna paced around the small local sheriffs office,arms folded stressing out.

"M'aam without hard proof,we can't just barge into someone elses home."

Anna glared back at them "you want proof Sheriff,i'll give you the proof,if you just go to him,you'll learn,he's crazy,he's already nearly killed his partner Cas...please Sheriff you've got to do something,if he finds him he'll kill him."

The sheriff saw the desperation in the poor womans eyes,he sighed closing up the casefile that he had on his table,letting out a sigh he sat forward "Okay...whats the guys name?"

"Dean..Dean Winchester."

The sheriff typed away on his computer and frowned "he's not had any convictions,but a call was made about him a few months ago,a disturbance at his address made by a...Castiel?" he questioned the name.

"YES..Yes thats Cas,Deans boyfriend, okay he's the one in trouble."

The sheriff ran his fingers along his chin "alright..we'll check it out,but to be honest he seems clean to me."

Anna rolled her eyes and just laughed "trust me he's really not,he's a sick son of a bitch who needs to be put down like a deranged dog."

The sheriff glanced up at her,completely silent by her interesting description of him,he cleared his throat.

Anna looked back to him and smiled weakly"sorry-"

The Sheriff,gave her a nod "right well I'll get my deputy to have a look for you."

Anna licked her lips folding her arms once more "thank you."he muttered worried now,Cas was her only friend,she didn't know what she would do without him.

Cas breathed heavy holding his hands up in surrender staring back at Deans predatory eyes,who slammed the front door bolting the lock.

Dean turned to face him,his eyes wide and full of rage. He shoved Cas to a wall, tugging at his hair he slammed his head against the solid wall,sure to leave a bump.

Cas groaned staring back at Dean "Dean..please"he pleaded "I'll do whatever you want okay...just..don't don't hurt me."

Dean glared slamming his fist into Castiels jaw"Shut up."he bellowed.

Castiel let out a small whimper looking down at the floor,his breathing becoming heavier,he closed his eyes trying to picture happier times when they made love for the right reasons,not like this. He cried out another small whimper feeling his jeans come loose, regretting even coming back.

"Dean..please"

Castiels shirt came loose next,then Dean unbuckled his own jeans,he grabbed hold of Cas once more turning him round shoving the side of his face against the wall, his nails dug into his skin enough to scar and probably bruise.

Castiel kept his eyes closed,letting out an unhuman noise as Dean slipped inside Castiels entrance,feeling the monster inside Dean slamming hard inside him,quick,rough enough for it too ache,you'd think the amount of times he's had his entrance abused,it would feel numb,but no,he felt it all,every agressive thrust. His mouth opened slightly trying to cry out but this time no sound escaping his lips.

"Dean...please stop...I can't-" he opened his eyes only to let the tears streaming down his face run freely.

Dean pulled Cas's head back,grinding his hips against him,the force as he slammed into his puppet,more punishing, one last fuck before it all ends.

Castiel dug his fingernails into the wallpaper,trying to hold on,heart pounding hard in his chest,unable to fight this,what was the point? So he could get another beating? He had learnt by now,if you disobey Dean,you would get a nasty surprise. Feeling himself slipping,he groaned,the pain unbearable now.

Dean roared, picking up the pace, the animal inside him losing control. Their wet bodies colliding together "YOU ARE MINE..CASTIEL..AND YOUR NEVER LEAVING AGAIN."

Castiel's breath hitched,choking on his own saliva "Dean-"he managed to get out.

Dean slipped out of him turning Castiel round so he was facing him pounding his fist back into his jaw.

Castiel felt his neck jerk to the side coughing up blood, he collapsed to his knees and just fell curled up to the floor now.

"What the fuck are you laughing at?"

Castiel pulled himself up slightly as much as he could without collapsing "you may aswell kill me Dean Winchester...because I will never be yours,I feel nothing,it doesnt matter anymore...hurt me all you want...I don't care."

Dean trembled,his whole body bubbling with rage once more,sending him over the edge "Get dressed."

Castiel choked coughing up blood again,trying not to show any signs of weakness but he knew this time,he probably wasn't escaping this. He licked his lips staring back at him staggering up doing as he asked struggling to stand upright.

"You do care...you want to save me lover...but it's too late,i've taken a life,its over for me and for you...you know too much now."he shrugged walking away towards the kitchen.

Castiel stood there shaking,the fear building up inside him. Dean was going to kill him, he knew that much. He collapsed to the floor again, crawling towards the living room,finding some sort of weapon,anything. Finding Dean's colt in one of the drawers he used the coffee table to pull himself up,being greeted now by Dean holding out a knife.

"So it comes down to this"

Castiel pointed the gun to Dean,his hands trembling "I guess it does-"he said through pained tears.

Staring back at each other,Cas closed his eyes flashing back to the first time they met,how happy and how in love they both were,how did it come to this? To them having so much hatred of each other?

"Goodbye Dean...remember how much I loved you-"he was hysterical,tears stinging his eyes.

He turned the pistol around sticking the barrel of the gun in his mouth,turning the safety off.

Dean glared back at him "don't you dare take the easy way out...coward."

Castiel smiled at him taking a deep breath,pulling the trigger, a firework of red stuff shooting from the back of his neck. Collapsing to the floor on his side.

Dean gasped falling to the floor with him "NO...NO YOU SON OF A BITCH"he roared gripping the knife in his hand,stabbing him in the back out of anger,and hate "how could you?" he dropped the knife to the floor after the 47th time of plunging the blade into him, he pulled Castiels body onto his lap and rocked with.

"Cas? Castiel...please...come back...come back please come back" the monster had left him now,holding his dead lover on the floor,he cried out all of the pain "I'm so sorry...I love you okay I love you,i'm so sorry."

Cas wasn't waking up,this was real,he had killed someone else that he loved.

He lay there for 10 minutes,holding Castiel in his arms just talking to him. He didn't care what happened to him now.

He put him down finally letting him go,kissing him goodbye he then headed right out the door.

"state your name for the record-"

"Th-The Names Dean Winchester-"

"I did-didn't mean to kill him-"

"Castiel was the love of my life...and I killed him,that what you want me to say...I'M guilty."he turned his face away for a moment and smirked,a malevolent cackle escaping his lips. "I enjoyed it too,he had it come..YOU HEAR ME,THE BASTARD HAD IT COMING."he gritted his teeth the anger and rage inside him building up he was this close to exploding.

The officer removed the photos from his sight staring back at the monster now also staring back at him, a coldness in the suspects eyes now "get this pyschopath away from me,your going down for a very long time Mr Winchester."

1 year later

Dean had been convicted,having a life sentence on his tail with the possibilty of bail 4 years prior to his sentence.

Dean sat staring into space in his prison cell,not a day didn't go by that he wished he could take back everything that he did to Castiel,if only he could take his place then he would in a heartbeat, he deserves the death penalty but judges ruled that out, I guess they wanted him to suffer for all the crimes he had commited, that he definately did deserve.

"Cas..I know I don't deserve this...but I need your forgiveness...please,Cas I need you."

He heard the doors open the loud ring of the alarm pounding in his ears, he turned away laying down on the cold hard bed his face facing the wall.

Footsteps were suddenly heard,probably the prison guard doing his rounds. They stopped right outside Dean's cell.

"Hello Dean,it's been a while."

Dean immediately shot up staring back in horror,the gods must of answered his prayers either that or he was going crazy or the ghost of his dead boyfriend had returned to haunt him.

"This isn't real...your dead."

Castiel stood his hands placed in the pockets of a beige trenchcoat,he smirked shaking his head.

Dean rubbed his eyes hoping he was seeing things "so i'm going insane? Cas...I killed you how is this possible?"

Castiel stepped up against the bars his face distorted,pearlywhite,like he was dying" I am not Castiel...The Castiel you knew,is gone."

THE END.