You are officially insane…. Edward said as we walked to the pet store.

Didn't we establish I was insane when you started showing up?

I walked into the pet store and the clerk recognized me, "You made it." He said.

"Yes I did." I smiled. He walked around from the counter and grabbed my dog. He had more rolls then he did the first time I got him. "Hey there little guy you ready to go home?" I cooed.

What are you going to name it? Edward asked.

"Does he have a name yet?" The clerk asked.

"Mac." I said as I scratched his sides. "Mac Gilbert." I said.

Edward sat on the counter and thought about it. Like a Big Mac from McDonalds?

Oh stop it will ya?

"Cash or credit?" He asked.

"Cash." I said and handed him the money. He thanked me and I also bought a carrying case for the airport and a leash and collar.

I attached it to him and we walked out of the store and headed toward the airport that was only a few blocks closer than the castle.

I didn't have much when it came to luggage, I only had a small suitcase and Mac and that was it. My flight was the same as Edward and Derek's so we were all of the same flight.

The Edward in my head sat on top of Mac's cage and talked with me. Since I was riding first class, Mac was aloud on the plane. Derek and Edward sat on the other side of the aisle. Edward was closest to me.

"So what are you going to do, because when you get rid of Edward, you get rid of me?" He said.

Don't make me choose and plus, Edward might already have a mate and perfectly happy.

"Oh yes the just kill me now back at the castle was very reassuring that he was happy." Edward reminded.

"Well aren't we just a pessimist" I said.

"Did you say something?" The physical Edward asked.

I shot my head toward him, "No, I didn't did you?" I asked.

He just shook his head no. "Derek, can you switch with me?" I asked.

Derek nodded and we quickly changed at a somewhat human pace before anyone saw.

Oh I see how it is, leave me with the person who can't see me. Edward muttered.

"How have you been?" Edward asked.

"Honestly, I've been great." I said, "After you left, once I finished the transformation, I met a new and upcoming coven, they've been amazing and without them I would be dead."

"That's great, good for you."

"What about you, for what it seems like leaving wasn't easy for you." I said.

"Bella—Err I mean Isabella, leaving you was the hardest thing I had to do." Edward said.

"Surely you're joking." I said. "I'm sure you loved me in the beginning but I wasn't enough, you were bored, I understand."

Edward frowned and shook his head. "That's not what happens at all." He said, "Do you remember anything from our relationship?"

"No." I said, "Not a lot. Edward, I've felt so lost because half of me was missing."

"How do I say this in a way that makes sense?" He thought. "Before you Isabella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… and then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

I wish I could remember the relationship to believe it. "Okay wait, what happen that Laurent would have wanted to kill me?" I asked.

"Does your power work both ways?" He asked. "It would be a lot easier if I showed you."

I nodded and put my hand out and he put his in mine. Suddenly a spark hit when he put his hand in mine. That spark sent my dead head racing for the hills and suddenly everything that was foggy was clear. I shrugged it away and I looked to him as if he were crazy and had two heads. "What was that?" I asked.

"That's was normal for us." Edward said. "Bella, my heart hasn't beat in almost ninety years, but this was different. It was like my heart was gone – like I was hollow. Like I'd left everything inside me with you in Forks."

"The meadow…" I muttered. Edward's serious frown became a huge smile. "Edward, I remember…" I said in almost a silent whisper.

"Oh thank you Jesus." Edward said. I had to make sure was really there in front of me and this wasn't just my figment Edward. I placed my hand to his cheek and the spark zapped again.

I'm not going anywhere baby! You're still in love with him! Edward said in my head who was rejoicing still on top of Mac's cage. You and me forever! Edward said then left and went back to his home in my head.

"Attention all passengers please fasten your seatbelts, we will be landing shortly." The pilot announced.

"We have a lot to catch up on." I said taking my hand away from him and switching seats again with Derek. What I still didn't understand was why, if I didn't remember Edward and my relationship why was I so hung up on finding out.

When we landed I texted Alec that I had landed and then I called Jacob as Derek and Edward took the forest to hunt and go back to the house and I took my car I had left with Mac.

"Bella, what's up?" Jacob answered.

"Oh a whole lot just happen between the time I saw you and now." I said.

"What did you do?" He asked.

"I sat in on a Volturi meeting, turns out Edward Cullen was the one who was going to be a member of the guard just for him to provoke them and be killed, but instead I stopped him and now I've got Alec on hold while I figure out what to do with Edward." I said.

"Did you get the main reason you went to Volterra?"

"Oh the dog yeah, His name is Mac and he is just the cutest." I cooed. He was still asleep and quiet.

"Bella, you don't remember Edward, why stir a pot that's doesn't need to be stirred." Jacob said.

"Yeah, but Jake, every time we touch we have this spark and on the way home from Italy, he was trying to explain my human life to me and when we touched hands, that spark zapped a few memories back, my gift I'm telling you, we don't know all of its powers."

"So what are you going to do? You love Alec, but how do you feel toward Edward?"

"Oh I don't know I'm just so confused, I hate my life." I said.

"Don't go running back to Italy to go kill yourself; the credit card company is going to wonder what's so great in Italy." Jacob joked, and I laughed.

"You always know how to make me laugh in a serious situation."

"What are best friends for?" Jacob said. "I have to run, I've got patrol in like 10 minutes, I'll call you when I'm done, and hopefully you'll still be answering your phone."

"Yeah, no suicide attempts on my part, promise." I smiled and hung up.

I pulled up around the same time the guys did and I let Mac out on his leash and out of his cage and he stretched and looked around. Derek came to see if I needed help but I shook my head. "Welcome home." I whispered as I gave him a hug. I had missed my brother.

"Thank you Bella, it's nice to be home."

"Bella!" Deanna called as she ran out and embraced me. Edward grabbed Mac's leash before she jumped into my arms.

"Hey where is Amy?" I asked.

"In her room why?" Deanna asked.

"Look who I brought home." I smiled and Derek came around with his lone suitcase and mine. Deanna went to embrace Derek and I went to get Amy. I ran up the stairs and she was sitting there on her window seat of her and Derek's room and she was watching us from above. "Why are you not down there with your husband?" I asked.

"Who is that man?" She asked in a strained voice.

"That's Edward Cullen."

"Does he go by another name?"

"His human name was Edward Masen." I said.

She took in a sharp breath. "Masen…"

She got up and walked past me. "Now, Amy, lets deal with Edward later, I brought home you're husband." I said following after her. My shoes were clacking against the hardwood at a steady pace so I would fall on my face.

"Derek!" Amy called and Derek took her into his arms and twirled her around. "I've missed you." She said and they kissed until someone cleared their throat.

"Who is this little guy?" Madison asked as she played with Mac.

"This is Mac, my little teacup bulldog, isn't he adorable?"

"And who is he?" Shawn asked referring to Edward. I sighed how do you describe Edward and who he is to me when I don't even know.

"Edward Masen Sr's pride and joy right here ladies and germs." Amy said.

"Edward Sr?" I asked.

"Amelia Bradix, I knew you looked familiar." Edward said eyeing and measuring up for the hate.

"Somebody better take a seat I think we're in for a history lesson." Shawn said and I elbowed him in the ribs.

"It's Amy now." She spat.

"Okay before another war zone breaks out for WWIII can someone tell me what is going on?"

"Amy had an infatuation with Carlisle." Edward said. "When I was changed she tried to get dirt on me because Carlisle changed me and not her."

"His father was one of the wealthiest men in Chicago." Amy said.

"What's wrong with that?" I asked.

"He was a brat." She said.

She says that like it's a bad thing. Edward said popping up again.

"What does that have anything to do with it?" I asked. "From what I just recently remembered Edward was dying of the influenza."

"If he had changed me Carlisle and I would have been together." Amy spat.

"You have Derek, who I just brought home for you!" I said. She muttered something and I didn't hear what she had said. She let it go and everyone went inside.

"Come for a walk with me?" Edward asked.

I nodded and grabbed Mac to come with us.