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Chapter 5 Goodbyes

March 1995 Bella 7 Jacob 5

Edwards POV

I was standing guard outside of Jacob's bedroom right where Billy told me to go when I got here. With orders to let no one in besides Rose or Bella unless Jacob requests them. I hear Charlie's cruiser pull up knowing the emotions are about to fly. I hear them enter and a quivering Bella approaches Billy and says "I'm so sorry Billy, I will miss mama Sara so much." Billy replies "I know Belly Bells me too." As the tears fall down both their faces. Charlie settles in as Bella approaches me. "Edward Mama Sara is gone." "I know Bella, I will miss her too." Bella looks back up and says "Edward it's time for me to go take care of Jacob." I say "I know go on in Love." As soon as she closes Jacobs door I hear her ruin across his room. I hear Jacob wail "Bewwa!" I hear Bella say " It's ok Jacob I'm here now." Rose slips out. I look at Rose and ask "How is he." "About as good as can be expected." I would not let anyone in here in hear without his permission." "I know I've been given my orders." I reply.

The Tribe has done really well of braking the Alcoholic native stereo type. Don't get me wrong we like to party with our special family but no one drive. That goddamned Joshua Uley and his outsider friends. Of course it would be someone drunk leaving his house that would hit Sara's car. Levi is probably turning over in his grave over Joshua's behavior. Another Uley party and another drunken tourist. Way to be a good dad Joshua. Charlie said she died on impact no suffering. I hope so. I've known that beautiful woman since the day she met Billy. It was the first day of their high school career and you could feel the electricity. She will be so missed. Billy has been so strong. I'm waiting for him to break. I know Harry, Charlie, and Carlisle will be there for him.

Rose's POV

This day has been hell. My poor Jacob was inconsolable until Bella got here. Our lives and Jacob's path has forever been altered. Sue and I will try to fill in as best as we can. I told old Quil the day Joshua Uley was born he would cause pain. I didn't care that he wasn't driving. It was his party and he was the one who brought Drunken tourists on to the reservation. The Funeral is in two days. I just hope we can keep it together. There will actually be two funerals. One Rez and town wide and one just for the People in the know, the Cullen, and the Swans. I would hope Rene would woman up and Show up for Bella and her old friend Sara. I won't hold my dead breath. I just heard Quil, Embry, Seth and Leah show up. I know Jacob and Bella will come tearing out of his room and they will all disappear in to the forest. Billy will let them but Edward and I will follow. They are the future of our eclectic family.

The funeral

Jacobs POV

I will miss you so much Mama. WHY! You never hurt nobody. Who will tuck me in, who will read to me, Who will take me to school. Daddy and Edward said when I miss you just look in to the starlight and there you will be looking down on me. I love you mama and so does Bewwa. We will see you in our dreams.

Esme's POV

I watch Jacob and Bella hand in hand run to Rosalie. She swoops them up and walks back up the trail to the black property. I sigh and think Sue's worry of who will take care of them is for not. I know they will come to me and Sue, but Rose will be mama. Those two always loved her and for her they filled that void for her. It is now my job to try to distract them as soon as possible so they don't live in grief. Let them remember the good times. Hopefully this will be a wakeup call to the twins. With them being eleven going on twenty they think they don't need family but considering they locked themselves in Jacob's room yesterday I think they will come around.

I apologize to those who didn't want me to kill Sara. I had to it was a key point to building new relationships in my story. From here on majority of the story will be in Jacob and Bell's POV. Some Edward here and there.