A/N: So thank you for all the amazing reviews! Here is chapter 5!:)

Disclaimer: I don't own Merlin

Warnings: MalexMale, Swearing, Mpreg

One Month Later...

"Hello Merlin" Gaius smiled warmly. Ever since he told Merlin the young boy had been dodging every topic involving or to do with Arthur or babies. The older man knew it wasn't easy for the boy but he had to consider how he was going to handle this and keep it from Arthur.

"Hi"

"How are you feeling?"

"I'm a pregnant sorcerer in Camelot baring the kings child. I've been better"

"Well then your in look. There could be away to get rid of the child" the old man informed recieving a mortified look from the warlock. "What?"

"I thought because you've been avoiding every conversation about it, you didn't want it"

"There's a big difference between getting used to the idea and getting rid of a baby. My baby" he pointed out wrapping a protective arm around his stomach taking a seat at the table and glancing at breakfast.

"Ahh" Gaius replied with a smile

"You did this so I'd talk about it didn't you?"

"A teeny-weeny bit"

"What do you want me to say?"

"What your going to do. We can't have you parading around that your pregnant with the kings child. What do you suppose Arthur will do when he finds out?"

"He won't"

"And how exactly do you intend to keep him in the dark about this?" the old man asked cocking an eyebrow at his apprentice

"I'll go back to Ealdor and have the baby there"

"How am I going to preform the ceserean there?"

"..." Merlin opened and shut his mouth a few times before he just took a mouthful of the porrige Gaius had prepared to him.

"Exactly so you'll have to come back to have the baby if you leave and what if something goes wrong?"

"Alright, what do you want me to do?" the raven haired male asked getting frustrated

"I think...y-"

"King Arthur has requested Merlin in his chambers again" a guard informed popping his head round the door after knocking to signal his enterance.

"I'll be right there" Merlin nodded before dashing out. He walked to his chambers again with the sound of his blood rushing through his body and his heart pounding in his ears. Arriving at the chambers he walked straight in, "What can I do for you my lord?" he asked with a bow

"You've been avoiding me again, ever since you threw up on me"

"I haven't, I've been ill" Merlin protested hoping his tone didn't give away his lie.

"Well, I'd have been glad to know you were better" the king smiled.

"Here I am. Is that all?"

"Your doing it again" Arthur said in a triumphant tone rising from his chair,

"No, I just...I don't want to be around you" he whispered looking at the floor. He made sure it was loud enough for his former lover to hear but he didn't want to see his face afterwards.

"Why? Tell me what happened Merlin" Arthur ordered

"Lets review; your married, to my friend I'll add, you called me a whore and you use me for sex. Now you tell me why you miss whatever we were"

"I miss it because it was you and the way you felt pressed against me"

"There is my point! Sex! Sex! Sex! That's all we were! You never held me or told me you cared about me, you made me feel rather cheap actually. So do me a favour and leave me alone" he sighed

"That was never my intension" the king answered hanging his head in slight shame at the way his ex lover bluntly placed his actions.

"And another thing, it was always hurried like you were rushing so we didn't get caught. You were never gentle-except the first time- I'm not saying it was bad but sometimes soft is good too"

"I'm sorry. I never got to say it last time, but I am"

"And your forgiven but can I go now?" he asked tears filling his eyes as he went to the door, looking for an exit. But as he pulled the handle to door wouldn't move and he turned to see the king was holding it shut. "No, you can't"

"Why? Why are you doing this to me?" he yelled turning round letting the tears flow freely and upon meeting Arthurs eyes he saw tear marks on his cheeks. "I don't know but I want you so, so badly"

"But why?" he begged wanting so badly to understand.

"I..I think I love you"

"What?" he asked with a gulp not believing his ears.

"I love you" the king said again looking Merlin dead in the eye

"I love you too but I know your lying to me" he said.

"No Merlin, I'm not lying to you. At the start maybe this was nothing but...it is now" Arthur took the other males lips in his own and began groping at his shirt. This went on for a while but when Arthur moved his hand to Merlins breeches the skinny boy panicked, "No, Arthur don't!" he begged

"Sorry" he muttered realising his grip and stepping back giving Merlin space.

"It's ok but can we just not jump staright to that again? I'll be back tomorrow and we'll talk some more" he nodded dashing out the room and running as quick as he could to the physician's quaters.

"Gaius"

"What is it my boy?" he asked worried shutting the book in his hands and discarding it to the side.

"I can't stay here, please let me go back to my mother" he sobbed running into his gaurdians arms.

"Why? What happened? Did he hurt you?" Gaius asked holding Merlin tightly.

"No, no, he told me he loved me and there was kissing. I can't stay here, he'll find out and I don't want to die" he wailed

"Alright, I'll pack you some things and you can head out at first light but when you near the end you must come back"

"I will I promise" he nodded heading into his room. At some point he drifted to sleep and Gaius finished his packing. It's wasn't like he wanted to leave but he had to do what was best for him and his unborn child. The best thing was getting them both out of Camelot and away from Arthur...

A/N: Arthur loves Merlin...and Merlin has left.. what'll happen next? :) xoxoxo