~And when it rains...

Will you always find an escape?

Just running away..

From all of the ones who love you

From everything...

You made yourself a bed

at the bottom of the blackest hole

(blackest hole)

And you'll sleep to May...

And you'll say that you dont want to see the sun anymore

And no,oh

How could you do it?

Oh,I

I never saw it coming

And no,oh

I need the ending

So,why cant you stay

just long enough to explain?~

-"When It Rains"by Paramore

Chapter 2:Rain

"Even though I wont let you see me in pain...there is one place I can cry...and thats in the rain.."

(Lovino's POV,present time)

It was another boring only thing putting any mood in today was the was raining...Me and Feliciano had deceided to stay inside I looked around I noticed there was something missing.I sat up and looked around the was it?What was missing?I didnt know why I felt like this,but something told me to not rest until what was missing was back.

I searched the entire house before realizing what was was had he gone to now?I grumbled a few curses before getting my umbrella and heading outside to find him.

Sure enough,he was had taken a while but I had found was sitting by the edge of the field a little way from our was odd is that he was just staring at the sky.

"F-Feliciano?"I asked.

His spun around in surprise but calmed down when he realized it was me.

"Oh,its you fratello..What are you doing here?"he asked.

"I should ask you the same thing.."I said.

"Oh well..I just like sitting in the rain...its...calming"he said,turning back around to stare at the sky again.

"You shouldnt be out here,you gonna get sick,idiot"I said.

"Can't I stay here for a little while longer?"he asked.

"No,now c'mon,"I said,grabbing his arm and pulling him up to his feet.

He didnt say anything but nod and follow behind 's been like this for a couple of years.I remember when he used to not want to follow orders,but be he follows orders without complaining.I wonder why its like that...B-But its not like I care about him!

We walked back to the house.I told him to stay put while I went upstairs.I came back with some towels to dry him must have been out there for a while cause he was completely wet from head to toe.

I started drying him off when I realized of the raindrops were warm,like tears.

Had he been crying out there?If so,what was he crying about?

He looked at me when I started drifting into my own thoughts.

"Are you ok fratello?"he asked.

'Feliciano...were you crying?"I asked him.

"Why would I be crying Roma?You must be hallucinating,"Feliciano said.

"Yeah your right.."I said.

Really,why would he be crying?Nothing ever made him was always so ,he must be right...

I finished drying him off enough so he could upstairs to change.

"Fratello,I'll make us some pasta for dinner!"Feliciano said when he came back downstairs.

"Whatever.."I said,ignoring him and watching TV.

It was just a little while later when he called me saying the pasta was done.I got up and went to the kitchen and grabbed me a plate.

I sat down and started didnt ask me if it was good,since this was something he cooked quite I was off about the was undercooked just a could he do that?He knows pasta like the back of his hand!How could he mess it up?

"Um..Feliciano?"I asked,looking up at him.

He stopped pushing the pasta around his plate and looked at me.

"Yes?"he said,tilting his head a little in confusion.

"You...The pasta is undercooked a little.."I said,dropping what I was gonna say first.

"Oh Mi dispiace fratello!"he said,looking at me like he had messed up horribly.

"No,dont worry about it...its just...how did you undercook it?"I asked,confused.

"I dont know.."he said before looking down at his plate.

What's bugging you so much Feliciano?...This..This isnt like you..

(Feliciano's POV)

No...dont let him see...I'm such a idiot sometimes!

All day I had covered up my tracks,hoping he wouldnt be too curious and try to find the moment he said the pasta was undercooked I mentally slapped should I let this bother me so much!

For a while now I had wanted to tell him,but..I didnt have the guts to do just like with fighting.I ran I can't always run forever...Please,you dont need to know..it'll just hurt you more to know..

You know..I never let you see me dont need to worry about me cause I'll be can bring me down...right?

That's why I sit in the there I can cry.I can let the hurt show...you noticed and what did I do?I lied and you believed me...Everyone thinks that I always tell the truth but I please,just...wait...wait,and you'll know,eventually..

~Hello,I'm the lie living for you,

so you can hide...

Don't cry...

.

Hello,I'm still here,

all that's left of yesterday~

-"Hello"by Evanescence