~Yeah,I'm Afraid,

whataya want from me?

Whataya want from me?

There might have been a time,

when I would give myself away

Oh!

Once upon a time,

I didnt give a damn.

But now,

Here we are,

So whataya want from me?

Whataya want from me?

Just dont give in!

I'm walking in now!

Please dont give in!

I wont let you down!

It messed me up!

Not a second to breathe!

Just keep coming around!

Hey!

Whataya want from me?

Whataya want from me?~

-"Whataya Want From Me?" by Adam Lamburt

Chapter 4:Warmth

"When I look around myself,all I see is a cold,broken when I'm with you,there's just a little hole from where warmth comes..."

(Feliciano's POV)

The next morning,I woke up to sun pouring in from the wasnt that bright,but bright enough to wake me up.I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing I felt was something was the been a while since I last saw these sheets.I was in Lovino's room.I cant remember the last time I had slept with him.I rolled over but he wasnt there.I just shrugged it off and wrapped myself in the was so warm and soft.

Speaking of Lovino,where did he go in the first place?I slowly sat up and looked and he wasnt anywhere in the room..I got up and went to the hall and looked down both sides.I fianally decided to head downstairs.I reached the last step before I heard was talking to someone on the it was,I didnt know.I stood there and listened to the conversation.

"Listen here,if he isnt gone by tomorrow you wont see the light of day again,understand?" Lovino said.

A very quick response was giving before Lovino hung up.I stood there for a few minutes,trying to piece together what had must have been something to do with the is always trying to keep me out of it but sometimes I cant help Lovino was the eldest he was the leader,but I was second in whatever happened we both knew about Lovino trying to hide something from me?

I shrugged off that though and entered the jumped a little when I sat down in the chair across from must not of seen me coming.

"Ve~Fratello,are you...alright?"I asked,hesitated for fear of having him yell at me.

He sighed before responding,"I'm just fine.."he said,taking a sip of his coffee.

We both sat there for a few minutes.I debated a little on telling him how I fell,but I pushed the thought could never feel the same about me,right?He says he hates me yet...he saved my life yesterday..No,thats just because we're brothers!Its nothing more!He could never like me!

"Feliciano?"he said,looking at me.

"S-Si?"I said,a little nervous with all my thoughts spinning in my head.

"About yesterday..."he said,traling off as if he lost what he was gonna say.

"What about yesterday?"I asked,trying to make it look like I wasnt concerned about why he asked.

"Why did you try to kill yourself?"he asked.

To tell the truth,I dont know why I did that,but a part of me felt as if I hard to explain.I sighed and looked down,as if the floor would give me an answer.

"Well?"he asked.

"I d-dont know f-fratello.."I said,quietly.

"Well...You cant sleep alone anymore..your staying in my room so I can keep an eye on you,"he said.

"W-What..?"I asked,trying to process what he said.

I couldnt stay in there with him!He'll find out everything!All of my secrets!Sometimes...I talk in my sleep..especially when I have nightmares.I dont want to make him worry,as if he'll worry..anyway,I just can't!I have to find a reason!Think brain,think!

"Feli?...your shaking.."Lovino said,looking at me,concerned a bit.

"Oh! I-I'm fine!Just peachy!..its just...excuse me.."I said,getting up and leaving the kitchen.

Why was I panicking now?I dont understand whats going on at all!I cant take this!The whole room felt like it was spinning and I kept I heard it.I shot rang out through the house.A gunshot,to be soon as I heard it,I felt a sharp pain in my I could what was going on,I fell against the gunshot sound ringing in my ears.I heard a yell as Lovino ran into the room,with a knew I didnt have a gun at hand so intstincts kicked in.

"Feliciano!"he shouted,running over to me.

"Fratello?"I asked,I couldnt even tell if it was my own voice,but my vision started blurring and it didnt help that I was crying as well.

I couldnt even feel the pain just seemed as the world just slowed down then blackened.

"Safe..."I heard a voice say as I felt Lovino grip my shoulders,trying to wake me up.

"Death..."It said again as the gunshot rang through my head again.

It was so dark and so ,I couldnt open my eyes,nor could I move my I could do was stay there and listen to my death being played over and over again..

"Why?Why didnt I tell him...Thats the one regret I have..But if I was reborn..I would still be me,so that way I would see you again.."I thought,as a sleepy embrace covered me like a blanket.

Then it was all a word to be heard again.

At least...thats what I thought..

(Lovino's POV)

What the fuck?I was just trying to have a peaceful morning,when all of a sudden,I hear a thoughts came into my mind when that ,where is my ,where is second thought was answered as I heard a scream cut through the house.

I ran and grabbed my gun from the top of the fridge and ran to the living room where the scream com first thing I saw was Feliciano had fallen against the wall,eyes widened and hand over the bullet wound.

"Feliciano!"I shouted,running over to him.

"Fratello?"I heard him say,uncertain.

"Of course its me!Who else would you think it would be!"I yelled.

He just smiled a little as another gunshot rang through the window was shattered as I grabbed Feliciano and held him close,protecting him from gaining another that I stood up and looked to where I heard the shot came from.I saw person who shot the world seemed to go in slow motion as I grabbed my gun and aimed at the man and shot.

The world went back to normal speed as a voice called was hard to hear but I could make it out.

"Fratello...Dont leave me...Dont let me die here.."Feliciano said,that smile still plastered on his face as if he couldnt move it.

"I ."I said,kneeling next to him.

"I'm glad...that you..actually care for me...even if its just now fratello...I...I think I..."he said,like he wanted to finish his sentence but he couldnt.

I didnt take time to bother him about it as I picked him up,rushing to the car and getting him to the whole way wishing that it wasnt too late.

Please...Dont let him die on me!

~I remember tears streaming down you face

when I said I'll never let you go

When all those shadows almost killed your light

I remember you said,

"Dont leave me here alone"

But all thats dead and gone and past,

tonight...

Just close your eyes,

The sun is going down..

You'll be alright,

noone can hurt you now.

Come morning light,

You and I will be,

Safe and Sound~

-"Safe and Sound" by Taylor Swift