~Pretending to be fine,

even when it hurts.

Embracing your slime frame,

I found a scar on your heart

The compensation of living,

the way I live

is the warmth you lost,woah!

The fact that we wont see each other again is fate,

Embracing traces of us is fine,right?

But you cant wipe away the regret of our love.

The days we loved each other...

...is proof of that~

-"Love Bite" by Kato Kazuki

Chapter 5: Hurting

"And yet,how am I suppose to feel?Whatever happens,I'll end up hurting in the end..."

(Feliciano's POV)

Slowly I opened my wasnt anything around.I was in complete darkness.I hesitated but sat I moved around,there still was nothing there.

"H-Hello?"I asked.

No sound.

"Hello!"I yelled.

The only response was my echo.

"How did I get here?Oh yeah..thats right...I was shot...does that mean I'm dead?"I said.

I got up and starting looking around even though I knew nothing was a couple of minutes of walking,I sat down.I was too tired and I felt like not making a even even body felt tired as I had run a couple of miles yet I only walked for a few minutes.

"I guess I am dead..and this is hell..its quieter then I expected."I said to noone in particular.

Then again,everyone says that heaven is have many different views of what it would ,does that mean,hell is different for everyone too?Who knows,I'm just giving random thoughts to nothing.

So I started about anything, if everything was ok back about my near death experience that .Then my mind wondered onto Lovino.I hope he was ok.I hope he didnt get shot I wanted was to be sure he was 's always so angry at everyone,no matter thinks everyone hates him,but they dont!He's too blind to see who really cares about him was standing right in front of him.

"And I'll never see him again..I didnt even get the chance to tell him that I love him.."I said.

Then I giggled as another thought came.

"He wouldnt even care if I did love him..nobody would care!I'm just useless,little ever stays with me,I've been destined to be alone since the beginning!Why wont I just accept that.."I said.

The giggle turned into crying halfway through that thought.

"Reality sucks,so I'll just stay here,since this is where I'm suppose to be.."I said,closing my eyes.

Then I heard it.A little,muffled eyes snapped open at was here with me?I listened as it got louder.

"Yes?"I asked,waiting for the voice to reply.

"Feliciano!Wake up!C'mon wake up already!"It said.

Wake up?What does that mean?Aren't I in hell?

"Please...just wake up!"It said again.

Ok,wake all it wake up.

But I'm scared to face whats in reality...

(Lovino's POV)

It'll be 'll be ok,right?He he's a nation,he cant die!But,over time,many nations Feliciano hasnt been himself ,stop thinking like that!That idiot will be fine!

I sighed and slumped down in my 've been at the hospital for a while now and my mind couldnt stop thought of if he was ok was followed by an either of course he will or no he someone come tell me so I could be a little more at again,if he didnt make it my mind would probably be more messed up then it already is.

Eventually I was allowed to come to his sight of him there,lying in a hospital bed when he didnt need to be, hurt a lot.I found out that the man who shot him was actually after had mistakened Feliciano for me and shot he tried to shoot me when I came in.

"Why cant people tell us apart,Feli?We're completely two different people.."I said,sitting in a chair by his bed.

No chance of getting a was out for ,he would was was all I could do was wait until he woke I fell asleep.I woke up to a sound of crying.

"Huh?"I said,sitting up and looking around the room.

Then I saw was crying in his he was dreaming about to make him do that,I dont know.

"Feli?"I asked.

No just kept I started shaking him.

"Feliciano!Wake up!C'mon wake up already!"I said.

No response.I tried again but it still didnt work.

"Please...just wake up!"I said.

Then slowly,he opened his didnt realize he was crying,he just stared at me,as if he couldnt tell what was happening.

"F-Fratello?"he asked.

"Yes..its me Feliciano..You're gonna be ok.."I said.

(Feliciano's POV)

I held my breathe as I opened my first thing I saw was had a look of concern on his face.

"F-Fratello?"I asked,scared of that I was still dreaming and he wasnt really there.

"Yes..its me Feliciano..You're gonna be ok.."he said.

I smiled a little at the thought and before I knew it,I had leaned forward and hugged him.

"Fratello!I'm so glad to see you!"I said,hugging him as tight as I could.

"Yeah,yeah,I know you , can you let me go before you choke me?"he said,trying to push me off.

"Oh sorry.."I said,letting go and sitting back.

"Its fine...Feliciano,why were you crying in your sleep?"he asked.

"Huh?I was?"I asked,reaching up and touching my cheek.

I felt some tears.I had been those thoughts had made me it was the truth.

"Yeah..Did you have a nightmare,or something?"He asked.

"No.."I lied.

Facing those truths had really really did,but he wouldnt care,so I didnt let it show.I would never let it to more agony.I would always smile,even when it I'm not worth that much to him...

Yet it hurts to do this..I'm doing it to make you happy...Your words won't hurt me anymore,fratello...I'll be fine..I'll take the pain so you wont have too..

~She lives in a fairy tale,

somewhere too far for us to find.

Forgotten the taste and smell,

of the world that she's left behind.

Its all about the exposure,

The lens,I told her.

The angles were all wrong now

Shes ripping wings off of butterflies.

Keep your feet on the ground,

When your heads in the clouds.

.

So one day he found her crying.

Coiled up on the dirty ground.

Her prince fianally came to save her,

and the rest you can figure.

But it was a trick,

and the clock struck twelve.

We'll make sure to build your house,

Brick by boring Brick,

or the wolves gonna blow it down.

Keep your feet on the ground,

When your heads in the coulds.

.

Well you bulit up a world of magic,

Because your real life is tragic.

Yeah you bulit up a world of magic,

Well if its not real,

You cant hold it in your hands.

You cant feel it with your heart.

And I wont believe it.

But if its true,

You can see it with your eyes,

Even in the dark,

And thats where I want to be,yeah!

Go get your shovel!

We'll dig a deep hole!

To bury the castle,

bury the castle!

-"Brick by Boing Brick" by Paramore