Nobody knows how I feel
Nobody asked me how I felt when CT left.
They were all concerned about Wash and how he felt.
"He's probably so devastated."
"I'm sure he's heartbroken."
"They had a bond. He knew her best."
No. I knew her better than anyone. If anyone was heartbroken about her leaving, it was me.
I tried to get her to stay. Believe me, I did. But she didn't listen.
"CT, please don't go!"
"I have to South. You know why."
"Then let me come with you. Us ladies need to stick together, remember?"
"You know I can't do that South. It would be too suspicious."
"I don't want you to leave me!"
"I know. But it can't be helped."
She turned to walk away. I didn't try to stop her.
"Connie…" I whispered. "I…I love you…"
I stood near the door of the docking bay, looking up at the stars. 'Wherever she is, I hope she's safe.'
North came up behind me and put a hand on my shoulder. "South…"
I shrugged his hand off and turned to walk away.
"Don't bother, North. She's not coming back…"