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EPOV

"Alice! Really? I don't need to go out with you!" I said giving her the evil eye

"Come on! You don't even want to get laid? What kind of guy are you?!" she laughed, putting her shoes on

I just scoffed at her. Not all guys want sex 24/7

"Face it Edward, your hot, girls want you" she said, fixing my shirt

I shook my head laughing slightly, God I have a weird ass sister

"Oh, ok, so um all of those girl in high school? They didn't want you?" sarcastic bitch.

"Look, I don't like the whole one night stand deal, and frankly… I'm not ready to be with anyone"

Alice sighed and looked down, "I'm just trying to get you out there again" she said softly

I pulled her into a hug, "I know you are Alice, I love you", she smiled and pulled out of the hug

I was looking in the mirror when I heard something down stairs, "Alice? Is that your date?" I said curiously

"Anyone home?" I heard someone yell

"Yeah just a minute!" Alice yelled back

I walked behind Alice but when I saw her date I stopped. I felt weird and nervous, do I find him intimidating? Guess so. I looked down the stairs, Alice is hugging her date and mouthing "Get down here" To me, so I shrug and walk down the stairs

Alice did her thing and introduced us, we shook hands you know, all the things a good brother does with his sister's date

The car ride there was awkward like I expected. When we got to the club I broke away from them, I really didn't want to come. But of course Alice insisted I join. I walked around the club, I spotted some attractive girls. Big boobs fake nails and long hair, every guys dream. Not interested tonight

I want to go home

I sigh and go to the bar to get a beer, "Hey" I turn around and spot a girl with dark brown hair and matching eyes

"Hey" I say back awkwardly looking at the ground

"I'm Bella" She said smiling shyly

"Edward" I said looking into her eyes and sitting down at the bar

After some meaningless conversations with some random lonely girls, I ended up with 7 phone numbers. I looked around trying to find Alice when I spotted her sitting on her dates lap laughing

I kneeled down and tapped her shoulder, "Hey Al, when do you wanna head out?"

She turned her head to me and shrugged, "Do you want to go?"

I looked around the club one more time and nodded my head, I wanted to just go home and stay there for a couple hundred years. I don't like coming to places like this, they make me feel dirty. These kind of people remind me not to act as I did before. My 'past life' so to speak, is something I tend not to dwell on to much

I looked back at Alice and she was whispering something in her dates ear. I just rolled my eyes

Alice and her date eventually got up and we made our way to the door. When we got in the car there was a lot of tension

"So" I said awkwardly

Jasper, Alice's date smiled at me, "Have a good time at the club?" he said as if there was no tension at all

I sighed, "not really my scene I guess" he looked over at me in concern

"Are you ok?" he said quietly, I guess my voice gave something away

"Yeah I'm fine" I said trying to pull off casual. Alice smiled at me and pulled me into a hug. I smiled and hugged her back when I noticed Jasper glancing at us. I pulled away and blushed. He must think we're really touchy feely

As soon as we got to Alice's house I jumped out of the car, thanked Jasper for the ride and walked into the house, as calm as possible. But as soon as door closed I started hyperventilating. I closed my eyes and felt tears fall onto my face.

I can't here over the loud music, where's Bella? She'd been gone longer then she said she would be. This isn't like her

I pushed past some people trying to find her. She said she had to go to the bathroom… nothing to worry about… but its been 30mins.

I run into the bathroom.

Everything goes black.

JPOV

"see yah later Alice" I said, squeezing her into a hug

She smiled and me and looked down a little

"are you ok darlin'?" I asked concerned I did something

She looked up at me and grabbed my hand, "Jasper, I'm not so sure you'll want Edward to live with you. I was selfish to ask you…" she started to trail off

I tilted my head to the side and rose an eyebrow at her

She grabbed my hand and shook her head "Come with me" she said almost whispering

As we stepped onto the front porch she turned and looked at me with a very serious face. "Jasper, Edward has some… issues, but I don't want you to act differently around him"

I looked at her like she had two heads until she opened the door.

My boy. My glorious green eyed god was sitting on the floor shaking. Tears streaming down his face. I turned to Alice who had her eyes clamped shut

"Wh...What's going on?" I asked, tears forming in my eyes

"He has Post traumatic stress disorder" she said flatly. "This is all my fault" she whispered, falling to the ground hugging Edward

I dropped to the ground with them, he seemed unresponsive.

"Should we get help" I asked in panic

"No, we just need to stay with him" she held his close and started to cry. "Edward you're ok, don't worry. You're ok"

"Jasper" Alice meekly said, "Can you carry him to his room?"

I nodded my head and picked up my green eyed god. His skin covering his fit toned body was soft. Its alabaster glow radiant

I put him down in his bed. Thank god he stopped crying hysterically because it was breaking my heart

"You can go if you want… I'm sorry about all of this…" Alice said walking back into the room

"Don't be stupid. This is something neither of you can control" I said, putting my hand on her shoulder

"I still want him to move in" I said smiling faintly

She looked up at me, her face covered in gratitude and shock "Thank you" she said softly

"I'm happy to assist" I said, ghosting my fingers over his cheek

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