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EPOV

.God I cant believe I went out to dinner with him. I NEVER go out. I hate going out. Well, its not like I hate 'going out', its that I hate meeting new people. Because that leads to dreams… I sighed and closed my bedroom door and walked into the bathroom. I should take a shower. I thought to myself, turning on the shower. Once I was submerged in the warm water I started thinking about Jasper. I can't like him, I'm not gay so it's not possible. I like boobs. Jasper doesn't have them. I like pussy. And Jasper doesn't have one of those either. Jasper has a dick. When his morning wood pressed up against me I thought I would cum for sure. That's never happened with a girl.

I looked down and saw I was rock hard, so I started stroking myself thinking about Jasper. I wonder how he would feel in my hand. I wonder what it would feel like to have him touch me like this. I wonder what he tastes like.

And that thought was enough to make me cum all over the shower wall

I got out of the shower after that and crawled into bed. I want him. So bad right now. HIM. Not a her. A him.

I woke up with a headache. Damn I didn't drink last night! Why do I have to have a headache first thing in the morning! I walked into the bathroom and washed my face before putting on night pants (I sleep naked) and walking into the kitchen to find a topless Jasper drinking coffee at the kitchen table. I gulped and stepped closer the table

"Good morning" Jasper said, his face painted in a bright red blush

"Good morning yourself" I said laughing, walking over to the coffee pot and pouring myself a cup, Why is he embarrassed?

"You have any plans for today?" he said with a bright sexy smile

"Nope, you?" I said, sipping my hot coffee

"Nah, but we should do something" he said finishing his coffee and putting the cup in the sink

"What do you have in mind?"

"Hmm I'm not sure, but we should grab a bite to eat, maybe go shopping sense we don't have any food" he said, putting away his cup on a top shelve, when he retched up to put it away I caught a glimpsed of hair disappearing into his waist band and i let out a small moan

He turned his head to look at me and I blushed, "You ok?" he asked confused

"yeah I just bit my tongue" I said embarrassed

He shrugged, "Get ready and meet me at the door in half an hour" he said walking into his room

I'm so fucking relieved that my dick stayed down, I thought as I picked up a shirt and put it on, along with boxers and jeans. It looked like he already took a shower so what is he doing? My mind is always in the gutter. I shook my head and laughed, walking into the kitchen again to find Jasper waiting for me

"Hey? It's only been ten minutes?" I said smiling at his beauty

"I know, I didn't know how long you'd take so I said 30 minutes" he said laughing, "Speed changer"

I smiled and looked into his beautiful blue eyes, "We should get going no?"

"Yeah" he said opening the door for me

I smiled and walked out the door and to the car, "You want to Drive?"

"Sure" he said, getting in the car. "eat first or eat after?" he said starting the car

"After if that's ok" I said looking out the window

"Yep, let's go to the store then" he said pulling into target

We got out of the car and my breathing hitched

"Edward are you ok?" Jasper said concerned, standing in front of me

My eyes started to water and my breaths were coming out fast and harsh

"Here, let's get back in the car" he said, rushing me back in the car

He put his hands on my shoulders and whispered 'it would be ok'.

I can't here over the loud music, where's Alice? She'd been gone longer then she said she would be. This isn't like her…

I pushed past some people trying to find her. She said she had to go to the bathroom… nothing to worry about… but its been 30mins.

I run into the bathroom.

Everything goes black again.

"Alice I don't know what to do! He was fine one second and then… I'm scared Alice! Is he going to be ok?!" It sounds like he's crying. What happened?

"J-jasper?" I mumble out

"He's awake Alice I've got to go" he looked at me smiling bigger than I've ever seen him smile before and pulled me into a hug.

"Oh my god you scared me to death Edward" He's crying. I scared him.

I pulled away and looked him in the eyes, "I'm so, so sorry" I said through tears

"Don't be sorry it's not your fault" He said looking back in my eyes. I want to kiss him

"I should probably explain" I whispered in the dead silent car

"You don't have to" He said softly

"Yes I do" I sighed, "I had a friend, her name was Tanya. We were friends literally all of our lives, our moms were best friends, I was only three weeks older than her. I always just thought of her as a friend, she met all of my girlfriends but I never met any of her boyfriends… I thought she just didn't want me to meet them" I laughed a sad laugh under my breath. "one night we went to a club, I went with the girlfriend I had at the time and she went alone like usual. That night she told me she loved me and always had. She wanted me to return the favor and admit that I felt the same. But that wasn't the case. I told her I only thought of her as my friend and that would never change. I was too harsh" I said looking up, "She ran to the bathroom, she said she would be right back. But after an half an hour she still didn't return. So I barged into the girls bathroom." I sighed and put my face into my hands.

"A-and what happened?" Jasper said in a raspy voice

"I…"

"You don't need to tell me, I'm sorry I asked" he rambled out

"N-no its fine… I just … I just don't remember what happened after that."

He tilted his head to the side and looked confused

"All I know is she was found…" he cut me off with a hug… he knew what I was going to say

"I'm so sorry Edward" he whispered

I can't tell him about all of the skeletons in my closet, but I'm glad I shared that with him

"Is there anything else you want to talk about Edward?" he said softly

"There are some thing I want you to know, that I want to tell you. But I don't want to right now if that's ok" I said smoothly

"Of course, I'm touched you shared that with me though, thank you" he said quietly

"I'm touched that you actually care" I whisper back. He actually cares.

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