Bella P.O.V

Shoot, I changed my mind. I do not want to go.

I was riding on Pauls wolfs form backs, holdingown tightly to his Chocolate brown fur.

The other's were in front of us as we headed to the one place I absolutely dread going to right no=w.

The Cullen Mansion.

I tried to calm myself. What did they want to talk to me about, what did they want me to say, wait. What was I going to say? I guess it depended what they were going to ask, which brought me right back to that question.

I leaned my head towards Paul's huge wolf neck, and snuggled in it, letting myself calm with the ward feeling surrounding me.

A light growl, like purr escaped started to come from him, causing a light laugh to escape my lips. In addition, I snuggled deeper, causing whimper to escape his lips, not a hurtful whimper but a "please stop torturing me "whimper.

I laughed more loudly, as a "humph" came out of his mouth.

I noticed he started to slow down into a normal speed of at least 10 mph.

I lifted my head up to look forward and noticed the glass house approaching us.

Aweee…shoots.

As we approached I saw the Cullen's' standing outside in all their beauty. They did not seem as beautiful as they once were in my eyes; I guess it is an imprint thing.

The wolves were all in wolf form except Sam, and Jacob.

I sat up into an s sitting position on Paul, instead of my once laying down one.

I let out a deep shaky sigh, causing everyone's head to snap up at me, even Pauls.

Well his want all the way up, only so the corner of his eye could see me, and I looked into them, shaking my head t his worried, and anxious look.

He did not look convinced but he knew better than to pry.

So he turned and walked to the side of Jacob in the Sam, standing in-between them as they stood directly in front of the Cullen's, who were all staring at me with anxious expressions.

"Bella , it's so nice to see you again." Esme said, smiling motherly. And a question I tried to ignore was why…

Why would she want to see me again? She left me, a girl who she said considered a daughter.

She left me because she chose to follow her son, the ne she knew more than me, the one she loved more than me. And as I thought this a sadness swept over, followed by a rush of anger, hurt and ancient pain.

Jasper's head snapped to me, as of first he was staring at Sam.

A confused face came over him, and I felt calm come over me.

"Stop." I whispered, lowly, But I knew they heard me as loud as any yell.

"Don't take away my pain. It's there for a reason."I said the last sentence acidly as I looked at each Cullen.

Even Emmet, I know I was happy to see him at first.

And I was, but the anger of having a brother abandon you sunk into me, as I looked at their beautiful, lying faces.

Regret showed on their faces.

In addition, Carlisle came forth, one foot before them.

"Bella. We would like to talk to you please, just let us explain. My Daughter." He pleaded sincerely.

But an anger ran thru my bones and I don't even know what took over me, but I jumped off a five foot high wolf and landed on the ground gracefully and walked so I was right in front of his face.

"Daughter, Daughter. .CALL. . DAUGHTER." I screamed and emphasized every word.

"I was, and never will be your daughter. All I was too you, to all of you was a game. A distraction as some would say."I said, and yelled the last part at Edward who, looked away ashamed.

I felt my vision blur, but I held in the tears not wanting them to see me shedding tears for them.

I heard low whimpers from behind me, and Jacob telling them to let me let it out.

Jasper took a step up and looked at me with confused eyes.

"Bella what do you mean Distraction. He said the word slowly and looked to Edward who was still looking away, like the coward he was.

"Yeah. We left to protect you Bella, to keep you safe." Emmet decided to say, also taking a step towards me.

"Yeah, we would never think of you as a distraction." Rose said, smiling lightly at me, as she turned her glare towards Edward to me.

Protect me. What were they talking-Oh?

I see.

A knowing smirk came to my lips, as Edward looked back to me.

"Ohh…so Lil Edward didn't tell them, the truth."I said, in a taunting voice.

"Bella, they don't have to know." HE said, Ha….yeah like I was going to let a opportunity to get his butt kick, pass. Right, when wolves fly.

Okay, I have been hanging with the people, way too much.

"Know what, what you are talking about Edward." Alice said, looking at him with Shameful sad, confused eyes.

"Let me tell you." I said, as I walked over to Paul, leaning into his warm fur, he seemed tense before I touched him, but relaxed into my tough.

I knew I was going to need him by my side as I remembered that dreadful day.

"The day after my birthday Edward came to my house and asked me to take a little walk with him, I accepted. And we went into the wood." I said, as the memory came back into my head after so many times I tried to not remember it.

*Flash back.*

"Bella were leaving."Edward said, I looked at him confused.

"Why, a couple of weeks, and school-he cut me of.

"No bell, the town is already getting suspicious, Carlisle can barely pass as 32 anymore. "He said his eyes somewhere else.

"Okay…well this is unexpected. I have to pack and-He cut me off once more.

"No Bella, you aren't coming."He said.

And I looked at him in confusion, then anger.' And why the hell not." I asked,

He took a deep breath, of what looked like annoyance.

"Because we don't want you. I don't want you." He said his voice gloomy.

"You don't want me. ' I said the words as if they were a curse.

At those words, my heart felt like it had been squeezed to death, and stomped on.

As his words sunk in, I fought away the tears.

"Oh. Well if that's how you feel." I said my voice emotionless.

"That is, my whole family feels that way actually. We never loved you, I never loved you. I-I used you. As a distraction." He said, a smirk growing on his lips. However, it seemed forced.

My heart seemed to break even more.

I stared at him, feeling as though my soul had just flown from my body.

I was numb.

"Distraction: The words came from my lips, in a whisper.

He nodded a smirk still on his lips.

"We like to have fun with humans, and you seemed like a perfect target."He said.

All this was a game.

I was a game.

"Oh."I said, in a whisper.

He looked at me and smiled a cocky smiled, and then he was gone.

I looked at the place he was standing and, I felt my whole world shatter into little shards of glass stabbing me as the flew around me.

I felt my vision blur, and darkness crashed around me s I fell into a deep, black nightmare.

*End flash back*

They are eyes were simply one word.

Murderous.

Even Carlisle and Esme. Which I was not suspecting. I told the story with the same feeling I felt when I lived it, in reality.

Numbness, emotionless.

Pauls growl like purrs, were comforting me as I felt myself sadden.

"How, How could you do that to me Baby sister. To My bell-boo. And then, have the nerve to say I never loved her, and thought she was a distraction." Emmet hissed as he punched Edward over and over.

Jasper grabbed Emmet and pulled him away from him, only to Punch Edward square in the face.

"Edward you are the lowest down, Ass-hole I have ever met. And to lie to my baby sister , with words I never spoke is just unforgivable." He spat at Edward with one last punch.

"Edward how could you." Alice screamed at him, along with Esme.

Who slapped him hard across the cheek, as he looked at her shock?

Her face was simply rage.

I was a little afraid myself.

"Have I not taught you better than this, wait let me answer that. Yes. Yes I have taught you better. And to lie to the one you claimed you love is just unforgivable, that and that love of yours is my baby girl, my smallest child." She said disappointment deep in her voice.

Rose was next she went next to Edward and kneed him right I the place you do not wanna get kicked at.

"You bastard. I ought to kill you and burn your sorry ass fro hurting my baby sister. But I wouldn't want to get my hands dirty with your shitty face." She sneered, and I had to hold in my laugh.

I liked Rosalie better than all the Cullen's right now. And I defiantly saw us being good friends and sisters.

Carlisle was the last but surely not least.

He looked at Edward with a deep disappointed look, Carlisle would not hit him, for his nature was to never hit his sons.

I am disappointed Edward, And very angry. But I'm sure you can feel that Jasper.'"He said, and jasper nodded tensely he was still glaring at Edward.

"You hurt my child, my daughter. Well at least she was. And I never can forgive that, until at least she forgives you. What you did, what you said…" He trailed off, shaking his head.

"You should be lucky she is here today."he said.

Damn straight.

Edward nodded, and looked at me with shame, guilty, regret love eyes, an spoke for the first time since I got here."Bella, I am so deeply sorry. What I said when I left. Was the most Stupid and darkest lie I have ever told in my existence. I know I can never apologize enough." He said shaking his head.

"Edward." I poke and he looked straight at me, shocked.

"I don't wanna hear your apologies. I don't wanna hear how sorry you are, and how it was a huge mistake, because I've already know." I said, in a whispe4r.

"I hate you, yes. " I spoke it with no lie at all. And a painful look came upon his face.

"But I want to thank you." I said, sincerely. He looked at me in confusion.

"Thank you for leaving, because if you didn't I wouldn't have found my true family."I said as I looked at the pack.

"And my true love." I said as I looked down at Pauls.

I looked back up after a few minutes.

"I just came here to tell you that . I do not want to get back together. I don't want to be broken anymore, and if I leave Paul. I would be.' I said sincerely, ignoring their shameful faces.

"But Bella I love you so much."He said, in a broken voice, my heart hurt a little inside.

"I love you Edward, but not in the way I used to, and definitely not as much as I hate you." I said.

I looked at the Cullen's family, theyre broken faces.

"Of course I will always think of you as family." I said, smiling as their faces lit up.

I heard a rumble sound and looked down at my stomach.

Hmm,….was that you tummy.

I heard bark laughter and I turned to find them all laughing, even Jake and Sam, who were trying to maintain professional.

"Shut up. Hanging with you was bound to rub off on me, And I just so happen to pick up your eating habits." I said, hissing at them, and they laughed even harder.

"Bella, we would love to have you over, or come over."Esme said, hopefully.

"Yeah Bella, we could play video games,." Emmet and jasper said.

"Or belle Barbie."Alice said. "Or work on cars." Rosalie said with a knowing nod and eyebrow raised.

I laughed at her." Or help in the garden." Esme piped in.

"Yeah, ill calls you rose and let you know." I said, and then I remembered." But I need your number first." She laughed and took out a pin form her dark blue jeans.

And wrote down her number.

"There." She said, as she kissed my cheek and hugged ne lightly.

Emmet pouted, which cause me to laugh and spread out my arms to let him know it was alright.

A huge Emmet grin spread across his face and unless than a nano second I was spinning around.

"Awe…belly-boo. I missed you…hey that rhymed."He said, I laughed at his retardness.

He let me down and kissed both my cheeks, then my forehead. And said "Bye bye, belsie –boo." I laughed at the nickname.

All the Cullen's gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek, except for Edward.

I stuck out my hand for a shake.

"How about we start over. Hi, I'm Bella. Bella swan" I said, he laughed ant took my hand.

"I'm Edward. Edward Cullen." He said, still shaking my hand, then he stopped looked deep into my eyes, kissed my hand and let go of my hand completely.

"Nice to meet you. You seem strangely familiar."I said, he laughed again. and I heard a growl from behind me,. I looked behind me to see Paul glaring at Edward.

"Paul." I said in my warning voice he said I had, and that it would make Dracula run into the sun.

He looked at me, then rolled his eyes and looked away.

"Whipped." I heard Jacob mutter.

"You telling me." Emmet agreed, making a whip sound while snapping his hand down like he was holding a whip and whooping someone." I walked over to Paul and climbed on his back.

"I'll call you later Rosie." I said, smiling at her, she smiled back at me, and the family looked at her shocked and me.

Alice was simply glaring at her." You better. Or I'm so eating you for dinner tomorrow." She said, in a playful tone. I laughed as Paul growled again.

"Ha-ha...Okay. Bye." I said, as Paul turned around and headed back home,

To La push.