Hello fan's and haters…lol…I know you probably want to murdurize me right now but before you do let me explain….i haven't been updating my computer got a virus a huge that wouldn't let me get on my computer at all, and my dad grounded me for smart mouthing, I mean what am I supposed to do dumb mouth. GOD!!!Anyway sorry and here is a new chapter…ENJOY!!!!:)

LEXY

Edward P.O.V

God, what have I done? I hated my being with such a passion it was almost unbearable…

Bella hated me, and not only that she was in love with that…MUTT. MY unbeaten heart, felt hollow now, after hearing her words, I'm glad she was considering being my friend, but that –to me- wasn't good enough.

I loved her, no….I love her, and now she doesn't even feel the same for me anymore.

I was sitting on my piano, looking at the keys that I haven't touch since the last time I played for Bella which was so very long ago.

I didn't feel the happiness, or anything to play a melody.

I felt wrong playing Bella's lullaby, because it caused me to remember the times I had with Bella, the things we did together, that won't happen in the future, though my being needed it to.

I needed Bella, I would scream out to everyone, and anyone.

I needed her to feel, to breath, to live. Without her I felt, so …..Useless in the world.

Bella had just left with the pack of puppies, and her ….boy-gush….I couldn't even say it.

Alice was down stairs moping; evidently Bella had made a good friend in Rosalie.

And she was immensely jealous.

Rose on the other hand, was happy. Which was weird?

She loved Bella to death, and was very protective of her, when Bella left she punched me in the face again and kicked me in my.*clear throat* you know.

Emmet, well Emmet was glad that Bella forgave him, and was planning to go to the video store to get some games to play with her, him and Jasper.

Jasper, he didn't like mine and Alice's emotions, but he as well was ecstatic that Bella forgave him.

Esme, was happy as was Carlisle, glad they had their daughter back, well almost anyway.

I wanted to be grateful, but it's so ….Hard.

"Hello." I heard a beautiful voice that was just in my presence say on Roses cell.

"Hey Bella, I was thinking could you come over tomorrow, I really want to hang out with you, or we could go out-you shopping."Rose said.

"Absolutely rose, Is it alright if I bring a friend over." The beautiful angel said.

"Sure who, it isn't a dog is it." Rose laughed, and she actually sounded kind.

"Ha-ha…no it's actually a little girl that I was planning on babysitting for my neighbors."She explains.

Rose felt delighted." Of course, we could go shopping and come back and hang out here." She assumed.

"Yeah, that will be perfect. Well I got to go, Paul wants' attention."She said mumbling the last part. I heard the mutt protest against her little comment.

Rose laughed.

"Okay Bella, Love you bye."Rose said love, oh my….harry potter.

"Love you to Rosie, Bye" She said, Rose went to go plan what they were going to do, and Alice I could see in her head was planning on burning her hair off….

Harsh…..

But the only thing on my mind was Bella is coming over tomorrow, which means, I have a chance to actually talk to her, and maybe win her back.

I couldn't wait, for…

Tomorrow.