I worked really hard on this chapter and i hope you guys enjoy it.
Chapter 5
Jade POV
Cat dragged me to the kick back, but not before playing Barbie with me, she dressed me up in a really short dress, it was a little over mid thigh and a weird shade of green, I wore black leggings to darken it up a little and a white jacket. She also lent me a pair of her favourite green high heels, we were ready to go, and Cat had asked Robbie to pick us up, it wasn't the most confortamble car ever, but it wasn't that bad.
When we arrived, it was already really crowded, I couldn't see André, Tori or Beck, not that i was looking for him, anywhere. Cat lead me towards the food table and we grabbed some drinks, André came up to us all giddy about who knows what.
"You ready?" He asked Cat, i think he didn't see me, cause Cat started nudging her head towards me, giving André a 'Shut up, can't you see Jade is here' look.
"Ready for what?" I said, as I eyed him suspiciously, I knew they were hiding something form me.
"N-nothing" He replied, and quickly went away with a wierd look on his face.
"Well, that was weird" Cat said giggling, pretending she didn't know what André was up to, God i really wanted to leave.
"Come on, lets go sit over there" Cat said giggling and pointing towards some empty seats near the stage.
I nodded and we headed over there, and once we had settled down, André cameo uot on stage and started presenting the weirdo that was going to perform, I was shocked the moment I heard Beck's name, he wasn't really fond of singing, i mean he had a wonderful voice, he just didn't like using it. I looked up and saw him coming on stage, his eyes locked with mine.
He stood silently near the mic for a few seconds then, he opened his mouth and started singing the most beautiful song I had ever heard.
I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up, and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
I gave you roses, and you left them there to die
[Chorus]
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days, I haven't been sleeping
Staying up, playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed, and I didn't call
Then I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love, and all I gave you was goodbye
[ Lyrics from: lyrics/t/taylor_swift/back_to_ ]
[Chorus]
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your pale skin, your sweet smile
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it, but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you, saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time, all the time
I felt really touched, he had actually wrote a song for me, tears were welling up in my eyes again, but I held them back, did he really think he could come here, sing to me and think I would forgive him? After all the shit he put me through? He had really hurt me and I didn't want to loose him again, but I could just say yes and welcome him with open arms, he would end up leaving me again.
I smiled up at him, he looked like he was about to cry with joy, but I took one last glance and headed over to Cat's car, she gave Beck a sympathetic smile and trailed behind me.
I heard him coming of the stage and running towards me, I tried to run, but he was faster. He caught up to me in no time, he grabbed my arm and spinned me around so that I was facing him.
A/N: Lol, don't worry i am going to continue it, it's not over. By the way, the song was Back to December by Taylor Swift, she is one of my favorite singers, you should really listen to her (If you haven't) Just one more thing should i do the next chapter in Beck's POV or Jade's POV?
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